When did you lose all your optimism for the future /pol/?
1st day of kindergarten
>>5402602972023
>>540260297When Woodrow Wilson sold us all out 6 million years before I was born.
>>540260297when this happened and my fellow countrymen decided it was ok to ignore.
>>540260297I gained some optimism about the future. The future is in a way open. It's not defined yet. I used to be very pessimistic without any basis in the past.
>>540260297Bold of you to assume I ever had any to begin with
>>540261010Same Queen
>>540260297you kinda have to invent your way to victory at this point considering of the mid state of everything
Covid lockdowns and vaccines. Realized the jews were right about the goyim and we have no power. And the women are completely cooked
>>5402602972021
When my mother shit on my head after giving birth to me.
>>540261611>half his dickkek
>>540261877>>540261877
>>540260297I didn't. Evil already lost btw. Just give it time.
>>540260297I'm very optimistic for the future.
>>540261884It takes away the best, most nerve dense parts and leaves behind only a relatively insensitive flesh dildo which further becomes calloused, dried out and desensitized as it’s exposed to abrasive clothing instead of being protected like it’s supposed to be
>>540260297Covid. Blatent election fraud, mask mandates, lockdowns, how eager people were to exert "righteous" power over another, rampant hypocracy, and the fact that nobody seemed to care in the least. I lost my job for not getting the jab.
>>540262097I'm fully intact but the entire region of the foreskin isn't half of my dick because I have a man sized penis
>>540262010unironically based
>>540260297>be me>parents both heroin addicts, mother dies at 7>grow up poor with grandma in violent household with drunk lunatic uncles>do well in school but ostracised bc poor and weird, constantly fighting my new ethnic cohorts to survive>spend most of my adult life scraping by, working>my main thing, music, becomes a non starter because I don't have the right connections..mot would be collaborators go full retard trany and turn on me>work for us medical company for 60 hours a week>severely damage my spine>no real compensation, have to rely on sick partner who is still working>where we live is becoming increasingly dangerous (you know why)>watch socialist cunts drain my emaining resources and undermine the value of my property>get threatened by various agencies and roughed up for having the wrong ideas, and domestic disputes>can barely cook and clean for the two of us but force myself every day through he pain so we can survive with dignity>completey isolated from friends and family due to crushing pain>spend what discretionary income I have on dope to manage the pain...I take no govt money mind>completely dislocated, poor and struggling in a world with zero empathy for people like me>watch the general value of life go down, down down>my remaining outlet, tabletop now also full of commie weirdos...impossble to make new friends because of how fucking self obsessed and awful everyone is>hands so fucked I can barely hold a brush anyway>partner distant and self absorbed, I'm basicskky just her parent cleaning up after her >fucked over and overcharged by every jew doctor in the realm (looking at you Dr Breit, you piece of refuse)I literally don't know what to do because every day is intense suffering. I wish I had the courage to kill myself. I'm sick, broke, and it only ever gets worse and nobody gives two shits.And nobody will because the country gets worse and I'm the wrong demographic
>>540260297I am not blackpilled. I have been happily married for 11 years, and we are raising children in a 99% white community. I'm not a miscegenated kikeslave and my children are based. The only people I see successfully reproducing, raising children in a stable household, from my generation tend to be high IQ temporal conservatives. My children's generation will come of age at the exact time the Boomers die, leaving a glut in the housing market where nearly all of them will successfully pair-off and raise children in stable homes of their own. Bugs reproduce as quickly as possible to the carrying capacity of the environment. Whites have a different strategy. When the environment pushes back against our population, the epigenetic impulse is to become highly selective. I know the total population of white people will fall, but it will concentrate around the genes of kings, saints, warlords, and monsters. When these temporal insular societies inevitably create prosperity and look outward from times of abundance, they will shift to spatial conquest again.
>>540262010what's gonna happen is these things will be affordable when we're all 90 and demented. And they will be a subscription service
>>540262010Fancy Dildo you have there
>>540262493>He bought a passLol kike
>>540260297when my own mother pulled an international insurance scam to force me to give up my house, my car, and move back in with her, because she needed to keep me under control so I wouldn't be successful
>>540262627Jeet
>>540260297Never. I refuse to be blackpilled
trump will die
>>5402602972014 but I regained it due to AI
>>540262414at least you're white
>>540262786Glownigger
>>540262627elaborate
>>540260297>flock cameras put up in my rural town>private companies using imminent domain power to seize land for AI supercomplexes>AI software used to bomb kids also being used to identify anonymous citizens>early life section and last name etymology behind major backers of AI tech>talk about it, some anon calls me a tranny because I don't want to welcome what's coming
trump will live
>>540262828The whitest. My family came here from Norfolk and Cork innthe 1840s and 1860s. We brought large scale milling and brewing here, helped set up the intelligence corps, fought in the Maori wars, the Boer war, the Great War, all so I could look out the window and watch Indians trash one of the oldest waterways in the state.
>>540260297During COVID.
>>540262627boomer delenda est
>>540260297I didn't because I don't consume black pill jew psy ops. Anti semitism has become mainstream and jews are scrambling as asia threatens their absolute control over this hell world. If that's not a white pill to you, you're hopeless
>>540262962The whole framing of the tech dystopia as a left/right issue is deliberate
>>540262926nope, not doxxing myselfshe just made it completely impossible for me to get home or car insurance essentially for the rest of my life, maybe even health or life insurance too if I ever lose my job or move to another
>>540260297sometime in the last year. Around my 34th birthday I just realized after a decade of trying to hold out hope that my people (whites) would finally wake the fuck up as Jews have gotten unsubtle and hired the biggest retard in history to walk them off a cliff. Only to watch nothing happen, lockdowns never punished senators unhung. Jews were right, my people are a fucking cattle that will calmly and willing walk into the slaughterhouse time and time again even as others scream and tell them to stop. I hate this world and if I had the intelligence I would either try to code a virus to burn down the internet or create a germ to kill all kikes. Sadly I am too unintelligent and not funded by somebody so jews will continue to make whites go extinct as we do nothing about it and those who know will just whine about it online sometimes for money!
>>540263023Covid was awesome.>so we are going to need to vaccinate you so you can see your dying father in hospital mmmmyeah
>>540263063Yeah it's obvious.Less obvious is the fact that they're letting normies be open antisemites and think they're still in control. Nobody questions that shit because they're cattle.
>>540260297As soon as I left the comfort of my mother's womb.
>>540262444Based White Pill, thanks. Also I've been trying to tell people about the stuff around epigenetics you're talking about for years.
>>540262627Why do you wear the meme flag, Pajeet? Wear your flag with pride and people will respect you a little bit more than the meme flag.
>>540263190Even that is managedThey trained a bunch of monkeys on here to yell "kike" at a data analytics machine
>>540262097Post ur little clitty
>>540263209Care to elaborate? This idea is relatively new to me. It occurred to me when I was looking at a crowd of people at a music festival in Montana a few weeks ago. I realized there are so many lesbians these days that the majority of leftist women have basically taken themselves out of the gene pool, as well as leftist men and even inferior chuds. Furthermore the people I saw with children were almost ubiquitously fit, attractive, and based. Even the young Zoomer couples were incredibly attractive people. Where is this going? Has been a persistent thought since.
>>540262209It’s about half the surface area of the skin when you consider that most people cut at birth get most of their inner foreskin removed too. Imagine how much skin you’d have to be missing to go from being able to cover your head while erect to having no skin mobility at all. It’s probably more than half for some people
>>540260297a few years ago when I thought it would be fun to have a woman in my life again. not until then had it occurred to me that I simply didn't care anymore. that and the skankpocalypse.
>>540262962Rural LA Anon here. I've been active politically for like ten years in one way or another. I grew up also in a very politically literate household.CCS/Carbon Capture/CO2 Sequestration technology is slated to be forced on rural areas like mine soon. This shit will poison the groundwater and has ecologically ruined every area it has ever been used in.I've known for years the psyops against Redneck culture, White independence and White familial structures were so pervasive it was like a cancer that has taken over the body before you ever saw it. But then I saw it in real time.I got back into public life again to fight this stuff. Everyone knows what my politics are. Oddly enough nobody ever tried to cancel me over that. But what got me was when I told these people it was Capitalists who were doing all this to us who had bought out our state governments. I got full-throated shouted down by a bunch of Boomers for being a Communist. Yeah man, lots of Unreconstructed Southern Nationalist Commies out there. Better watch out for 'em! I said one word factually and their Cold War Era Propagandized nature showed itself. Then after pointless attempts at legal battles when I told these people we had to be prepared to resist violently all construction attempts they called me a, "radical," and, "insisted," that these more mature and elder people knew what they were doing.Nope, they all got shot down. My state is in the middle of a political coup by niggers who are ruining the state everwhere they go. A negress actually won mayor in my Parish seat. She called all her opposition racist and I swear to God it's like these people learned nothing from the Obama years. This bitch fired every White person in the city government, filled it with niggers nobody has ever heard of, then took all the money from municipal public works projects and put it towards the LITERAL MLK STREET neighborhood and recreational complex that is nothing but the Hood.
2017-18
>>540262962>>540263560They all just stood around, slack-jawed, STUNNED by what was happening. It's like they all realize I'm right but they don't want to admit that I'm right because to do so would cause some kind of fatal error in their programming and fucking kill them.There is no political solution. The only solution for people like me is standing no my principles, differentiating from society and not compromising on what is right when the time comes.
>>540262962anon calls you tranny because he's one of (((them)))
>>540260297when the touch mobile retards and those looking to exploit them took over the internet
>>540263496It's pretty simple. The White Race's subconscious eugenics programming is, "Quality > Quantity." We've proven that works time and time again. The natural course of events is taking place. Not much else to it, friend.
>>540263560>I got back into public life again to fight this stuff.People,don't understand that the only way we turn this around is with an engaged populace. Too many people want to defer the work to Pied Piper e celebs, so that's good to read People here bang on about democracy's weakness but then let it be used against them by not being informed or participating.
>>540262414>I wish I had the courage to kill myselfsimilar situation, though religious prohibitions prevent me.>intense suffering>sick, broke, and it only ever gets worse>don't know what to dotry going out in the world and reducing the suffering of others, even if all you've got are kind words. sometimes people far more fragile than you need someone to come along and tell them someone believes in them.
>>540262444All of your "white" children have brown hair and eyebrows
>>540260297July 2025, personally
>>540263814alright kike stop projecting your race mixing fetish.
>>540263796Man, we are on the same page. Helping other people is what I was born to do, but I am so worn out, and I really had poor judgement when it came to where to put that energy. I agree that you have to look outward and that God is real. I'm just spread pretty thin rn
>>540260297I never did. The good guys win. It's the only logical progression of history. Anything else is severe delusion and diversion from basic mythology.
>>540263700>People here bang on about democracy's weakness but then let it be used against them by not being informed or participating.Fucking this. The very nature of democratic governments paired with a racial consciousness, also, will always produce a more racially secure nation-state because homogeneity is critical to maintaining a free and fair political process.
>>540263958Why did you change your flag christcuck?
>>540264015>The good guys win.Yeah, I don't think so.
>>540264045Basically leftists are swots who will show up and browns are natura exploiters and scammers. People here won't know what they got til its gone. Our institutions worked fairly well before The Rot
>>540263974>Man, we are on the sameperson. I used to beat the shit out myself physically for others. used to stay awake for days on end.>worn out>poor judgement when it came to where to put that energysame. I spent a lot of years tearing myself apart with stress and work, all for it to be for nothing. my life wasn't as rough as yours, much the opposite. I was surrounded by the best people I could possibly imagine, yet I was so hyperautist that I didn't know and lost so many good years with them.one of the few things that kept me from killing myself during all those traveling years was the thought of returning stateside and starting my family. now that I am older and wiser, I am glad that never happened.
>>540264226The hardest thing for me to do is put myself first.
>>540264087You're spiraling into hopelessness like a weakling.
>>540264280>put myself firstbe glad you didn't go and risk your life for them.>aus flagI really liked visiting Perth and Freo back ~2005. sad to imagine what it is becoming now.
>>540263691I was watching the Simpson's movie with my daughter a couple months ago and Flanders says, "And I wish you didn't have the devil's curly hair." in response to his son saying, "I wish Homer was my daddy."She turns to me and asks, "the joke is Jewish men have curly hair and Flanders is Christian, right?"If the leftist can can raise xer children to troon the fuck out, and I can raise mine in another direction. I'm not raising them to be little Nazis though, I encourage them to question everything and arrive at their own opinion without running it through the filter of what other people find acceptable. Be aware of that filter and hide their power level. My son will be a Chad and a builder, my daughters will be highly selective, chaste, devoted family women who understand and love our faith, traditions, and culture, from a position of reasoned purpose and teach it to their own children. God willing, our house will reign with benevolence and might.
>>540260297When I got kicked out on my 20th birthday
>>540264058Hey retard, touch my post ID I'm not the guy you're insulting im somebody else. You inbred jews get fucking stupider by the day, can't wait till kikes start sporting the habsburg jaw again
>>540264436Had some great times in Western Australia . There is still some beauty in this life
>>540264444>I'm not raising them to be little Nazis thoughIt's better not to raise them in an idelogical way for sure. As long as they know when to cover their arses in dicey situations and make good choices
Women can't be allowed to become higher value than men. It's emasculating. Girls' education and girls' sports must be stopped at young age. Women need to be kept low value. It's a zero sum game, like the tug of war, power acquired by females is taken from men.
>>540264325Who said I was hopeless?
>>540260297>your optimism for the futureWhat does this mean though?Optimism for- my future as a worldly actor- my future as a single substance consisting of a united body and spiritual soul, created in the image and likeness of God- future of a geographic area- future of the world- future of the planet- future of (specific thing like computing, means of travel, medical development, societal well-being)?
>>540264444Literally doing the Lord's work.Godspeed.Only thing I'd say is don't literally raise them to be Nazis. Hitler took notes from Americans on racism. Our own patrimony is perfectly sufficient.
>>5402602972009
>>540260297Dan Bongino, memory holed though
>>540264829>the good guys don't win in the end.
>>540264662That's the goal. To serve God in defense of righteousness. To love our own people, traditions, culture, and nation. And yes, hide power level where appropriate.
>>540260297>When did you lose all your optimism for the future /pol/?When the Snowden leak came out and showed that the government had been spying on us for years while violating the constitution and nothing happened. No accountablity, not even a change in policy or a supreme court case to defend the 4th amendment. I'd known that the NSA spying had been going on for years from what Bill Binney had been saying and I'd been telling people about it and they called me a conspiracy theorist. Then what I'd been telling them was confirmed as true and they told me I shouldn't worry about it.That's when I realized that the government can piss in a normie's face, tell them its raining and even when they figure out its piss they'll just open their mouths wide and ask for me.
>>540264902>Our own patrimony is perfectly sufficient.I couldn't agree more. A solution to the Weimar problem that involves killing 70 million of our own people is a far cry from based. Good 'ol founding-fathers Americanism, like only white European land owning Christian men participating in leadership is plenty grounds for restoring our great nation.
2020
>>5402602972020
2018
>>540262627Found the jew
>>540263949okay fine, 2021 but not for a political reason. it is actually political but personal because everything is political.
COVID, finding out the majority of humanity really are dumb fucking cattle who will literally kill themselves if authorities figures on their porn screen will tell them to. 50-80% of the population is weak, stupid and don't have the ability to think or retain memories. After COVID, thinking anything like the American dream or even a coherent country or society is possible is absolutely retarded.
>>54026029715 years ago
>>540261393Syrians killed 90 people at Bataclan. France responded by killing 2500 ISIS fighters over the next two years.Not Israel levels but not bad either.
>>540260297>When did you lose all your optimism for the future /pol/?When I found out raw truth is brutal unforgiving and downright nasty. Hueman beans are ill equipped to handle the raw dog truth of things so they find ways to deceive themselves into pragmatic life patterns even if that pragmatism and group cohesion is based on a cult, demonic entities masquerading as benevolent gods and a false premise. Yes, sometimes delusion can be practical in terms of getting ahead and getting shit done, but some of us cannot lie to ourselves even if we wanted, so here we are drifting as exiles in the vast emptiness of space. We were nailed to a fucking stick like heyzeus too for being blind sighted by the truth, but no one gives a fuck because I guess we weren't chosen enough. It's hard to hold onto truth, because it is often uncomfortable and uninspiring. For example the fact that we don't really know shit and we are all one bad day from becoming worm food. No one wants to be crucified and martyred in this way. Bullshit stories are oftentimes the necessary DLC of life, because the base game of human existence is unbearable.
>>540260297About 7 years into my relationship with my current girlfriend
>>540260297I haven't.
>>540260297i was waiting to die for 15 years and now ive come full circle.
>>540269417hope this year is the year, leaf.
>>540260297Brexitvoted leavetook years for them to "respect my vote"my faith in democracy won't ever come back this side of a civil war
When the Epstein shit came out. All of my schizomaxxing validated, everything I had been telling people was true, I was mocked, but held firm, even the people mocking me apologized and admitted I was right. Then what happened? They shrugged their shoulders and resumed their gay normgroid shit forgetting in a few weeks. I knew jews/elites/whatever would try to sweep it under the rug, and normgroids are cattle who would eventually forget about it, but the sheer speed they forgot and were getting more angry at some niggerball game outcome over their leaders literally fucking kids and practicing schizo-occult shit. As I said I wasn't expecting some big uprising in the slightest, but the sheer degree of apathy shocked me. I still think they are evil fucks who should be wiped off the earth, but I can't deny kikes are right about 99% of people being niggercattle. Now the thing that bothers me is I have become apathetic. I hear some new evil happen in this rotten society and idgaf anymore. I hate this feeling. At least when I got pissed off it meant I still cared.
