Gen X individuals are so fucking rude and think they have to always be right. I don't like Gen X because of my experience mainly with my mom.I'm a bum in societies eyes because I haven't had a job or done much of anything since graduating high-school, moreso because I'm afraid and rather not get out of my comfort zone. I'm currently 21. My mom has numerous medical issues which has also further prevent me from living my own life to be her primary caretaker and caretaker of the house while my disgusting bum of a older brother rots away in his trash filled room.My mom is emotionally immature and sometimes even a bully towards me. I can't live up to her expectations, I just know she hates that I wasn't like her when she was in her 20s, which I've apologized for because what else was I suppose to do or say in that situation?She thinks I have to respect her no matter what because she's my mother and she's older. She's been mad at me for over the littlest things before and became petty sometimes. I think the most hurtful things she has said to me is for me to learn my place with her and her saying that she didn't ask for a daughter like me in response to me saying I didn't ask to be born.Sorry 4chan, I just had to vent about this, this is most likely off topic for /pol/ but I didn't know where else to post this.
>>540957860Not your blog
>>540957860>but I didn't know where else to post this.Your suicide note
>>540957860my mom died of cancer when i was around 10
>>540957860Yep. You are 100% right about gen Xoomer
>>540958064I am not suicidal
>>540957860run
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>>540957860>currently 21>hasn't had a job yetYou aren't a bum in societies eyes, you're just a bum.
>>540957860Yeah gen X is a fucked up generation. They grew up with no penalties for their bad behavior.They were huge bullies and beat up younger millennials just for fun.They completely trashed everything they got their hands on. School property, public property, they threw trash everywhere like jeets, they burned skate ramps out of boredom and started this whole graffiti degeneracy around the world.Every space that genX occupied was turned into a dump quickly.It’s not "art", you didn’t create anything of value, genX is a generation of vandals and bullies. And on top of it, they still got all the opportunities boomers had.
>>540958198Dude
>>540958747Why dont you teach me how to be a proper adult then anon, take me under your wing
>>540958109I've seen people say it's because boomers/xers were working 'sterile' jobs filing paperwork, and that it's like a man dying of drowning trying to explain it to his sondying of thirst.Of course I reject this premise because being 'unfulfilled but getting paid 200k to change some code' would be way better than struggling every fucking day and still being depressed.
>>540958831My mom, as she described herself to me when she was younger, Wasn't a bad kid growing up. She was just like me— shy, Introverted, wasnt until she got with my dad and they started dating she was coming out of her shell and being who she is now. I just dont understand why she has be a jerk knowing I am or was just like her.
>>540959192My mom has a decent job, funny enough. She works remotely and is a manager for a company.
>>540957860>I don't like my mom so I will blame an entire demographic defined by marketing jews
>>540958127Yes you are
>>540959459>JewsSuch a classic.
>>540959177Why should i?
>>540959332I don’t know your mom, but the genX girls i know were all trashy whores and bullies.I only know a few zoomers and they’re all completely different than genX was. They’re much more nice people and behaved than genX were.
>>540959697Well helping somebody is usually a gratifying experience, plus the person can learn and grow.
>>540959887I've picked up on some bad traits from my mom but I'd like to say that I am completely different from her and the majority of my family, being the quiet outcast. I try to be polite to others and I have amazing friends who love me for who I am so I must be doing something right.
>>540957860>I'm a bum in societies eyes because I haven't had a job or done much of anything since graduating high-schooldo you remember having voted for obummer in 2008? he made a hard bargain with the banks where they were required to force dei on the companies they took over with the money he gave them to prop up the xirs and boomers 419(k) and housing valuations. obummer wasnt just some out of touch university of chicago professor, he was the peoples champion against corporate greed, he was as smart as dr fauci the peoples champion against science denialism
>muh heckin mom bullies medude, growing up is learning your parents are not infallible and actually flawed people with their own quirks and personality problems. Idk your life but if your mom makes sacrifices for you then you should probably just appreciate it and not bitch, it could be worse. My mom was super neurotic and bitchy and melowed out after menopause and my dad died. RIP pops.
get a fucking job and move out man what the hell?
>>540960301I understand my mom has made sacrifices and tried making good decisions regarding me and my brother, but I dont think its fair for her to treat me the way she does. Im always there when she needs someone or something, after awhile it can get REAL tiring when you're constantly doing it over and over again.
>>540960410Why don't you go to community college or something, get out of the house. You can help your mom nights and weekends rather than all day every day. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
>>540957860>I have to respect her no matter what because she's my motherno, you have to honor her> Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.>and she's olderold fools are just old fools> The hoary head is a crown of glory, if it be found in the way of righteousness.keep studying the Bible and aquinas, ignore boomers, talk to uncensored robots
>>540960390You think I wouldn't have done that sooner? I WANT to be independent and not under her roof but it is so so difficult for me to move on and adult because of my anxieties and fears. And hearing so many stories from other people my age struggling to get by, let alone getting lucky to have a home and a job to cover the expenses of everything. Nothing is affordable, nothing seems safe.
>>540958198>WE JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE DUDEthey were all raped in kindergarten
>>540960592it isnt safe. i lived with four roommates in the ghetto and watched a nigger get executed via gunshot to the back of the head in my back alley. no one gets out of life alive, but going through hard experiences makes you a real person and not an anxiety driven shell. you just have to do it. i lived there eight years ago, and was only there for a year. i then got a better apartment with the money i saved and a better job after i had some experience while working full time to pay for my apartment. two years after living in the ghetto I had a house in the slightly less ghetto, and sold that for an apartment in the city. it isn't as hard as they are making it seem for you
>>540960592>move on and adultthats some next level bullshit, you are adulting no matter what adult>because of my anxieties and fearsdo you want some freaking sertraline? how about you read industrial society and its future and learn to recognize whats essential and whats a surrogate activity
>>540957860You are literally describing my grandmother, a boomer. You just have a problem with women in general, which is the only sane position to have in life.
>>540960592Community college, its like tutorial college for highschoolers who didn't make it well enough to completely grow up. Fill out a FAFSA and get Pell grant, and apply to your local college within commuting distance of home. Start this fall if its not too late, or in spring. Its stupid easy, you can take 12 hour semesters for full time Pell grant which pays out around 3800$ per semester, enough for most community colleges, and might even leave you some extra for gas money. Get some confidence at college, then apply for a job, or get your two year degree and finish at a state college for a 4 year bachelors. You have 6 years of Pell grants available, if you pick the right degree and credits you can get through in 4 years, but 5 years is more likely. You can be a kid going to school and having fun for 5 more years, while learning how to be an adult, at the institutions meant to help you become a successful adult. Stop with this woe is me attitude, its only going to get worse if you are 29 and still living at home with no job or education.
>>540960892You do realize I'm a woman too, right? Side from that, yeah, I guess I do. The men in my family are just there while the woman are the ones running it— even than I dont like most of the woman in my family.
>>540960800I've been going to therapy and been diagnosed with anxiety disorder along with two other things, so yeah I think I could use that Sertraline.
>>540960978No I do not realize that you are a woman, because women instinctually hate me so I assume I never talk to them online. But if I were in your family I would put a baby in you then marry you, even if you protested against it.
>>540961078>I've been going to therapy and been diagnosed with anxiety disorder along with two other things, so yeah I think I could use that Sertraline.You are anxious because you are a grown woman who has no plan and no future, and no notion of making one for yourself. Take responsibility and it will all go away. You don't need drugs, you need a plan. Your mom isn't going to be alive forever, no matter how much good care you give her. What will you do when she's gone? You don't know, and that is why you are anxious.
>>540960800>adultingYou don't belong here, go back.
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>>540960924>educationHow fucking old are youNo one cares what your degree is anymore, you fucking idiot, no one is hiring.
>>540961221Hey man, woman, I am just saying that I will never have love. But I bet you that we would be friends if we talked in life, which we never would because I don't talk to women in general because they scare me.
>>540961320Yea, the degree doesn't matter, but getting out of the house is vital.
>>540961181Well thats the most tear jerking thing I've read today
>>540961374I dont think you should've said you'd put a baby in me or whatever, but I agree, I don't think I will find love either, in my case because men I like wouldn't usually find me attractive anyway
>>540961418>Well thats the most tear jerking thing I've read todayWell how do you think she will feel leaving her grown adult daughter with no future career relationships or prospects in life. Or do you think she would rather leave knowing that you can take care of yourself and aren't going to suffer due to lack of ability in her absense. I'm telling you this now. I'm older than you, and for my parents I can sense that its close at hand. Maybe your mother still has some decades left, don't you want her to see her children grown up and accomplished in life? That is worth more to her than you know.
>>540957860Lmao didn't read kys
>>540961523What? What? I shouldn't have said I would put a baby in you So you want me to be a weak cuck with no sperm? I could impregnate you, even if it were against your own will, I guarantee that.
>>540957860>I’m 21
>>540961616>>540961523This is the caliber of conversation you will have for the rest of your life OP, if you don't make a change and move out
>>540961680Why would any human want change? Every human lives the life they choose, even a slave.
>>540961078Here. Your life will never be the same. You can thank me later in your mind.
>>540957860I’m tired of pretending gen x women are a special breed of histrionic. Every fucking woman is. My gen x mother is insufferable histrionic cunt, so are my millennial female friends with kids and so are the zoomer mothers.
>>540957860My mother is a boomer, get over yourself.
>>540957860Thats just what parents are like broIts hard to keep up with the kids
>>540961897The boomers suck too, man! Doesn't mean that Gen X arent bad either.
>>540961740lorem ipsum, man.>No one rejects, dislikes or avoids pleasure itself, because it is pleasure, but because those who do not know how to pursue pleasure rationally encounter extremely painful consequences. Nor again is there anyone who loves or pursues or desires to obtain pain of itself, because it is pain, but occasionally circumstances occur in which toil and pain can procure him some great pleasure[...]. But who has any right to find fault with a man who chooses to enjoy a pleasure that has no annoying consequences, or one who avoids a pain that produces no resultant pleasure?>On the other hand, we denounce with righteous indignation and dislike men who are so beguiled and demoralized by the charms of pleasure of the moment, so blinded by desire, that they cannot foresee the pain and trouble that are bound to ensue; and equal blame belongs to those who fail in their duty through weakness of will, which is the same as saying through shrinking from toil and pain.>The wise man rejects pleasures to secure other greater pleasures, or else he endures pains to avoid worse pains.
Gen x to me are the most hardcore feminists. They're the short haired dykes who really actually hate men.
>>540957860You are your older brother, just younger. Not sure where you get off badmouthing him.
>>540962011So a wise man does nothing because he is nothing. But what if I am a little more than nothing? Should I then balk at pain? Should it be something so odious as to be avoided at all peril? What if a little pain sought after would enhance a little pleasure stolen into? What if pain enhances life? Listening to music is pain, as you do not know what it is until it is over, and then you start again, true pain.
>>540960592>because of my anxieties and fears.Bro you gotta get over it. You could have a part time job while living at home and by 25 have a decent enough wad to move out with a nice security blanket of money. Grow up dude, ill give you a hint those fears and anxieties? They never go away, they just get easier to deal with. Build confidence
>>540962173As long as the choices come rationally rather than impulsively. Can you, or anyone, truly say that they do?
>>540962279Every single day I wish for my impulses to run over me, trample me under foot, and then make me their slave. I wish for a pleasure that could bring me under it's influence, as of yet I have only found rusted sepulchers. I have been my own enemy since I learned that I was Cain, and that was decades ago now.
>>540962417Get over yourself
>>540962531How about you get over me? That would be a story. Me getting over "myself" would not be a story. But if I introduced a secondary character, who overcomes me, then that would be a story.
>>540962277I'm not saying you wrong anon, I just wish it was easier for me to just do it
>>540962691You're*
>>540957860You're either gay or a woman.Find a wealthy older man to take care of you. That's the way it should be.
>>540962691Go apply to a staffing agency you dumb bitch. Use the money you earn to buy a used car and then get an education in something useful. No one is coming to save you. DO NOT FUCK UP AND END UP A SINGLE MOTHER.
OP let a bunch of anonymous indians and russians psyop him into hating his mom
>>540962915I dont hate my mom
>>540962903Think I'd rather kill myself than become a mom, let alone a single one
>>540962915OP is part of a psyop himself
>>540962691Its as easy as I wrote. You could have a job by the end of the week working like 3 hours a day. Something low stress and gives you confidence to keep climbing
>>540962669This dumb nigger has never heard of man vs self as a classic story conflict.
>>540957860Primal diet by aajonus should fix your anxiety problems and heal your mom (and maybe she will be less rude) because alot of problems comes from toxins affecting how we think and regulate emotions. You are aimless which is also a problem seek out an eastern orthodox church. Rest should be easy to figure out talk or search in internet for solutions. Men are easy just be nice and try atleast 3 times.
post your eyes or gtfoive seen enough tits
>>540960978You can come live with me fren. I'll take good care of you. Also what happened to pol? Not one of these faggots have asked you to show tits.
>>540963550no diet fixes problems from a life of goyslop. you need to research nutrition and health a bunch and and take unnatural amounts of all kinds of vitamins minerals amino acids and conditionally essential nutrients to still not even come close to what you could have been
I'm a bum. My mom my mom my mom my mom. 21 years you came out of the womb. Stop living someone else's life. You got your own the day you emerged from the gaping maw.
>>540963678you people speak like anybody entering this economy nowadays can just get a job and survive paying for their own place
>>540961320You don't understand. It's about the knowledge. It gave me a foundation for my field that has helped me regardless of what's on paper. I wouldn't have gotten my foot in the door otherwise.
>>540963769Exactly
>>540963773No one gives a fuck about any of thatYou're telling people to get into massive debt because "oh, people let me be entry level or some shit in 1993".Or even worse, you're one of those millennials in y our 30s who doesn't realize your tech job is about to be Jeeted to death and still think people can just go back to school at 29 and walk out and have a Heckin Fulfilling Career in SWE.You're posting nonsense from last century, cluelessly, and saying something as meaninglessly abstract as "knowledge" has any fucking value at all. Almost certainly you post on /pol/ telling people "develop a skill bro" like anyone doing hiring gives a shit about what fucking skills you think you have.
>>540962992You're a woman? What?
>>540964104>one of those millennials in y our 30stry to get a job while you live with mommy. i know people who drive big mercedes with big bank accounts by performing this 1 simple trick. >>540963833>>540963769i moved out from home when i was 18 myself. i just shared a kitchen and bath with some friends from school. it felt like a permanent vacation for at least 1 year straight. idk youre all too negative
>>540959530Lost
>>540957860>tldr: my single mother roastie mom is mean to me and wants me to help around the house>therefore everyone her age is also badGreat thread, D&C jew. Really powerful stuff.
>>540963769The entire nigger website is full of people who are either over the age of 45, got a fake job making 200k a year writing code or is a literal fucking glowniggerThis is ignoring the retarded foreigners posting shit like "in serbia, house is cheap" like that matters for a discussion about america
>>540964356>go back to school at 29How old do you think I am based on this post, genius.