If I had to summarise my life, the term "disposable raped taxcattle" would be accurate.Every interaction in my life has been coloured by being an ugly shitskin. I'm more intelligent than most people but when you're judged unfairly in all situations, you can't get far.I had friends in school but I realised years later that I was only really just about tolerated by people I had known for years. I was never invited to parties, skipped prom (still remember playing Team Fortress 2 on that night), was laughed at by all girls for existing, etc. On the last day of high school there was a huge traditional barbecue party by people leaving and nobody even told me about it. I got the best academic results in my school year, so the system was set up to fail me in that way as well.University was a total void of any social interaction. I went for 4 years and didn't socialise once, while surrounded by normies having the times of their lives. It was seriously depressing. Finding out about the blackpill a few years in made everything make more sense and become more depressing. I went to my nearest university, which was not an elite one, and I realised that would intensify my lifelong failo effect.The total social void also applied in all part time and later office jobs. I am also really bad at job interviews and failed a shit load of them for jobs after university.I lived in London for a lot of my 20s and all social failure continued, including when I got an ok-ish job. All nightlife, pubs, clubs, parties, networking, online facefag socialising etc. is a total void to me. I'd be laughed at in any of those environments. I'm in my mid-30s now and life is totally over. And the macro-environment is that Britain is a massively declining, overpriced shit hole designed to turn everyone into rent slaves. I'm in an ok paying job that's remote but deadend, so changing jobs would involve one or more of: living in a tiny cuckbox flat, saving much less, living in a pointless place.
>>541267645Nobody cares.
>>541267645Go blog elsehwere about being a loserReddit is around the corner faggot
If Europeans are like you I kind of want even more refugees to flood every little village
>>541267645Stop being brown thanks
>>541267645I'm white and things didn't go much better for me. being neurodivergent is playing life on hard mode
>>541267645Sounds like you just have autism. Maybe you should work on yourself instead of malding. Here is a free tism pro tip: To get someone's attention (e.g. the cashier when ordering your fast goyslop) without yelling at or touching them, just force eye contact. They should ask you what they can help you with.
>>541267645If you were intelligent you would make a thread redpilling people about jews and free masons. No one give a fuck about your misrrable life in judeocracy, you aren't exceptional and most of us experienced the same thing so stfu herb.
>>541267645tldr, delusional gloating or begging for acceptance?
>>541267645I dunno personally anyone who was ugly and shamed or ostracized for it. Many ugly people i have seen second and third hand have blended jnto normie crowds.What I do know is truer is the manlet and you being quiet treatment, norms will hate you for that but not.your skin tone or face. that is so.last century.
>>541267645I wanna get revenge on society for my autism. It feels like God just hates me specifically
>>541267645If you are ugly or mid in 2026 it's fucking over, it's brutal out there. It's even more brutal after 30 and 40.
>>541268258This. Life is bigger than any of your racial insecurities, your sex lives, your addictions, or your dumbass nostalgic thoughts.
>>541267645That's very interesting. So apart from fist bumping a train, is there any way out of being a dalit?
