I will qualify this with I live in a liberal west coast shithole I only go outside to smoke cigarettes, either in the loading dock area of the parking garage at my office, or a small park near my apartment. Both places are mostly isolated from the public.If I’m moving around in public I need at least one earbud in with a podcast or stream to disassociate from everything around me. If I’m stationary I look at my phone. I don’t even want people facing me or looking in my direction. It makes me so angry. any interaction I have to have with people I try to be as gentle as possible but also curt because I can barely stand it. I’m in a constant state of “get the fuck away from me, leave me alone, don’t talk to me.” I feel like I’m surrounded by people that hate me and celebrate the deaths of people like me. I’m always in a low level of anger I don’t use any social media except 4chan. I simply cannot stand to see or acknowledge what’s going on in the world anymore. I feel as though I’m adequately informed through whatever events are filtered through here.
>>541553024do you jerk off a lot? what are your vices? exercise more, your hormones are out of whack
>>541553194>jerk off a lot Yes >vices Literally the generic vidya, 6pack of beer/week, cigs, donuts, coffee
>>541553411You're being oppressed, anon. You've lead this life because they think it's funny watching you suffer. I hate everything probably just as much as you do if not more, but it's not like I'm given the opportunity to "git gud" when the fucking idiots in skyscrapers and gov't won't stop dictating my life from behind a desk.Hey nomenclature, why don't you quit playing games with my medical history so I can join your side a lot sooner? Oh wait, I forgot, you don't like to make sense, so you project your own personal issues onto all of us! So much for your pursuit of happiness...
Yeah I can empathize. I straight up tell people I hate going out because it's just a sea of retarded shitskins and White niggers as far as the eye can see. I can't even get away from the shitskin invasion at national parks anymore, the jeets flooded into every crevice the niggers and the spics hadn't already occupied.I hate that kikes stole our country from us by duping/bribing/blackmailing a small few of our ancestors. I hate the fucking retarded leftoids who now "hate" kikes as being White-adjacent and for killing a few of their heckin based shitskins in a shithole on the other side of the world. Meanwhile my hatred for kikes is fueled by stuff like pic-related.
>>541554122>excessive racismPsyop.
>>541553024Too many anons think they're a victim, I was like that for a while too spending too much time on here being a doomerfaggot. And then I got out more and realized life is not that bad, now this doomer shit slides right off. Although I have friends having friends probably saved me.
>>541553024>I feel like I’m surrounded by people that hate me and celebrate the deaths of people like me.If you're White, that's because you are.Welcome to the dystopia anon. You're here forever.
>>541553024>Social Anxiety Disorder>Anthropophobia>Schizoid Personality Disorder>Diogenes SyndromeHumanity is awful though anon
>>541554258>Too many anons think they're a victimAt some point you're just denying reality when at every turn they won't stop personally fucking you over.
>>541554407That's because you made him this way; isn't that what you wanted?
>>541553024Any time I go outside my hood is up in perpetuity, I wear a black hoodie with a huge white cross on the back that says "Christ is King". I don't even want them to look at me, I get it OP. We are so far removed from them it's insane.
>>541554407flush your meds, show us your dental fluorosis and fluoride stare, better yet show us your SSRI stare
A lot of it is because society is worse, you are probably around 30 or something and therefore the youthful fun of being a teen and just 'meeting people' no longer exists because a lot of people are scammers who want to fuck you over, and browsing 4chan all the time is poisoning your brain with jeetposts jewposts botposts ragebait but there's nowhere else to go or do anything. Even online sucks because there are so many posers, people who aren't real 4channers who have disgusting normalfag takes "ummm why do you even care if I'm a 19 year old mexican tranny and therefore not an oldfag?!?!" it's all fake faggots trying to gaslight me about events I lived for real and it pisses me off because the internet is not supposed to be serious. And simps everywhere. Every e-girl has at least 20 of them. All the chicks I used to like in 2014 are old now, gross to look at and be around. Time wasn't supposed to pass so fast. Even if I go to places I used to like, I'm just reminded of how much I don't want to live in a coastal city, but there's nowhere else to go anymore and nothing I want to do at this age. Going to places like japan when I was 23 to fuck japussy was appealing, I just don't care anymore.
>>541554437It is completely sealed off to the Internet, when I'm on the Internet it feels like everyone hates me yadayada and then I go outside and most everyone I interact with is nice and just living their life. Perpetually online people think the problems they see everyday online is important and relevant but it never is. It might depend on where you live though, where I live people are polite and social.
>>541554122They all need to be exterminated once and for all.
>>541553024I long for a friend who isn't a retard yet I live in a city so expensive that anybody intelligent has already left. Now I'm sureounded by mindless peasants in suits who think they're better than me.
>>541554483Anon I can only be the best person I can be. I can't resolve the disgusting underbelly of humanity. But can that really be blamed for OPs abnormal behaviour, or is he managing the situation badly, does he need some help managing it. Humanity is awful, but beside completely withdrawing, you have to manage it. I think it is a vicious circle also, once you withdraw, its very difficult to step back in. Are you really going to live your life isolated and angry until you die. You'd probably be happier finding a middle ground. But taking that step is very difficult in the state OP is in right now. He'd need to start with very brief periods, safe people to be around, and try to keep a lid on spazzing>>541554550I'm on zero medication
>>541554755neck yourself
>>541554621Well, I guess that's because you are in Canada, and everyone is much nicer there.
>>541554755>I can't resolve the disgusting underbelly of humanity.Not with that attitude you can't, lazy fuck. Copy that over millions-upon-millions-fold, and then you have the entire population of a country. Why don't you go vote for once, and then go see how the ruling class invalidate and nullify their own "concessions" to you, that they were supposedly serious about passing legislation for?Maybe his problem is "you"!
>>541553024do you have trees and flowers?do you expose your body to sun?also >>541553194 as the question was answered, do you see the dangers of jerking off and porn?
