Being rejected by girls, having rumors spread that I was a weirdo in middle school and childhood trauma was just the cherry on top. It was the kid dying in a car accident in the second grade and the English teacher in middle school still grieving the death of her beloved son to cancer that really did it for me. This world is pain. Like having to limp to the finish line and getting hit by a bus along the way. Why is God working in mysterious ways indistinguishable from God doing fuck all? Is it just catch all faggotry for the fact that their so called personal intervening God looks exactly like an indifferent universe? Am I supposed to accept that God is just a placeholder for all things we simply do not understand? Life and death are next door neighbors like 2 cheeks sharing the same hole. God in this way just becomes an aesthetic preference, not truth. I was forced to smack the true from truth and truce, because lies will not cut the turd noir the rope. I'm a fucking exile. A cosmic squatter. None of this shit makes a lick of sense and we are all in fairy tale delirium because we cannot have basic epistemic humility and just say we don't fucking know much of anything really. I recall an argument from a treasured friend named Hermes we had over which came first, dragons or dinosaurs. He was a boosting son of belial. Now older, xor course he was right. Dragons came first. Fossil fuels are just dragon turds in a superior archaelogy. Fossil fuels are renewable. IT. JUST. TOOK. AN. UNREASONABLY. LONG. ..(((TIME))).. TO. COMPOST. ONE. FUCKING. HYDROCARBON. It's like snorting cocaine without savoring every fucking grain like the nosebleeds were the blood on the xross. The luxuries we enjoy, but have no origin stories for is why you get crack 99 parts soda to 1 part trv, you didn't appreciate it, faggots, like the differents between copper, gold and platinum. God is the betwixt, I feel. Just a theeory. There is no ghost in the shell, the shell is in the ghost..
>>541878987THE BLOOD FROM THE FUCKING STONE IS WHEN YOU BEAT THE FAGGOT THAT INSISTS YOU COULD GET BLOOD FROM THE STONE WITH THAT SAME STONE MY NAUGHTS AREN'T FUCKING BLAU, THEY ARE BLU+ LIKE THE ACCURSED ANIME THAT SHOULD NEVER BE MADE
>>541878987>>541879223IF GOD IS ANYTHING AT ALL IT IS THE WITNESS TO THE BULLSHIT IN SHIT WORLDhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7JKdpsCxKs&list=RDX7JKdpsCxKs&start_radio=1
>>541878987You're being that fly rn anon, just bee yourself
Ask stupid questions. Get stupid answers. I think some questions shouldn't be asked, logic will only get you so far, and if you push it anyway you just end up lost.things likeWhat is godWhat is the beginning (of anything)what am Ithat's all wrong wrong wrong. Questions are malformed. You have to ask the right question
