I grew up entirely sidelined by everyone in my life without a single thing to enjoy or even a glimpse of a social life, and the internet entirely blackpilled me in my upbringing especially since everything mentioned about how women and chads live and treat subhumans was really evident in the way they all treated me, but because I am short and frail and passive and autistic and emotional, I could never actually fight back except to cry in the cornerI spent my first entire year of university now completely isolated too, I gained zero contacts and now the next year started but I feel like giving up completelyNot my education, but rather trying to pursue women. Im doneI now would rather have a boyfriend and let him be in charge of the relationship and to love meHowever this entirely means I forfeit ever having my own children as I will never impregnate a woman, not like I had any sex up until now eitherIm too passive that even after so much abuse and mistreatment I dont even feel resentment or hatred, I just wish to be loved and if I can succeed in that I might be okay after all
>>541938670go to thailand/thread
>>541938670You could try working out at least. Do some pullups and pushups every day
>>541938670Hourly glownigger demoralisation thread. Why don't you just hang yourself already you glownigger faggot, the only thing you demoralise is my respect for your right to life.
>>541938670Häftig berättelse.Dra åt helvete.
Kek. what are you, 19? 20? You have no idea kid, none at all
>>541938670You failed when you stopped trying
>>541940035>>541939294I have hobbies and i’m in college, but I don’t go out due to my avPD. Workout at home and read books.I already shaved my thigh/leg hair…
>>541938670youre ytoung enough that your life hasnt been totally ruined yet, get in shape and find something to live for, or you know what to do next
>>541940525I can’t get to enjoy anything besides doing stuff on my own, at home, due to my avPD and it kills me inside.Also, i’m 23yo.
>I now would rather have a boyfriendSweden pls
>>541938670Fighting back doesn’t matter, don’t beat yourself up over it. I took the “fighting back” route and it just got me shoahedYou were better off being passive. the jews come Down on you like angry gods if you fuck up a bully
>>541940432If you’re actually getting mistreated and kicked out everywhere you go then you don’t have avPD. Are you avoiding places that are actually good for you? Like your friend’s house? Or only places where normies attack you?
>>541938670You genuinely have to leave your country.
>>541940696you don't have a disorder, you just have a fear. overcome the fear through exposure, bit by bit. might take a year or so but you'll sort it for the most part.
>>541938670> I now would rather have a boyfriend and let him be in charge of the relationship and to love meis this another translation of your national anthem?
