Sleeping in my car tonight hoping I don't get roused by security.Tore a disk two years ago. Took too long for the insurance to get me into surgery. Now I have permanent nerve damage.Tried to get assistance and all I could get was $100 a month while I laid in bed unable to move. Lost my job and home. Made it out with my car since I owned it.Been searching for work for months with no one willing to hire me. The few jobs that are available with my limitations pay so little, that even if they did hire me I'd still be living in the car.I'm freaking depressed. I know it's just a matter of days before I loose the car then I'll be walking the streets with my dog.LIFE FUCKING SUCKS
>>542025941QUIT YOUR BELLYACHIN ANDGET BACK TO WORK YOU LAZY SON-OF-A-BITCH!!!
>>542025941Sorry, anon, I hope things get better for you.
just kill yourself
>>542025941how did you get into your car if you cannot move
>>542025941Day trade
>>542025941yup, they want white men crippled and dead!
>>542026089I couldn't move before the surgery. I was stuck in bed. No home visits. No food delivery.
>>542025941can't you ask your family/friends for help?
I would work with you but I don't like dogs lol
>>542026229My family are all gone. Have only one friend who lives 2000 miles away. They're poor and couldn't help anyway.
>>542026389it will be ok. Take solace in that there are many suffering such as yourself. It gets better.
>>542025941Cool story, bro. Mazel tov!
>>542026456he is thats why hes posting on pol for attention
>>542026456Thanks for trying to cheer me up but it does not get better. Every day is progressively worse.
>>542025941Your body is not processing trauma correctly. Trauma is stored in the fascia and the kidneys. While on the road, you need to eat as healthy as possible. It's all about you and your survival like you are in a video game. You need to get somewhere within a few hours drive that has cheap and plentiful housing and jobs, there will be a small town somewhere, look for cheap accomodation in a country area most likely in a mining town not a farming town.
>>542026536I'm posting on pol because I have no one else to talk to.
Why do I bother this world is shit no one gives a fuck
>>542026702What's your dog's name?
Life does suck. The system is broken. Courage is saying that you don't know what will happen and you don't know if you'll be ok, and that really the one thing you DO know is that it'll be painful, and going forward anyway.
you shouldn’t have a dog if you can’t take care of it properly
>>542025941Cant you join ICE?
>>542025941Shit sucks anon. Reach out to family and friends if you have any. Also remember though, Your dog loves you the same no matter if you have a roof over your head or not. He just needs you, food and water and life is good.
I'm sorry friend
lol....muh gunz
Patriot you make me hot. How about we have sex. I will give you a twenty dollar bill and 4 watermelons. That is quite the deal. H. Dark Maga.
>>542025941How can you afford the dog? Where is your social net? Are you that much of a piece of shit that you have no friends or family?
>>542025941If you can afford to shitpost on 4chan, you've got enough.
If you actually want to fix your back you need to lie down on a flat hard surface like your ancestors. The spine relaxes on hard surfaces, soft ones keep it tensed up.
all these shitty kiked replies, ZERO sympathy for a guy who was fucked by the (((system))), this board is all kikes all the time now, such a disgrace
>>542026580yeah youre posting this on pol for attention, kill yourself
>>542025941The food you want to buy is peanut butter, and I'm not making a joke about your dog. That shit sticks, a big jar could draw you out for a month.I don't know what else to say.
>>542027333It's worse than kikes, it's basic bitch GOPtards who think marco rubio would be a good president.
>>542027333this world favors evilthat's just how it is
>>542025941See this is why I neet cuz even if you do want your told it’s only a matter of time before a health issue undoes quite literally every single advance you made in life. GG anon>T.neet for 20 years
>>542027445Being a neet isn't a choice, it's an opportunity available to you based on your given circumstances. Same for a job, and also our mothers choosing not to kill us. Life is a blessing!
>>542027317Also there are exercises which release tension in the spine where you place a pillow/s on your back or your belly whilst lying down and taking long exhales. Try different variations such as one where your upper body lying on the bed with the pillow under your belly whilst your low body is hanging off the bed. Also I read this somewhere a few years back:>After over 15 years of back issues during and after my mma career and throughout BJJ… tried lots of different things, all of the strict neutral spine stuff, stem cells, etc etc… I have made more progress in the past few months by progressively integrating loaded flexion movements. Reverse hypers, seated zercher good morns, etc.
>>542025941try to take out a few kikes or pajeets before you go
>>542025941dude u live in ur cartime to work in it toouber, doordash, etc
