I miss my family, my friends, my 1980s and 1990s environment. If I could go back and relive it all, I would. I feel little else but sorrow and despair. Everything and everyone was better back then. With the exception of my girlfriend, our three pets (two of which have already passed), and my nephews; there is nothing about this current reality that I love or enjoy.Everything has been turned to shit by the billionaire and millionaire assholes lording it over us. They have too much money and too much power. They have assfucked and hijacked our collective reality. Everyday I fall deeper and deeper into despair and can't stop grieving what we as a species have lost to greed, hate, and stupidity. We should be exploring the stars, yet we're still stuck on the ground because of political faggotry. Fuck this gay earth. Fuck it right in the ass. We are so fucked as a species. We deserve to go extinct.Thank you for reading my blog.
>>543064465Two toughts on wanting to go back in time that i had for why its bad idea:1. You would get bored of reliving your life.2. If there are life changes you could for ex get run over by car because of diferent life choices if you tried to game the system and live a diferent life by using information from the futurento your advantage.Thats basicly why i stopped wanting to go back in time and also because thechnology really sucked back then and the mistakes i made well whatever they are made already its the mistakes im gonna be making in the xurrent future that i should be worried about like not dying in a car accident everytime i drive or killing an okd lady.
My father died in a work accident in '60. 57, 58, 59 and up to March 60 I was in heaven. Since then life has been hell.
>>543065718How did he die?What is your favorite memory of him?
>>543065718Fuck. Im so afraid of mine going, its not far off. Im so sorry. Im near homelessness myself.
>>543064465>My girlfriendThere is your problem. You shouldn't have a girlfriend. By now at your age, you should have a wife.>My nephewsYou should have your own children to love and raise by now, instead of using your nephews as surrogate sons.You are immature, selfish, and harbour the anxiety of a confirmed bachelor, afraid to be a responsible adult.That is why you're so upset all the time.Wake up, dumbo.Get your act together.
>>543066076>just makes shit up
>>543064465A lot of people think that pic related is "cope"I accept things that I cannot change.I change everything that I can. Wisdom to know the difference, comes from experience. 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, 00s, 10s, 20s. Each contributed to what we have now. We as a species are not going extinct, but billions are going to die. Don't fall for the bleeding-heart liberal bullshit, they deserve to die.
>>543066549Name the lie.
What was good about the 80s?Half of the people I went to school with are dead, alcohol, drugs, partying, was all they cared about.What was real in the 90s and 00s, the era of delusion? You can't miss what never existed. Everything and Everybody was fake and gay.
>>543067005Your entire sense of self worth is based around bringing another soul to the demiurge
What did you do today, to earn your place in this overpopulated world?
>>543064465Not redpilled, ngmi. The 90s were fake, the 80s were fake, the 70s were fake, the 60s, 50s, all fake. Strategic demoralization and anti-cohesion: Jews.
>>543064465>I feel little else but sorrow and despair.that's on you faggotyou fill up your cup with whatever you choose to do, feel, decide, think and believeand how you treat others, most importantly
>>543064465>Everything has been turned to shit by the billionaire and millionaire assholes lording it over us. They have too much money and too much power. They have assfucked and hijacked our collective reality.lol what a whiner
>>543064465you're feeling like that because you have pets instead of kids, faggoti bet your gf gets fucked in your mind by anything but youi mean look at you
>>543066076girlfriends dont exist in the tinder age"boyfriends" are social validation petsgetting whores to pine over you online is the easiest thing in the worldyou get all the love and cummies while bf-hubby pays the bills
>>543071033>you fill up your cup
>>543067638>What was good about the 80s?everythinggirls threw themselves at you if you were over 6 feet high
>>543071176I'm 6'6" girls still throw themselves at me.That wasn't an 80s thing, that's been true since time immemorial. The education system failed. Your parents told you "you can be anything"That's a lie. Manlets voted for women's right, so that they could find sugarmommas to take care of them. If a woman is your equal, you aren't a man.
>>543064465Yea hut the majority of White people just make other White peoples lives a misery regardless of billionaires.
>>543064465Absolutely, life everything was great till 2004 since then every fucking thing turned to total shit, every day, month and year it got a bit more worse. I reached a point where I see the world and 80% of all humans as a gigantic pile of pure shit. This includes each and everyone on the top 10% and 70% of the whole turd world. I would love to slaughter the top 10% in every country first, disgusting incapable shit eaters that they all are!
>>5430725282005 is the bane of my existenceI didn't understand it as a child but i do now
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>>543072871I consist of pure HATE, now.But it took them 22+ years of daily surveillance and gaslighting and manipulation. Tons of niggers, muzlims, christians, jews, asscunt lawyers, whores, assfuckers and many many other lowlifes I withstood more and way longer than your little shit jew on ze stick had to. I am done with you and your alleged opponent. You all are the same shit.
>>543064465It was way better back then
>>543073307>It was way better back thenElaborate. What was better. 8-bit video games?Dial-up internet?Cassette tapes and VHS?Phone booths? Action figures?Karate class?Waterbeds? Cathode ray tubes?Rollerblades?
>>543074111PrivacyGeneral trust towards humanityThe law, the country Even politicians. That's all gone since 09/11 basically.
>>543072559You're to young then :( you are not allowed to feel shit at that age :)