Dear anons, I want to share something that I never believed but I am realizing it is true.As a deeply Christian person and a great estimator of the Talmud and everything Jewish, I was affected by a morbid obsession with sex and degeneracy. It started with an addiction to pornography and it evolved in the need to look after those kind of situations and experiences in real life.This was always lived and felt with a deep sense of guilt, and my priest only knows how much I suffered because of this, but I cannot live without sin and the official doctrine teaches us that repent is superior to an immaculate behavior.Fact is that I am now a fetlife user and a man that is a loving husband for everyone I meet during the day but frequent violence and sex clubs during the nights.What I have to confess is beyond belief. Lately I became obsessed with cock, and in a porn I basically just look at it and ignore the female all together. I even had dreams of sucking the cock.I didn’t confess this to the priest because I am afraid of losing his trust. Can you guys help me and suggest a good form of repentance for those thoughts?
>>543262803>france
>>543262803Maybe you are gay because western females are so masculine? You were raised by a ftm crossdresser if you really think about it.
>>543263000Anon the German community is much bigger than the French one, although German often come over to Paris since it is super cool, not to say anything about the Polish community
Just suck dick bro everyone is doing it nowadays. YoloooooI sucked a tranny's dick before and she nutted it my mouth and it tasted good ngl
>>543262803>As a deeply Christian person and a great estimator of the Talmud and everything Jewish, I was affected by a morbid obsession with sex and degeneracyNooooo shit? That's something you don't hear about every day.
>>543262803Just stop doing those degenerate things you fag. Find something else that can distract you from that stuff. I randomly picked up duolingo one day and i stopped drinking. I didnt change anything else in my lifestile . For a while whenever i felt like drinking for some reason learning a bit of chink hit some spot in my brain that satisfied me. Idk have you ever wanted to get into sports or anything else nice?
>>543263172Yes that’s a good idea indeed but requires some kind of bliss that I honestly lack. I am not going to stop, I need to find a way to get absolved from my sin through repentance
>>543263101that’s crosses into my hard boundaries
>>543262803Go suck some dick fag.
>>543262803It is simple. Stop watching porn and gooning and those thoughts will go away.
>>543262803Start with 100mg amilsupride, see how that makes you feel
>>543262803Anon. Porn doesn't make people gay, they are already gay or bi to begin with. Its more common than ppl like to admit because of the stigma around it. Just don't be like those gay hypocrites that suck cock and advocate for the killing of faggots. Which is so common among right wingers, they suck suck dick and then go call for killing ze gays. There is nothing wrong with being gay anyway plus Abrahamic religions forbid sodomy not being gay. So blowjobs should be ok
>>543262803Glad my hang up is wrath rather then the straight to tranny porn pipeline.This is a shit post but ask God to change your heart and to help you. Some change is a process.
You might just have to castrate yourself, Pierre.
>>543264170>plus Abrahamic religions forbid sodomy not being gay.I thought all French people atheists, and have been so sience 1789?
>>543264244This is something I am considering, there are functional chemical castration compound that are reversible in their effects>>543263838This is absurd, I’m a totally fine person well appreciated by my church, family and friends
>>543262803I got you bro
>>543264433It was the punishment in medieval France for sodomy. Stay trad bro.
>>543264344The hyper materialistic secular obsession in Europe was because of the corruption of the catholic church. That's why Europe is especially secular, its an over correction to religious dogma or something, im not a fan of organized religion because i believe its built for people unable to grasp what god is, thats why many people think of him as a man in the sky
>>543264433>that are reversible in their effectsJust a fair warning.Many of those compounds purported to have only temporary effects, do not.
>>543264170>Abrahamic religions forbid sodomy not being gay. So blowjobs should be okYou are totally wrong on this one, you don’t sin only by action but also by thoughtMatthew 5:27–28You have heard that it was said to them of old: Thou shalt not commit adultery.But I say to you, that whosoever shall look on a woman to lust after her, hath already committed adultery with her in his heart. Mark 7:20–23But he said that the things which come out from a man, they defile a man.For from within out of the heart of men proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders.[…]All these evil things come from within, and defile a man. Yoma 29a“Thoughts of transgression are worse than transgression itself, and your mnemonic is the odor of meat.” Berakhot 12b“‘After your hearts’ refers to following opinions of heresy that may arise in one’s heart.”
>>543262803For man to lay with another man is an abomination unto God, seek the kingdom of heaven and repent from your wicked ways. Goodbye frogfag
>>543264170True to a large extent, but you can be trained through pavlovian conditioning to be sexually aroused by something you previously weren't due to association, and after thousands of exposures this can dramatically change your sexuality. It's a simple trick most men already know, it's how you can train a female to enjoy anal. All you need to do is flick her clit while you bang her ass, and she will associate anal with pleasure, then eventually if you do it right the association will become so strong that she can cum just from just anal by itself. I can attest that the training works.I imagine many people who become gay through molestation experience the same thing. The first time you cum is always a thing to remember, and it would probably shape you for life if some guy was banging your ass and jerking your dick the first time you came.
>>543265015>banging your ass and jerking your dick the first time you came.Dude you mentioning this has such a powerful effect on my feelings
>>543264433Just take the pills bro
>>543264170>Porn doesn't make people gayI’m sure it does and this is obtained through carefully drafted scenarios meant to manipulate your sexual tastes
>>543264720Thats one of the reasons i disagree with Catholic thoughts on sin.According to Catholicism you sin just by thinking and its all sin is equal doesn't that imply that a simple degenerate thought is as sinful as murder? Its impossible to not think of sin literally, if i tell you right now to NOT think of riding cock, u would probably think of that. Regardless if ur gay or straight, right? Also I think treating gay sex the same way as straight sex isnt fair. Straight sex can cause procreation which is why adultery is bad. Its horrible for the child that Will be born. While gay sex hurts literally no one(sodomy not counted)
Porn didn turn you into a fag, you were already one
>>543265298No you were not born gay or in a wrong body. You became a faggot because you got molested by a dick sucking rabbi
>>543265015That's true, the brain is surprisingly flexible and changeable
>>543265199Were you molested?
Also circumscision is identical to rape in their effects
>>543265298Said the glowie.
I have this completely solved AMA>why are some people born gay and some people become gay?They're not born gay. They're born effeminate and sorted gay>why can't gay people stop?The crux of the matter is that gay sex feels good. Denial of this obvious fact is the basis of homophobia. Gays can't stop any more than anyone can stop a lifelong habit that's rewarding.>why can't gay people become straight?Only because a straight person is tautologically one who isn't gay. Everything straight people can do, a gay person can do, except not be gay. Rhetoric issue>why can't straight people become gay?They can.>why would a person choose to be gay when they can just become straight?Being gay isn't that bad.
>>543262803Those thoughts keep recurring exactly because your mind is begging you to have them confronted. So have them confronted by your priest, and if he is scandalised by them it's his own thing to confess to his own spiritual father.
>>543262803Drugs and alcohol make you gay
>>543262803nah. grippy bussey on a cute femboi makes me gay o algo
>>543265988hylic ahh response
