>>543792181
>risperidone, olanzapine
Schizo meds ruining the mind and pyramidal lesions on prolonged treatment.
Nice one.

>>543792181
Nice torture chamber career you landed there Moishe

I was born in the early 90s, and was diagnosed with "ADHD" after I just simply didnt like to sit in a chair raise my hand to wait to ask a question and would always hijack the teachers curriculums and lessons to ask about questions I was interested in. They put me on every pill for "ADHD" available I can't remember all of them, Ritalins were the start. some pills you take once a day some you had to go down to the office to get at lunch and the kids got to make fun of me for it. faggets.
During this time they basically treated me as a clinical trial and my pediatrician would keep switching up my meds telling my ma she has a new one ( basically my parents just didnt want to parent and wanted me medicated) I ended up on risperidone ( im only ever 'diagnosed' adhd, i dont have bipolar or schizofrenia) and within a few days I started to hear demonic voices. Thankfully when i told my ma she actually took me back and the doc took me off that shit, but they just switched me to a new pill. All the meds besides that one basically were just like a straight jacket for my brain, I was the same person inside my mind but the pills contained it into my head. I hated it and the second I was big enough like 12or 13 to fight my pops from forcingthem into me I never took them again.

the meds are fuckin with society.
Im still persecuted daily as a sore thumb that society hates while mental illness like faggotry and overt dopefiendery get coddled and red carpeted, im still struggling and laughed at by society in every crack I fall into. fuck em. I will have the last laugh.

>>543792181
And those are pounds £, they're worth more than just mere dollars

>>543792607
And you have allowed your parents to continue to be alive why?

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who looks at a pair of cookie monster pants and says "This is totally my style" ?

>>543792181
yep, chemical lobotomy
thanks to socialism they can run those fake hospitals and profit off miserable people easily

if you try withdrawal of these drugs you will get dangerous side effect and they will claim theyre the proof of your illness
if you try to deny your illness they will say its one of the symptoms to not acknowledge your illness

its all logical fallacy and scam, not real science or health

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15756305/

https://www.nps.gov/articles/000/rosemary-kennedy-the-eldest-kennedy-daughter.htm

>>543792181
nice story wrote by AI

>>543793322
I wish.

what the fuck

>>543792181
Hope you at least fucked her before turning her into a landwhale.

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>>543792607
>some you had to go down to the office to get at lunch and the kids got to make fun of me for it.
I know this feel. Keep fighting the good fight, brother.

>>543792607
>Im still persecuted daily as a sore thumb that society hates while mental illness like faggotry and overt dopefiendery get coddled and red carpeted, im still struggling and laughed at by society in every crack I fall into. fuck em. I will have the last laugh.

Yes, I believe we will have the last laugh but stay tough, because it's a long way off.

Trust yourself, because you're the probably the only person you know with a brain, and that's why you don't fit in with the rest of the herd.

Last thing you should ever want is to be impressive to people who are impressed by bullshit.

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>>543792607
godspeed anon

>>543792607
I was never medicated. Just viewed school as a prison and my attitude to work and time is completely fucked now because I never had to try, and I just spent hours trying to do anything else I could with my time.

>didnt like to sit in a chair raise my hand to wait to ask a question and
would always hijack the teachers curriculums
be honest, how 'tistic were you actually being?

>>543792181
Woman cost money. Who knew.
Kill all Fatties.

>>543792607
In the 90s none of this was taken seriously in Australia and nobody ever got help or a diagnosis. The same doctor that said I was perfectly fine diagnosed my brother and diagnosed me as an adult.
Basically a quack fraud in it for the money.

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>>543792181
You jerked off while writing this

>>543792387
None of this happens.

>>543795337
I want to be way more open but im not gonna dox myself on 4chan i already gave way too much personal info. im not austistic at all. Now I am a reclusive guy but I never had any trouble making friends and relationships growing up. I wasn't actually bullied, just kids got ammo to use against me "take yer meds". I just always asked uncomfortable questions from the very start, I always just saw through adults bullshit and pilpul. Here we didnt have GATE we had something called PGL program for gifted learners. From my perspective that was for asians and analytical citizens that are programmable within the system, they are very very smart, but not in a soulful way. I think they medicated people like us because, on the contrary, everyone loved me or my neurotypical typed and listened to what I had to say. I could easily build a following everywhere I went. I was always removed from classes for behavoiral issues not mental. there was a 2 tier resoursce system. I got sent away with 'disciplinary' kids. I wasn't violent until highschool, the teachers just simply removed me from class and isolated me. Put me with the violent and criminal delinquents away from the good kids that obey society enslavers. I need to expand this thought more its all over the place.

>>543797254
I want to note , risperidone is used to stop voices. I never have heard any voices other than my own internal monologue. but that drug somehow induced them for me. I've never heard voices at all. Nowadays people would probably same im pretty bipolar, but I am not some derelict of society, I made out 'fine' to the average onlooker. Im no ward of the state, living on my own two feet in adulthood. The only test to say I was adhd I ever got for a diagnosis was me sitting in a room with a shrink pressing a button for hours only when I heard a beep, I probably pressed the button lots of times. I was on dozens and dozens of meds in my early formative childhood years, im the only one I know that didn't succumb to drug addiction or something else that crippled their chance at adulthood. not many of my 'peers' ever had a chance.

>>543792387
Yeah I was forced to take risperidone for a week and almost two months later my leg is still fucked.

I quit cold turkey and they said "I must have alot of willpower"

Uhh yeah, from reading the side effects of this shit and having it vibrate my balls and then make my dick stop working until I switched meds. They were going to needle me.


I hope OP gets a glass bottle across the face. You people are evil.


Also share more comfy psyche ward stories.

>>543792607
It fucking nuked my brain,
Day 1 it brought my IQ down 40pts and sedated the fuck out of me and gave me the shuffle walk and a knot in my leg.
>"that means its working!!!"

Then about a week in from switching meds I got super fucking high on it and it was like MDMA and I just couldn't function, tried telling the nurses I was too high and asked for glowsticks.
Refused to take them and tried to explain why and the nurse just cut me off and said I was being difficult and ran out of the room.
????
Go to bed.
>knock on door.
>8 security lined up and she smirks at me and hands me the pills.

>find out later if I didnt take them i was getting needled.


Im not seigeposting here, but some of you are fucking demons and deserve glass bottles across the face to permanently mark you as fucking demons.
The side effects from quiting were insane, and alot of people kill themselves to get away from them.

It was basically a 3 week fucking methamphetamine and walking around and going for night walks and marching around 4-6hrs a night aimlessly.

>tell doctor about it.
>"oh im surprised you didnt get arrested"
>"why, im not breaking any laws?"

Its taken about three months to return to baseline and now I have a white hardhat and am back to being a productive member of society.


Also met a wifau in there who is overmedicated and its a sin because all her problems are cause her parents abuse her, not because shes mental.

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>>543798301
I was in a ward once and the resident schizo took a liking to me, and gifted me a page from his sketchbook of schizo diagrams (you know the kind I mean). Couldn't make heads or tails of it, but he seemed to have some fascination with me. His wife came to pick him up later and he introduced me like his old friend, bit surreal.

A naked girl of indeterminate crazy got admitted, and he was super hostile to the cops that escorted her in. Not violent, but made his disdain for the police very apparent. The girl gravitated right to him, clinging to him for a hug, which as you likely know is not allowed in psych wards. No one wanted to escalate her by pulling her off, and he was very diplomatic and kind about trying to help coax her out of the hug without being rejecting or forceful. Then he switched back up and became very stand-offish with the cops again after she ended the hug.

I was in for emo wrist syndrome, and some lady came in that was just discovering that she'd accidentally gotten herself admitted and they wanted to keep her there for 24 hours. She was not having it, and even eventually managed to talk her way out of it and leave. While she was doing so, she's standing outside my door and saying that she's not some pussy who cuts themselves and needs to be watched. Then I guess she saw the nurse's eyes flick to me, and she turns around and sees me with a big bandage around my wrist and turns white. That was funny. I wasn't offended.

I got locked in the piss-reeking bathroom cause with free healthcare you get what you pay for. I also discovered while locked in that their emergency help button doesn't work. Good for them that it was me who went through that and not someone paranoid or actively suicidal kek. Fucking mickey mouse shit.

>>543793136
>if you try withdrawal of these drugs you will get dangerous side effect and they will claim theyre the proof of your illness


Yes. Being on that shit makes you insane, the trick is to just sit there in the chair and watch TV all day and eat your meals and act as if you are a paranoid schizophrenic who only has one way out of the fucked up situation.

Your only goal if you get the bad ending is to not get needled, their is no coming back from that, both my dad and brother are fucked for life because they got needled in jail.


I was walking around town thinking I was being gangstalked and mogged by the cops and fire department because they would walk by me and flash their pagers or lift up their shirt so I saw it as they walked by, also found a Tball bat and juggled it for about 4km while walking, texted my assigned INSET glowie and told him im not taking this shit and that "he probably doesnt even like Ellen paige" and sent him funny pictures of me digging a hole and putting trash in it.

They left me a birthday cake that was half eaten and destroyed, that was cool.

>wrote "good dog,bad owner" in dirt.
>they erase it the next day.

Also told them to shoot me in the head and say I had rabies cause a fox bit me, kek.

>>543798586
>which as you likely know is not allowed in psych wards.

Yeah all the nurses and other patients hated the age gap between me and my psyche ward gf.
It was funny because she had anorexia and I actually got her to eat her food and put on weight, then we laid in the courtyard for hours just staring at eachother
They got the big mad when she would rest her head on my lap.

The risperidone actually made me fall over and hit my head a few times, thankfully the button worked.

>fucked her multiple times once I got out and still talk.

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>>543798738
Never got to meet any cuties in there. Sometimes I wish I was still that bad so I could go back in and try again, cause grippy sock girls are my type. But I guess I've just gotten exhausted enough with life that my depression doesn't have the same energy to it that gets me all wound around my own axle, it's just a low-grade plodding so the urges to cut just went away on their own. I speak normie professional well enough that I always got along easily with docs and nurses, and I was always self-admitted so I think that gave me some credibility in their eyes too, so it was never the hellish experience for me that some people encounter.

I got held involuntarily once for about 8 hours til the hospital psych could come talk to me. That almost caused me to flip my shit but I just let go and accepted it once the jeet security guard showed up cause I realized it was just let the evening go, or fight my way out and I wasn't gonna bother. I just got revenge later after the psych sees me and clears me to leave immediately, I went and "used the bathroom" on my way out, and stuffed one hospital gown in the toilet and flushed a bunch, and blocked up the sink with another one and left it running. Then I calmly walked out like nothing. In hindsight stupid cause they could have tracked me down for damages, but nothing ever came of it.

>>543797269
Im the same way, my mom tried forcing meds on me my whole life and would go arpund telling people im crazy, want to harm her, give her hate filled glares and other nonsense.

Alot of kids in elementary I knew that were on this shit, every one of them is dead, I brought this up to the doctors and how most kids in my generation who were put on pills walked right into drug addiction and are now dead.
The odd part is they didnt give me any instructions on how to come off this except for telling me it had to be done under doctor supervision, but then would tell my stepmom all the information she needed to know.

Also I scrubbed the bathroom clean and did a bunch of other weird shit and made a throne out of cleaning supplies and random shit I found on the ground, and would move things slightly in the house while perfectly reorganizing other things and rambled on and on about cleaners.
Saw a childhood fren and told him I saw too much shit up north and im not right In the head,

It was bad and fucked up, but at one point I was running and dancing around downtown looking for rats and I found a large one behind a bench made out of clothes, so I moved a traffic baracade to "point" at it.

Then I cleaned the local parks of garbage and swept the splash park rocks into the grass, and found another rat made out of debris and string, it was pretty surreal because if gangstalking is real I probably passed all the tests. Also was preoccupied with "the left hand path" and if you looked up the routes of "how" i was walking it was either talking left turns or trying to "thread the needle" and walking in a circle then through it.


Never doing that shit again,
Keep your olfa boxcutter by your side.

>>543792181
male nurse? faggot.

>>543798941
>grippy socks.

I read your posts on 4plebs, oddly enough putting risperidone in the search field yielded better truthposting than reading about it did, for that I thank you.
Its also scary to see what these drugs do to autistic people. It fucking removed my autism for 2.5mos, altered my vocal mannerisms and made me stupid.

I got laced with drugs, then flipped out for like two days.
Its embarrassing as fuck but I do recall some funny parts:

>randomly walking around picking up sticks and putting them in my boots.
>moving piles of garbage.
>breaking into someones shed then moving their brooms around and the later explaining to the person yelling at me I got laced with drugs and im sorry.
>running around without a shirt.
>barking like a dog in the police cruiser.
>thinking Justin Borque got perpwalked when I was in cells.
>happened in Moncton.
>faggot cop stops infront of my cell so I see it.
>"too scrawny!"
>perp walks him away from me.
>doing some gay kabbaliatic rituals and running around.
>nurses swaped out my lighter from Cyan to one with Grimace from McDonald's on it.

Also I flipped out a second time when they drew blood, they kept telling me to take a nap and go to sleep but im terrified of doctors.

Also one of the nurses who suspiciously looks like an officer I know spend like 4hrs fucking with me and saying things loudly so I could hear them and making coin dropping noises and referencing how "we all made bets on it"

Then some east indian chick was waiving a potato chip at me and I got up and left emerg and walked around some more aimlessly. It was fucked and made me wonder if gangstalking is real or a schizo meme.