I am sick of pretending that we are born to work the way we do, and I am tired of people acting like 9-5 is normal and I should just be able to suck it up. That it's some failing on me that I'm extremely depressed by the idea of working. One of my family members runs a business, he needed some help over the holidays. I offered to help. I did one shift, it was just some basic tasks and inventory. 4 hours in I had to go sit in the bathroom because I was on the verge of tears, and when I pictured doing this weekly I felt the deepest sense of dread and hopelessness in my core being.I currently live at home, but my parents retire next year, and I genuinely don't know if suicide becomes a real risk once that happens.I like doing stuff, I am okay with helping people by working. But doing something like helping a family member move feels like organic meaningful work. I am helping someone I care about. But doing tasks for set amounts of time fucking destroys me for some reason.I am also ADHD and OCD and suspect I may be mildly autistic as well. I am fucked and I don't know what to do anymore. Dying seems like the better alternative at this point.
>>543989249Only because I know where my taxes go.I hate working so worthless retards all over the world can get paid to have kids
>>543989249Semonkey
>>543989249For 95% of people, having a job is necessary evilIt sucks but you need to be able to do something productive to make a livingBut the truth is, we should not work more than 30 hours a week. We spend too much time in meaningless tasks and office bullshit. Cut the crap and just focus on productivity
>>543989249There's a lot of jobs were you can get paid doing the absolute minimum, or even nothing. It just consumes time. Try a couple jobs and see if anything is chill enough for you.I suggest security guard at a warehouse.
>>543989249Man thinks he is free, but he will never sit on someone's car window, jack off and eat the jizz while enjoying the sunlight.
>>543989249>ADHDYeah, adhd people feel like you do often
>>543989249You should be learning from the family member who runs that business. If this was you as some random body in a random store, I'd sympathize, but dude... what the fuck? Sounds like you're not even working with people. If the business is not successful, I get it, but if it is viable then use that as your in to not work... unless the family member hates you.
>>543989249I’ve barely worked at all this year, maybe six days.I’m almost out of money. I have job offers in my inbox I should be accepting.Deep down, I think I was hoping to “get to the end of my rope” and find the motivation to kill myself or radically change my life. Neither happened. Idk, do what you want; just saying it might not be so simple as “lol I’ll just kms”.
>>543989249The game was rigged from the start, and thats why, thats why im so miserable, sad, and want to comit suicide, but in a faraway ‘never going to actually do it’ way. I've been ripped off on a systematic level. My participation, hard work, effort, will power, and handshake firmness, have been as I suspected, proven to be irrelevant the entire time. My entire life. My pre-destined, oraclè forseen, voyage to desolation was set into motion upon the unceremonious embrace of the sperm cell and egg cell of people who no longer like each other. Irrelevant, before electricity even got to fire neurons and give me a chance to form some strategy. I will now be an annoying and uninformed *cynic* instead of incredibly sad all of the time, i can pretend that i know something forbidden about society itself and vaguely condescend to those who dare still can naively express day-to-day common *joy* in my presence. I'm willing to offer unsolicited advice to those who are more successful than me because I've seen the mechanisms underneath the paper mache while they luckily acquired or nepotistically inherited their current, (but temporary!) success, *anybody* would have been successful in their position,! Are they not aware that mexicans and indians have filled every available position by exploiting a system that I cant exploit (or understand)? Don't they get that A.I. is alive and controlling the whole show? Have they not read any Jung??? Our archetypal hero has left his child shadow, violently out-competed his brothers visage, kissed (romantically) his mother's metaphor, left Platos cave, adorned wax wings and got killed by the dragon years ago, that now the axiomatic necessity of vanquishing the hidden tigers in all archetypal men, women and child becomes apparent inside of this game of freeze tag we call life. The feline (feminine) rage boils in the proverbial kitty cat tree while the wolf pack (masculine) no longer howls to the lunar energies, .
>>543989249I have a 60m2 apartment in a private complex, with a garage and a lifetime lease, and I live alone; I don't work rnThe trick is to work seasonally in a field that allows for it; personally, I only work 6 or 7 months a year at most, say, from April to October, so right now I'm collecting unemployment benefits. Sipping coffee on my balcony while it rains outside and the wage slaves head off to work, it’s priceless. Being a wag slave with a permanent contract and2 weeks of vacation a year might be worth it if you’ve got a 10/10 Japanese virgin waiting for you at home (social contrat), but if that’s not the case, working non stop makes absolutely no sense and cuck . You are currently contributing financially to Chad's condoms.
The standard advice should be: You don’t need to get a job but you do need to do something vocationally. So much of making this life worth it is basically just how you spend your time vocationally. To spend an entire life never really dedicating yourself to something, providing something, getting better at something, earning a living with something, etc. is kind of a wasted life. A lot of young men with nobler souls naturally have a distaste for modern work and the modern life offers them few opportunities for adventure, or deeds, or attainment of virtue, or any of these things that people like that have traditionally been interested in. But you have to carve out something for yourself anyway. It would be better to live as a pauper poet having actually left a mark somewhere on somebody than to just rot away gooning and gaming until you die. But here’s the real kicker: it doesn’t have to feel like work. Some people can do what they might do semi-leisurely for a living and you can investigate that. A lot of times it’s art or some kind of creative enterprise be it entertainment or invention or whatever. There are many things, but they all have to do with originating something, so I would start there. Otherwise your only real option is market gambling to get rich enough to not work but take it from someone who did that successfully, there is no light at the end of that tunnel. You’ll never make enough to really be big time and fast money comes with slow problems almost always.
when i worked>woke up at 6 and eat breakfast>be at work around 7-8>leave again at 15after i got laid off>wake up around 7>eat breakfast around 8-9>take a nap around 13-14i don't like 37 hours work weekwith all the tools and optimization we got 25-30 hours should be more than enough
>>543989249No, no, no, never suicide. Accept being a burden to others/society. Try to get diagnosed for mental illness and get gibs.
>>543989249Serious question anon. If this was a thousand years ago, odds are you would be a peasant not a noble. Before the sun even rises you would be out doing farming work until dusk with only one day off a week. You will eat the same thing almost every day which would be mostly bread and some type of soup. You would very living in a small house with no temperature control. People today really have no idea how hard things use to be. Somehow having all these privileges we are more miserable than ever. So my question is, do you really think you'd be happier if you were born before all these modern day luxuries we take for granted? I mean you nearly had a nervous breakdown doing simple tasks for a couple hours.
>>543990110>believe that if I'm desperate, I'll finally invest in crypto when it's the right time>actually end up investing when the market is pumped and I feel like I have a lot of moneyThe stock market is a scam btw fucking 200 p/e companies with no revenue just pump 20% while my 20 p/e company is "totally going to crash because its profits will only increase 40% next quarter!"
>>543990569>about half of the year is rest>probably get to breed>no niggerseven as a peasant it’s paradise compared to today
>>543989249get a blog
>>543990569> Somehow having all these privileges we are more miserable than ever.When discomfort is the norm, comfort is overwhelming.When comfort is the norm, discomfort is unbearable.
>>543990636>Half a year of restDo I really need to spoon feed you? They didn't do nothing for half a year
>>543990627Why are you even talking to me, you retarded schizo?
>>543989249I would rather die than live. But i will not kill myself because that would be used against me in afterlife.
>>543989249me too Anon.
>>543989249Too rich for your problem.
>>543989249how come when I do this I go to jail but when he does it people just smile and wave?
>>543990834use it to kill all jews or shut the fuck up faggot.
>>543990703If I was in the mood and had time, I would debate you. >probably get to breed (with a virgin you know from youth)>no niggersParadise anyway, compared to this dystopian jew hellhole we were thrown into.
>>543990854wym? you're both monkies.
>>543989249take a nigger with you on your way out. rules: no females, no males under 14.
>>543990870How about no.
>>543989249No one thinks 9-5 is normal. It’s modern slavery. Making money on your own is the only real freedom but most people are not skilled or have enough ambition. I like the idea of going out on my own but I also like the fact that I can turn off my phone after work and forget about it. It all depends on perspective.
>>543990854How would you know?Have you ever taken a seat on someones side mirror and jerked your mushroom and eaten the spores?
>>543989249CONVERSELY:If you don’t mind sitting around all day doing nothing, you can kill an Indian and go to prison. Why an Indian? Because: When you go to prison you will have no enemies. DISCLAIMER: Does not work in Canada, UK.
>>543991053gay
>>543989249I l9ok lije this and do that
>>543989249Then die you faggot. If it wasn't for a modern job you'd have to put in the full effort to feed and shelter yourself from scratch in the woods and nobodys stopping you from doing so. You want someone else to pay for your existence and frankly I'd rather murder you.You don't think living is worth the effort fine, go kys its your right.
>>543989249Based op. Don't give the jews anymore money. Tired of this shit too.
Just get a guard card and get paid to shitpost on 4chan for 8 hours. I'm not contributing any more than I have to to this degenerate society. My last job was physically strenuous and I have zero fond memories of it.
>>543991154The nazis were a tool of the german bourgeoisie to profitmaxx their investments in europe, prole bitch.
>>543989249That's what subversion does.People accepted the 9-5 (even fought for it) because wages were so good, and houses were so cheap, that it was a literal no brainer to desire long, consistent work days.Now that wages have (((failed to rise with inflation))) it's no longer a no-brainer, and is in fact more effort than it's worth, we're all trapped. We literally already agreed to this, but the value has been siphoned out of the deal, and we're left with the slavery.
>>543991312money is all you worthless animals have to gloat about. it can't save you.
>>543991421Cry harder, pleb.
>>543990712>sympathize with a fellow anon>he loses itWell excuuuuuuuse me princess!
UPS delivery (seasonal) was the best job I ever did probably.>physically active but not TOO active, you're picking up boxes and putting them at people's doors but otherwise driving in your car so you get the rush of exercise without totally fucking your back>Unionized so they have to let you actually pee and your lunch is paid unlike non-union slavework>as long as you aren't actively taking half an hour breaks with no visible progress, the seething manager who wants to treat you like a slave has no choice but to just accept this is how you work>if you do it multiple years in a row you 'become' a UPSer (TM) and get priority for those jobs over random shitskins who applied because it's easy to getbut the way it is if you work seasonal delivery october-january they won't ever hire you fulltime because the union structure prioritizes longterm wagies. Got a lot of old boomers in their 70s wandering around the facility who will never retire.I worked some other shitter job at a christmas tree store during the holidays once years ago and it was the worst shit.The best shit is stock and crypto trading but the market sucks now, you have to really set those stop losses and take profits fast to avoid being a baggot. Nothing empowers the soul like working at your meme wagie job for 190 dollars a day and then swinging 1300 dollars on an IPO or something.
>>543992210Trading is truly the only way to escape being a wagie
>>543990363What do you do with all that free time, though...?
>>543989249I'm in a similar position and the only escape that I thought of is slaving few years to accumulate some money then build a house made of mud, with a pond, dig a well and buy solar panels from the accumulated money. Then you could work seasonly sometimes for a half year or so for other unexpected expenses or other stuff that you might need. There's also living in a van or on a boat which looks more appealing to me but I have no idea yet where to begin. Last resort for me is definitely the rope)) or maybe order some fentanyl from dark web.Theoretically you can always aim for the mountains but I am so tired of this shit that even if someone would tell me that I have 99% of succeeding I still won't go just because I am that tired.https://www.themudhome.com/
I feel the same way. Turning twenty soon and have not had a job yet. Family is pressuring me. We shall see what will happen.
>>543989249>am tired of people acting like 9-5 is normal.dumb at least link the song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbxUSsFXYo4&list=RDUbxUSsFXYo4you understand she was Americans queen and a fine one too
>>543996706rip in peace to those big beautiful fake tiddies
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