It's Friday night, Anon. Everyone else is out partying, drinking, and having fun with their friends and significant others while you're sitting here alone. Come on in, the first one's on the house. What's on your mind?
got a job interview in 30 minutes!wish me luck :)
I'm doing a late night workout at 9:45 from 9:45-10:45 then showering from 10:45-11:00 then going out from 11:00-3:00 AM so let's all make good use of our time>>544065106Cәттiлiк!
>>544064824Im on probation with an ankle monitor and get tested for drugs and alcohol(ETG) on a random basis. Otherwise, I would be out either alone or with a few friends
>>544064824I'm dying. I can feel it. The funniest part is I knew what I was doing would cause this, and that's why I did it. Part of me is a little scared about it, but a bigger part wishes it would come faster.
>>544064824Pour me a whiskey
>>544064824everybody at work calls me a genius and i fucking hate itit sets the bar high, and now everybody expects so fucking muchi want to quitbut they gave me a 25k/year raise.. (at 250k/yr now- inb4 poorfag [i dont care]) and honestly i like the money...but paying tax to the government, the same government that hates me, makes me want to kill myself hahahyah im fucked up, thanks for noticing>>544065270im jealous>>544065224that's rough buddy. what did ya do? nuffin? or sumffin?
My dad died a month ago and I moved back into the house to support my mom. I'm bored as fuck though and want to go back to my apartment but I feel guilty
Graduated college over the summer with a bullshit degree. Haven't been able to find a decent job in 5 months. Been single for 7 years. I'm tired bros
>>544064824Gin and tonic, barman.I'm very happy as a single man, but I also feel like I might just be coping with the sad state of affairs for men in the West. What do you think?
>>544065645Dude... go to grad school. What's your BA in?
>>544065778Associates degree in General Studies. I had a good job before I went back to school too. But I ran out of money and had to take what I could get. Its my own fault.
>>544065455Assault and battery that was ultimately dropped to mutual combat, but I picked up a disorderly conduct charge while out on bail which resulted in a GPS and SCRAM monitor. After multiple drug/alcohol failures, I pled guilty to the disorderly charge and have to comply with the GPS and randoms until next September
Health has been deteriorating for the last decade, recently started having seizures so the gubmint took my driving licence away due to said seizures.Spent the last 6 months staring at these 4 walls, haven't left my house in that time.t. 44yo teetering on the edge of either a brilliant or an irreversibly stupid decision.
>>544065645expand your search, detach emotionally completely from the act of applying to jobs.turn it into a video game where you just seek them out apply fire and forget.keep doing that. in the meantime, work part time in anything, any field, unskilled, as long as it pays a bit, covers some costs and won't harm you.thank me in a few months
>>544066170Will do anon. Been working on getting in shape in the meantime.
>>544065953what kind of jobs do you apply to? i just hired a kid for 80 k who has a 2 year shit diploma, there's tons of work right now, and you dont really even need credentials to do it, you just need to know how to use an LLM...dont get me wrong, the work sucks and WILL ruin your psyche and drive you to suicidal thoughts. But it pays well...>>544066067Damn. I hope you like video games and tv..
You're all going nowhere in life and will amount to nothing. Its over. Your hopes and dreams have faded away
>>544066362eh, idk. i kind of accomplished most of my hopes and dreams. I got an ok paying job (250k isn't rich, but it's not horrible)I got a cute, obedient wifeI have over a million in savingsMy family and love and respect medont get me wrong, i have faded away, but not my hopes and dreams. if anything those are burning brighter than ever. and i hate it. being depressed and having everything in your life go in a way that people see is well actually sucks.
>>544066359Before I got my degree I was a demolition estimator. Used math and architectural blueprints to come up with bidding prices. I thought finishing my degree before I turned 30 would be a good move. I've been applying to everything. Estimator position, quality at manufacturing places. anything but being on the line again. Starting to regret college.
>>544066539You're waiting to retire and die, its over. You already sense it. Fading away
Yeah, my Steam Frame just came in, so I will kill some time with that. No more drugs and alcohol though. They already sent me to county for 20 days and I won't be keeping my job if I'm hemmed up for a full 90 days - 6 months.
>>544064824Tried to hang myself Tuesday.Literally, and i mean literally, did the fucking Amerimutt meme.Belt broke. Didn't come undone. Just fucking broke like I'm the biggest fattest fuck on planet Earth.Im only like 215.It would be funnier if it wasn't me.But maybe my plight will entertain some Eurofrens
>>544066660You got this anon. Get in shape. do whatever you gotta do. You got this
Eating a small spinach pie and a cava orange for dinner. Know I have doctors appointments coming up. Knowing the results will not be good. Horrible OCD and pain every day. Nobody gives a shit unless it happens to them.Almost 40. Didn't most things that other people wish they could do but now I'm broke and I don't care. I just want quiet and peace. I want this world to end because it's an awful place. I've learned too much about it and now I can't go back.
>>544064824>le feelsshut the fuck up you faggot
>>544064824im out partying though. im at a park in my city by a prety river where a band is playing bad ass shit. im just chillin the most on a picknic table chugging booze smoking very nice weed taking adderall enemas.
i just ate a can of ravioli and now im going to do a shot of vodka then smoke a cigarettee as i enjoy peak indian summer in michigan listening to .. a killer rock and roll concert.later im going to find this slut iknow and bang her after i do some coke. once iwas a doomer but then i embraced the shadow and tunneled through to the other side of rockbottom. now my heart pumps black piss.i found a way to live in a nightmare world that should have never been. all of you can too. gather your roses while you may.
>>544064824the west has really gone to shit, not sure if it's worth even living anymore, it looks like Japan is kind of shit too.You can be rich and just live in a fancy tower, but having every country be a complete shit hole is very depressing.
