start drinking at 10 pm... still drinking at noonfor weeks straight, this keeps happening. i dont know what my sleep schedule it any more. i drink to get tired, it doesnt work.i sleep at 8am, wake up at 3pm, try to sleep at night, wide awake.drink, and drink, and drinkrefresh my grades for college, bitch at my sister, think about my parents dying, text my mom how much of a cunt my sister is, wake up, its 9pmi literally have no idea whats going on anymore in my life they did it. they fucking ruined itits 7:31am and ive been drinking since 10i cant fucking sleepwhat am i doing worng. i refresh my grades over and over and over and i still have a 4.0 gpa, im 36 and i think this is going to help me, will it even matterim 2 seconds away from blowing my fucking brains out what is wrong with me, why does everyone else in the universe seem to have it together so well and why am i fucking god damn trainwreck
>>544255131I hope you drink bavarian beer you stupid cunt everything else will kill you if you drink like that.Budweiser is fine too
Alcohol is really bad for sleep health
>>544255131Smoke some weed at night pass outRepeat 1 more timeSleep schedule fixdd
>>544255131Why should I work? I walked off a job site today. Boss was barking at me for “taking too long” on a water break while I’m busting my ass in the heat for $15/hr. I can’t even afford to live. Full-time hours and I’m still stuck living with my parents—two useless boomers who ruined my life with their delusional advice. “Work hard and good things will come.” All it did was waste my youth. I’m broke, exhausted, and completely alone. No car. No girl. No future. No point.Then there’s people like Pan Piano. Literally just a woman in anime cosplay with her tits hanging out playing basic piano covers. She rakes in millions a year from lonely, desperate men drooling in her comments. That’s it. That’s her “job.” No skill, no originality, just low-cut cosplay and coomer bait thumbnails. And it works. She’s got a family, a husband, paid-off house, probably luxury cars. All by scamming thousands of pathetic guys who think giving her money will make her notice them. She doesn’t even speak. Just leans over a piano and lets the algorithm do the rest. Worthless, empty content designed to farm dopamine out of the weak and desperate. And she’s winning.Meanwhile, I can’t even afford a dentist. Still a virgin. Never had a relationship. Can’t move out. Parents constantly guilt-tripping me into staying stuck while blaming me for everything going wrong. Every day is just a loop of shame and failure.So tell me why I shouldn’t just padlock my door and play video games until I die. What the hell is out there for me? More humiliation? More jobs that don’t even pay enough to survive? I’m done trying. Let the world rot.
>>544255324>dear diaryNobody cares faggot
>>544255376newfag
>>544255376I work 12 hours a day, 6 days a week. I come home so tired I can barely even think. My body hurts, my soul hurts, and somehow after years of this, the grand prize I’ve unlocked is… living with my parents forever. No friends. No girlfriend. No “wild memories” or “fun experiences” people my age are supposed to have — just work, sleep, pain, and more work.Meanwhile, Pan Piano just wears sexy anime cosplay and shows off her tits and ass on YouTube while playing a piano and she’s somehow living the dream life. She has a husband, two kids, a paid-off house, a nice car — all for dressing up like anime waifus and jiggling a little for a camera. That’s it. That’s literally it. I’m dragging my rotting corpse into a warehouse every morning at 5 AM to get barked at by a guy who smells like beef jerky and depression, and this woman just had to own a cosplay wardrobe and lean forward a little. She wins. She f**king wins.America is crushing. It’s a machine built to grind you into meat and then tell you it’s your fault for not smiling about it. My parents have basically told me to just accept that when they die, I’ll be homeless. They said it with the same tone you’d use to tell someone to take out the trash. “Just be grateful you have food now,” they said, like I’m supposed to feel honored to be fed crumbs before getting kicked into the void.
I'm never working again a day in my life until the government invents a time machine sends me back to when I was 14 years old and gives me a tight virgin teenage girlfriend.
>>544255131>refresh my grades for college, bitch at my sister,stopped reading theregtfo normie
>>544255392Oldtroon
>>544255131Stop drinking or else this will be you soon
>>544255324>>544255471>>544255512Just kidding, I made the whole thing up.Wow, you memeflaggots really are gullible, huh?Addiction and mental illness isn't like the movies or memes, my hard working election shill amigos. You need to buckle up and try a bit harder, otherwise you're just going to lose again. Sorry mates, but you have to learn to be stronger.
>>544255131>i cant fucking sleepI swipe my grandma's sleeping pills, they're fucking strong, and I sleep very deep (with very amazing dreams) for 12 hours like a baby.
You're wrecking your body willingly is what's wrong you fucking idiot.Go take a shower,make yourself a hot chocolate or fruit juice and have some soup or or salad and try to keep it drinking only on the weekends and stop binging,you will enjoy alcohol more and won't need as much to get drunk, you're way past the point of diminishing returns
This is me except sober, 9am boutda gotosleep ,i cant drink beer makes me to sleepy
>>544255692drinking too much beer is literally a mythos
>>544255131Why don't you try a job at Amazon... starting the warehouse and work your way up... there you go buddy.
>>544255131now this is podracing
>>544255131Switch to bourbon. Beer buzzes are lame after a couple of days... Get in there and wrestle whiskey... at least if you blow your head off... you'll truly be feeling NO PAIN... now stop being a little fagot and blogging on /pol... it's a board for dialogue discussion discourse and debate on political issues... it's not a fucking crisis center faggotass.
>>544255131i drank way too much vodka over the weekend and was miserable at work monday, still feeling confused a bit this morning, it's terrible stuff really. i need to stick to just beer....
>>544255884Vodka is a solvent, it dissolves your organs, including your brain.
>>544255884How can you fucking cock smokers drink Vodka that stuff will make you kill yourself it's the most dull sensation in the world the only time I've ever drank vodka is to take off the withdrawal from whiskey cuz there was no fucking whiskey... get yourself a bottle of Jim Beam black or even shitty old white label Jim Beam fucking don't drink Vodka it's fucking retarded
>>544255574I hope he dies this month, dude's a massive fucking monster.
>>544255131I think you might just need sleeping pills anonI'm sure that'll sort out your sleep problems
>>544255951This nigger gets it...
>>544255131U gotta just stop drinking. Start by not drinking for a month
>>544255992How is he a monster? All I know about him is his incredibly self destructive drinking habit
Anxiety disorder that you are self medicating and don't realize you have.Also, alcohol masks thyroid issues. Both cheap tests. Do them.
>>544256073Leaving his mother to suffer several times then abandoning her entirely to party in Vegas doesn't exactly help, he also treats everyone like shit and burns bridges faster than they're built. "Blade's Tardwrangler" has a higher turnover position than McDonald's and not a single one of them has even close to the numbers Blade does to begin with.
>>544255131Go full degenerate. Drinking is not enough to live a happy life. Start smoking, fuck hookers, pay a tranny to shit on your chezt, do some heroin go gamble, eat like a fucking pig, get some lard and eat it, become a compulsive amazon buyer, drink 8 coffees a day, become a cleptomaniac, ride your car 100 mph in a school zone, gotta make your brain secrete those happy substances.
>>544256290I am currently watching him driving arround on a electric wheelchair in vegas searching for liqor.He has a better life than 99 per cent of people, kek
>>544255324old and stale, just like you
>>544255131ditch the alcohol, switch to weedproblem solved
>>544256480His foot is actively rotting him to death because he has left it untreated since the initial amputation. He is in constant pain and a drunken stupor because he can't function without 5 bottles of jaeger a day. He can't even talk properly anymore for fuck's sake! Dude's the definition of useless eater niggercattle.
>>544255131shut the fuck up bitch. retards who get this high on 'hol are a fucking joke.
>>544256682still looks fun. maybe he can cut of his foot one day, he still has his scooter
>>544255131>What am I doing wrongPosting off-topic threads.
>>544255131I loved for years being drunk practically 24/7. I'd get violently sick every now and then and unable to keep anything down so I would stop for a week at most and get horrible withdrawal. Eventually I had a heart attack and then a stroke while in the hospital for the hospital. Now I am cold and sick all the fucking time. It eventually got better but those first six months were hell especially because I was still trying to work as much as possible. Tread carefully, anon.
>>544256851>Eventually I had a heart attack and then a stroke while in the hospital for the hospitalFor the heart attack lel.
>>544256806You aren't supposed to announce a report or sage, sir.It's against the rules.
>>544257049>sage goes in all fieldsnewfag
>>544257192>sage goes in the options field>putting sage in every field therefore is an announcement of a sagenewfag
>>544255323This but broad spectrum CBD. THC adds nothing. Your "get head right" has nothing to do with THC and its like adding bug spray to your medicine.
>>544255574He should legit win an award for most creative artistic utilization of a rascal scooter. Showed the internet Las Vegas from a never before seen view, from the seat of a rascal scooter. And honestly, I only have two words. Unbelievably kino. Glad he made it home in one piece. I liked when he was reasoning with a crazy homeless Mexican looking dude in a cowboy hat for calling him a bitch. The one time he fell getting onto his scooter and it took two dudes to help him up, but when he stood up he was still all wobbly, arms out in front of him, his hat had fallen off so his bad haircut and bald spot were showing, just wasted, dude looked like Frankenstein so hard. Or that lady who blade was hanging out with on like the last day, blade offered to carry her grocery bags, she said “nah I don’t want it to slow you down” like the weight of the Cheetos would slow his Time Machine down, they split up after a few minutes and blade forgot to give her groceries back, next thing you know he rides into the next room and there’s security everywhere, I think there was a good 3 minute getaway scene of blade making a frantic dash for the exit on a rascal scooter just absolutely locked in. My family used to rent one of those rascal scooters for my grandfather when we’d go on vacation, the battery was always such shite you’d be lucky if it made it to the boardwalk and back
>>544259534I LOVED when he tried to high five another disabled girl in her rascal scooter. He even did a whole 180 turn, ignoring all other passants to catch up to her. It was amazing
>>544255131Have you considered not drinking?
>>544255131Switch to kratom instead. It doesn't dehydrate you or fuck with your sleep as much
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