Not only do I face constant humiliation on a day to day basis, but the world is also a complete inhospitable shithole at this point. You know it, I know it. You just can't get around it.
I'll give it a try thanks op
>>544557468We are already dead. Live out your days as one who knows he will die, and you will stop giving a fuck about anything. Learn, find Christ, play obscure vidya, be happy.
>>544557468If only there was a painless way to die without me knowing it where I don't go to Hell in the afterlife. God is so fucking cruel I can't believe this is my life!
Just parasite maxx
>>544557569The reality is more horrible. We choose to incarnate here because infinite time is unfathomably boring. This is something to do and gets you out of heaven for a while. It's so boring there. A story with no conflict or drama or struggle....
>>544557468I've thought about it a lot, hate myself often, and at times feel I have no will to live, but I know above all things God is real, and I have faith in his providence, and I believe not only that but that there is a holy army of saints who intercede. I also know that my mind changes when I'm engaged in some kind of a creative process, so I know that can be an out to a detrimental state of mind. I'm not convinced of suicide and I'd like to take my pains and struggles as a chance to practice virtue and know more about myself.
>>544557468redpill me on renting a car and crashing it into a wall at full speed
Good thing i don't own any firearms... Because i would probably shoot myself in the head if i did
>>544557468Homicide, you little gay jew
>>544557468You could make the world a better place by giving a politician, a billionaire, or even a rabbi a big hug before you go.
>>544557468The world would be a better place without me, which is why I have to keep on living for as long as possible.
>>544557981This
>>544557468My thoughts exactly, anon. All day everyday. But lol, the faggoty government took my gun rights away over a retarded nothingburger misdemeanor. Too broke to afford one anyways thoughbeit. Also too afraid to hang myself. And my shanty ceiling wouldn't even support me lol. Not even any trees around in this gray and brown hellscape. I'm actually thinking about employing the jeets' preferred method. With my luck I'll get stuck and dragged by the train. But oh well. Don't really care.
imagine entering an cod modern warfare match only to find out it's full of modders and hackers who have god mode, no clip, aim bot, wall hacks, deranking, infinite ammo, etc and there is no way to win. the only thing left to do is back out of the matchbut they hacked that option too so you're stuck in the match getting raped by these scumbag hackers. so what do you do? hit the power switch and be free
>>544558275Why would you hang yourself when you can always become a crackhead or something like that At least enjoy a degenerate life before doing it.
The world turned into Cyberpunk 2077 but instead of cool technology, we get niggers rapping everywhere and jeets.
>>544557468Same. Ive been wanting to kill myself since I was a kid. I only bought a pistol at age 25. My life has been getting worse I see myself dead by 40
>>544557468Just fucking kill yourself already jackass, nobody cares, stop making this garbage thread every day.
