>33>life is going great, everything came together, world at my feet, could write a whole book about all the good thing that are happening and all the shit i overcame, even my sleep is better, beleive it or not my dick even somehow fucking grew past 10 years, significantly Im absolutely and utterly miserable. I wish I was 18 again taking the bus to buy a 10 sack of weed for 30 bucks and smoke it by myself cuz I had no freinds and was a virgin incel. That and watching adult swim saturday night anime was the highlight of my week. I was absolutely depressed and a zombie. Yet I was alive, in a world full of hope(it seemed all broken and fucked back then). And the worst part of all this is, its not nostalgia glasses. Its so bad now that even staying away from social media I can feel the rot just passing people on the street. Bad things everywere from everyone. Man, imagine being young now and exponentially more miserable than I was back then. Yall probsbly wont even look back on these years with fondness. If you are let's say 20 and dont look back on 5 years from now with fondness then god help u cuz my memories are the only thing keeping me alive. All my life I thoguht a man can exist without society but its not true. You cant be happy when the world around u is THIS miserable. Either socialize and have the rot passed to you, or isolate and have ur own internal rot consume you. I bet every single one of you think voting democrate to stick it to isreal is the way out of this huh? Gen beta has nowhere to go but up from you awful awful zoomers, aging like fine milk by every metric..
my mom beat me as a child and I deserve your guys money for her mistakes.
>>544780875life and suffering are inseparable. welcome to samsara, you're stuck here for what seems like eternity.
>>544780974Mine screamed at me, 24/7. Sounds like nothing but I litteral mean day in day out. It really fucked with me. I would much rather have took some beatings. Only took one beating, it was no big deal, it was over and we move on with the day. I stead she would barge into my room every 10 fucking mineuts for hours on end. It was like water boarding. Every day screaming like Louis from Malcolm inbthe middle but way more often and sometimes with even more rage. U aint getting my money
>>544781029I agree but its not the suffering that makes me miserable. I am bothered a lot by interacting with people even irl lately in a way I haven never been before.
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>>544780875Generally the young age never miserable. Being young itself saves most from that. Most people spend their youth chasing whatever makes them feel good and mostly on the virtue of youth it's non destructive. Some of us are long gone before we ever make it to "youth" though. To all those anons I tip my lid.
>>544781080you owe me 10k or im gonna scream at you
>thinks he should be happy because his penis got slightly bigger and he has some money now Then you have the audacity to wonder why you're miserable. You changed demonic bullshit, you get demonic bullshit rewards.
>>544781183Idk man, interacting with these zoomers i feel like they never had any golden years to look back on.. all the millenials have turned into temu Gen x. Gen x are all alcoholics now. Its all bad everywere.
>>544781481Its frew by almost an inch thougg, thats pretty significant. And amazing. I dont know how to explain it and wouldn't believe it either if someone told me
>>544781543Are you retarded? I didn't say I don't believe you, I said it's pathetic that you even care and noticed.
>>544781570Ye, but an entire inch, im 7.5 inches now. With really good girth. Its pretty amazing. I should be happy. Back in the day this would make an average chud very happy
>>544781640>I should be happy about porn sick bullshit where I treat myself like a sex toyYeah, I'd be miserable too if I was you.
>>544780974>>544781080I wasn't even raised by my mom and I still ended up a loser.3 weeks away from 33 and I've still never kissed a girl
>>544780875life as an 18yo felt better because you still had all opportunities ahead of you. no matter if your life was already good or kinda bad, you knew there were still plenty of chances to change it in a way that's more to your liking. especially with regards to relationships.in your 30s, most of those opportunities are still gone, at least all the easy ones.now it takes more and more effort to make them happen, and even if you succeed, some of those things will take years to fully come to fruition, and reaping the rewards of it in your 40s sounds way less appealing.men can fall into the same trap as women where they don't make use of the opportunities that youth presents them with, they are just different opportunities than women have.I know because I lost basically 10 years of my life due to unfortunate shit and while my life is fairly good now and most things are on an upwards trajectory, I am still 10 years behind which means 10 years less to enjoy the rewards of my labor. which puts a massive dent into how much you'll really be able to enjoy them.
>>544782989Meh im only 5 years behind in total but half of that was acts of god. I got everything my plan b was about. Plan a was super successful edm producer so irs whatever, especially considering edm is dead, i never took it at an end all be all. I was gonna do plan a and plan b together anyways and I can still always produce music for the fun of it.What im saying g is that i achieved my realistic dreams. Yet I cant sit down and watch an anime anymore. Sad
>>544780875It's not just rosetinted glasses, shit's terrible out there and the worst part of it is that the most CHIPPER FUCKING PEOPLE you see on the street are FUCKING BOOMERS. How come the least deserving people are all laughing the hardest at us young guys?
this place is a demiurge loosh simulation and most of the people with souls have unsubcribed and leftmost of the "humans" here are just soulless material constructs that why they feel thin and everything they do has bad energy
