>>https://youtu.be/9i4JlnSIx2geverything that god has shown me in the past 38 years of my life has come true.i've seen things that didnt happen until 15 years later, things that didnt happen until 20 years later.And the dreams, they just keep coming.I will admit Not everything is from god. In general, when it is- it exceeds your capacity to understand or represent. and when you see it come true, years later, its not exactly how you remember, because you saw what you saw in a certain state of mind. In particular, the things I feared most did not come to pass. and the adversary, who is relentless, whispered hopeful, fearful, promising, captivating things in my ears. to make me want to bargain, to make me want to transactionalize grace, and to deny me the kingdom.the things I would testify to still come true, and in my experience it still keeps on coming true.understand this: god so loved the world, that he sent his only son, who gave up his life that we might know him. it is in his love that we are found complete, that our meaning is determined, the value of our lives and our journey. the one who believes in me shall never die. put first the kingdom of heaven. and by this what do I mean?if you truly understood, you wouldnt want {material thing you want}. you'd want total control, total liberation from your distress and your fear and your uncertainty. you'd want to be standing in the place where all is best.brothers, that mountain is our god, and it is for the sake of knowing him that we are permitted to know christ. in christ is the perfect template for the right living that permits god to draw near, not because our sin forces him away- far from it! but because, in our insufferable malady, we become sore and burdened with the conflicts of this life and this world, and we associate our god, who is beyond all of these things, with these things, and we, perhaps unintending, place them between god and ourselves.
