im trans and am post op and i regret it all. i trooned out of trauma from having a severely narcissistic father figure and now im stuck this way forever. idk why i couldnt just be a gay male, if i still had my dick i could be fucking gay guys asses right now, sleeping with DL straight guys, and cashing out on societal benefits of being male like every other fag, but now i can never do any of that in my life. i ironically couldnt heal from my trauma until i lost the thing that made me a man: my dick. now im stuck looking like a 6/10 masc appearing foid with a male skelly. i fatmaxxed so i look alright, but estrogen makes me cry all the time and these dumb miggers forced my passport to only be M WHEN I LITERALLY DONT HAVE A FUCKING DICK. I DONT EVEN HAVE CHOICE TO BE A MAN AND IM STILL GETTING PUNISHED. wtf is up with that?? so death to all miggers for being sadistic to me from a mistake i made in my teens due to severe childhood trauma>inb4 just take T bronone of you understand the physical and mental toll a 2 year long gender transition does to you, and frankly at this point id rather be a troon with a frankenpuss, than a man with a pussy. i want to cut my losses and just be done thinking about troon stuff forever.
Yee yee ass slide thread
>>545540306Well you arent getting your wings back so you may as well vagina max. Yes, being a man with a pussy is worse than being a ugly shemale with no dick
>>545540306>idk why i couldnt just be a gay maleYou're still pretty fucking gay.
>>545540306You are the consequence of your choices; take responsibility for them, faggot.
Livestream the hanging like the last troon on here.Was funny
>>545540306>now im stuck looking like a 6/10 masc appearing foid with a male skellyI’m genuinely having a hard time picturing this in my mind. A 6/10 woman is actually still decently attractive. Got anybody who looks like you that you can post?
>>545540306>im trans and am post opPost stink ditch or fake and gay
>>545540306turn to Christ and find peace in Gods forgiveness and love
>>545540306i wish i wasn't gayanal is so gross
>>545542114something like this, looks masculine but pretty enough to not be considered ugly but the masculinity lowers the scale regardless.>>545541950im not suicidal, just wish i didnt lose male privilege and ability to fuck
>>545543344>im not suicidal, just wish i didnt lose male privilege and ability to fuckau contraire, if after all the warnings you still did it, you have no one but yourself to blamewell, you can still be an example to the current generation about what not to do, so you still can achieve meaning in your life
>>545540306ok. so you voted for brown communists because you cut off your own dick?
>>545544126if they can put an F on my passport and not sadistically punish me, then i would endure niggerfication. if a far right nick fuentes approved candidate comes in future, then they fucking better at least protect me from foreign tsa unlike migger trump
>>545543344Pretty fucking cute ngl. I’d blast inside your bussy tb h (neovaginas scare me)
>>545544497cutting off your dick doesnt make you an F on your passport. cutting off your dick makes you an E for eunuch because that is what you are.you may blame us MAGA bros and your father but we were always straight with you. pun intended
>>545540306>Trans and post op
>>545540306I'm also post op and I've been happy with it, most of the transgirls I know are.It seems you got a bad psychologist or were otherwise pushed into a transition when your dysphoria was not a result of a real desire to be a woman or you were promised excellent results that don't reflect the reality of the vp.You also blame your environment a lot when you should be pursuing your own mental health instead of blaming things out of your control.My advice is the same I give to all my trans friends. Get a good psychologist and never skip on your therapy. Mental Health is extremely important especially during a vulnerable emotional phase strengthened by the HRT.
>>545540306Ur like the chinease Eunuchs, just enjoy what you can, like drugs and art
>>545540306The kind of fantasies conservative males imagine in their heads while seething about trannies. Trans-hate is just deeply repressed desire to transition
>>545540306I don't regret it. I had a life I only dreamed of having but I'm getting older now and starting not to pass. I might just go back to being male.
How about you shave your head and body and live as my eunuch? I will treat you well.
>>545545596the ledge awaits you degenerate fuck
>>545540306>2 yearslol.get real. loser.im coming on 8 years and don't regret anything but not doing it sooner.
>>545545735You too will grow old and hit the wall.
>>545540378Niggaaaaaaaaaaa
>>545541950Any archive??
>>545545296>I'm also post opSee >>545545227
>>545543344yeah, youre insane if you consider this woman masculine or unattractive.
>>545544740why are people scared of them? isnt it just like similar skin lips?>>545544971i dont care about what people think of my gender, i just want to feel safe in situations where i have to expose my identification. >>545545296i was raised by a narcissist, which means im like a narcissist too which is why every psychologist i had i was fully honest with them but i have a charm and energy that makes them love me and makes things seem like they arent wrong with me. that was at least how i was during my trauma>You also blame your environment a lot when you should be pursuing your own mental health instead of blaming things out of your control.you should never blame someone who is too mentally ill to properly get the help they need. so many mental cases are unable to go through hoops to get they help they need due their distorted mentality. i was one of them. i had therapists, but i guess i shmoozed them because so much of my pain was deep in my subconscious, locked away. i know im the one 'to blame', it is what it is. i accept what happened, but i wonder if i was able to have my mentality now back then, maybe i would have been able to date men normally like a typical gay male and not need to alter my biological reality to force the world to work for me
Troons are victims of the jew.
>>545546080>victims of the jewwho isn't besides jews and slavs?
>>545545959look at this pic of her then>>545545776my transition was much longer, just stating how a gender transition takes about 2 years to complete. if i took T it would take that long to become a man again, but i genuinely dont think i can mentally handle going through another transition
>>545545788My happines is not tied to a delusional fantasy, but to my own progress and development. you wouldn't understand.
>>545546212I geniunely hope you will have a nice life, but it's not looking good for you since you're here dabbing on trannies on a weekday.
>>545546202there is no such thing as gender transition. you are wearing a costume. you can get really good at it and fool some people, but ultimately, ywnbaw
>>545546020>feel safedont you get it. that feeling is an illusion. if you wanted to feel safe, you shouldnt have cut off your goods and hit the gym instead.
>severely narcissistic father figureYour dad telling you to stop watching your faggot anime and go mow the lawn doesn't make him a narcissist.
>>545546137Slavs are currently being genocided by the jew in the ukraine.
>>545546392I'm getting paid while I browse 4chan, but thanks for your concern
>>545540306larp thread. also you are agender
>>545546488im talking about the effects hormones have, if you switch which is dominant (estrogen or testosterone) it takes years for it to stabilize in your body and it can feel like a grueling process. >>545546591well its too fucking late which is this threads whole point, so if i have to live as this troon creature then yes, i would prefer not to feel scared any time i have to show ID and deal with the repercussions that follow. i havent been able to update it yet and the last foreign tsa agent literally laughed in my fucking face when he saw it. fuck you jap if youre reading this
>>545546020It sounds like you don't actually know yourself as well as you think you do.Your model of yourself seems to comprise what others have told you: that you're "narcissistic", raised by "narcissists" (made up term to describe non-normative behavior in Jewish run society). I suspect you were also convinced (groomed) by someone that you are trans, and in choosing to fight loneliness with any company that would present itself, decided to join the cult.The same thing nearly happened to me at 18, but luckily I never went beyond being an androgynous-presenting male. My soul knew trooning out is wrong. But I was in those spaces and I know how they operate. Like you I had a nigger of a father, and when a male has a self-absorbed father that engages in constant histrionics, he doesn't learn how to deal with loneliness properly.Loneliness should be directed inward instead of outward: developing your self-concept in isolation, and through your own labor, which can then be directed outwards when developed.Evidently, whoever encouraged you to mutilate your body is not your friend, so I would suggest telling them to go fuck themselves. Keep any truly reliable friends around, but try to spend time in isolation, discovering yourself and where your soul naturally wants to go.You will almost certainly never achieve the full potential of your masculinity now that you've chopped your dick off, but most men in modern gynocracy don't anyways. You just have to do what you can.Weed and shrooms can help this process, but don't be retarded about it. Consider seeking God. I'm not a strict adherent to Christcuckism, but I won't deny that accepting God or at least some sort of demiurge into my soul has helped me through some hard times. Substances can help you achieve intuitive gnosis about what lurks beyond your perceptions and can help curb the loneliness.And listen to good music. Real, tonal music rooted in the Western tradition, no Jewish record company slop.Good luck fren.
>>545540306Found out over the weekend that one of my best friends from hs has literally become a tranny prostitute. Posted about this yesterday but fuck I'm still coming to terms with it.Mind you we are in our mid 30s and drifted apart in our early 20s (I became depressed and ghosted/isolatedmyself from everyone) but always hoped to one day pick up where with left off. Although I don't have social media I did keep tabs on them.Literally just 2 years ago he was a normal ass dude working as a personal trainer. Even had a kid with his partner he had for at least 5 years. Then bam, suddenly his social media pages couldn't be found then out of the blue on the weekend I checked another old friends page and saw a comment from him but under the name of a woman, but with his surname. Clicked and saw the display pic was him in drag. Thought it was him trolling using AI/filters to mess with people of the past. Did some deep diving with that info and lead me to all sorts of degeneracies, that he really was trans including his alterego stage name which showed me he was infact a full blown irl prostitute and sold vids online.It's so surreal and mind boggling. How TF does a dude in his 30s with a family even get convinced to leave it all to be a prostitute of all things. It's one thing living as a tranny but the whe prostitute thing on top. Getting fucked up the ass and fucking dudes too. What the actual fuck. Makes me wonder what all the other guys in the group thought of this and how they handled it.It's so fucked up. How does this even happen? Let alone to a guy in his 30s with a full blown family who surely would have been less susceptible to online gromming or however it generally happens
>>545547236>its too latewe tried to tell you. we MAGA and your father was always straight with you, boy
>>545547278my father was narcissistic because he acted like a child and would have tantrums and storm out the room and my mom forced us to apologize to him, we all thought it was normal. my entire life growing up was catering to his mental state like a slave never developing my own autonomy until recently. >I suspect you were also convinced (groomed) by someone that you are transno, i trooned because i had a crush on a straight guy who showed me attention but then i would get so mad when he gave girls more attention than me, so at the time i felt powerless like i couldnt do anything except transition for his attention because i realized this is how my life was going to be with every straight guy in my life that i have a crush on. looking back though, i could have just acted more feminine like a fag twink and that would have been enough to signal to him that i would suck his dick if he wanted or something which looking back im sure he would have loved, but i didnt have the confidence to put my feelings out there, so i deemed my body as a male was the problem which is crazy as fuck to do. >Evidently, whoever encouraged you to mutilate your body is not your friend, so I would suggest telling them to go fuck themselves.no one did and i dont have any trans friends, i just wanted a vagina so i could have access to straight men.
I might actually troon out if I move to the US. Wanted to be a woman for a long time at this point
>>545547410>It's so surreal and mind boggling. How TF does a dude in his 30s with a family even get convinced to leave it all to be a prostitute of all thingsdesu i dont know, i was never attracted to women so i cant relate to your friend. i never would have been able to have a normal life anyways even if i didnt troon
>>545548116Thing is. He also has a decently attractive gf now, at least an upgrade to the mother of his children. Though she is a prostitute/escort too
>>545547410Sissy porn probably
>>545540306>societal benefits of being malekek women are vastly more priviliged then men, let me be clear YOU are a disgusting tranny because YOU are a tranime watching antiwhite reddit faggot, simply darwinism.
>>545548292lol this is a clear case of femdom brainwashing just how OP is a victin of Anime brainwashing and antimale hatred (he unironically believes men are priviliged) Its simply darwinism if youre too retarded to not watch that shit you kind of deserve to be gassed
>>545547410>personal trainer roids or other endocrine disrupting performance enhancers. The navy seal to troon pipeline and the body builder to troon pipeline are made of the same stuff. Doesn't help that the food, water, work lifestyle and pollution are disrupting ALL of our endocrine systems at the same time. Even adding just one more stressor can collapse a man already on the brink.
>>545540306>societal benefits of being malename one
>>545540306Show axe wound or didnt happen, faggot op
>>545540306do a flip faggot
>>545550054when i was male it felt like my accomplishments were mine, and i could directly feel how they positively affected my status. when i trooned i genuinely thought that feeling would stay until i realized that no one cares how much you accomplish as a woman. all you are is your body and nothing more, and the strongest positive feedback loop is in how you leverage it. i really miss that feeling of me being my accomplishments. now it feels as though the closest thing to it is feeling them through my future husband by proxy
>>545540306I've been a troon for over 11 years solid now. Deal with it. I literally have been raped and honestly if I still had my dick the guy probably would have killed me. Just calm tf down and use that female privilege.
>>545540306watch this https://archive.org/details/SyntheticPleasures(note the date before watching and remind yourself of the creation date of waht you watched after you watched it)
>>545547933What's so wrong with fags? The solution to your problem was right there but you just ignored it
>>545546202a gender trooning doesnt take 2 years lol. 7 years on estrogen before the majority of your cells have reconfigured.also. she isnt ugly or masculine. she looks mid and slight androgynous. youre just pornsick and retarded
>>545540306Don't worry. A muslim youth will behead you in the next 4-8 years. Have fun until then.
>>545551160Are you single
>>545551236thats my entire point, i was too traumatized and fixated on straight men (most likely to make up from my abusive, emotionally absent father) to learn to be attracted to gay men. i tried back then and it didnt work, but if i tried now if i was a boy i think i could do it. however, its taken me over a decade to get here mentally>>545551297yes and ive been a troon for like a decade.> she looks mid and slight androgynousliterally me> youre just pornsick and retardedim not into women dumb ass>>545551301> Don't worry. A muslim youth will behead you in the next 4-8 years. Have fun until then.pretty sure those types would hijab and wife me up the quickest desu
>>545546020>why are people scared of them? isnt it just like similar skin lips?Uhhh are you retarded? No, neovaginas don’t have the structure or musculature of a real vagina. It’s an artificial hole carved into your body by some sadistic surgeon. I would literally rather cum in your asshole.>>545546202Still cute and still would
should just been a feminine faggot cross dressing getting fucked in your 20s and then "maned up" in your 30si dont blame you however the tranny psyop has been going strong and invaded / ruined cross dressing and feminization communities for over a decade now not to mention the shit in school and doctors pushing ityou are a victim of your time and i feel sorry for you. all you can do now is be vocal about what happened to you and make sure it doesnt happen to others. that your life mission now
>>545540772>man with a pussyit's not even a pussyit also grows hair inside causing perfect bacterial fauna once the strong hair punctures the skin or have hair ingrowns guy needs constant medical care or literally dies due to infectionsto stop the post operation blasphemy to close similar to a wound needs constant dilators applied weekly(?)>>545540306>trooned out of trauma from having a severely narcissistic father figure and now im stuckthis is the worst attention whoring in history (so far) guy could have just taken the emo route like attention whores did in millenials
>>545554055you underestimate how bad shit is in north america. they drug their kids like crazy for big profit and psyoped kids into the tranny fad
>>545545307if I remember correctly they still had dicks and played with it (could reach satisfaction and did so too), but no balls so no offspringsalso depending on the age they done the deballing a lot else was different
>>545540306>>545543344Retard.
I feel bad for troons. The vast majority were quite literally manufactured for some kike/glownigger agenda. I said fuck this goy cattle prison planet npc circus and started doing meth to at least enjoy a few remaining years and was then assblasted by their telepathic DARPA forced compliance gangstalking bot. Upon researching this classified technology, its methods, and who it is used on, I found myself in discords with dozens of others who I can confirm are also being assaulted by these neural interfaces. The troon userbase in these discords is too large to be a coincidence. My guess is that they are blasting you and others with this technology in a subliminal fashion that makes you basically OCD contemplate gender dysphoria until you pull the trigger. As for the why I couldn't tell you, and I also can't tell you why they are gaslighting closet pedophiles into committing mass shootings with this technology either. This is why they all "hear voices", they just don't tell you what the voices are saying because the pattern recognition would be too strong.
>>545545844You can ask around on /b/ or /gif/. I dont got it on hand but ill be around for them when they happen>>545543344Damn shame i say
>>545555008>My guess is that they are blasting you and others with this technology in a subliminal fashion that makes you basically OCD contemplate gender dysphoria until you pull the triggerthey are hundreds of hours or porn music videos or hypnosis these days. there is nothing subliminal about it anymore. the biggest hit however came with discords censorship and now age verification nuking most of the sub communities for good (for now)
>>545540306maybe if kishimoto didnt draw itachi like a ghoul he wouldnt massacre his family
>>545554055two thingsinability to comprehend the diachronic perspectiveand engagement in / with the Fundamental Attribution Error (FAE)>>545554241the subjective term evil manifests from the behavioral traits that are circumscribed by the "cardinal sins", here you have a special subset of synergies from that pool of traits being manifested in both the hunter and the prey group. it works because the traits interlock like clockworkvainglory, sloth, greed, and so on objectively speaking, no judgment or religious advertisement intended
>>545540306I’m deeply, truly sorry the globohomo jews did this to you bro.
Kill your dad and suicide bomb a synagogue.
Same nona. Shits wack I want to kill myself, been transitioning like 7 years now. I don't have my balls anymore, idk if that was the best decision but I'm kinda glad I won't pass this gene on. Haven't really fully committed tho either idk it all feels so icky lol. Sometimes I think copemaxxing and getting a strong masc bf would help a ton so I can act like one
>>545540306>I DONT EVEN HAVE CHOICE TO BE A MAN AND IM STILL GETTING PUNISHEDSo? You had a choice to troon out or not. You deserve to be punished, so shut up and take it like a man, which you are, lmao.
>>545540306Didn't happen
>>545540306>cashing out on societal benefits of being maleThis might be a first. A foid pretending to be a troon.
Bottom surgery ruins the only vaguely interesting thing about troons.
Why wouldn't you keep your dick though
>>545557262the key is to accepting what you are while pushing the boundaries of reality manifesting your will onto what you truly own and control, your self you dont need anything to be you, you will always be the same you even if tomorrow you change your chromosomes with a unknown technology and transform your physical manifestation entirelythe important part is the way, the power you need to push through, to manifest your will. look at your post, you already know whats the next step for you. everybody dies, thats not the point, the important part is the way, the healthy suffering is what we grow from no matter what vision of your self you have.iits about your vision, and its manifestation. if you envision a thing, an item, a song, a picture, a game, anything, thats the human gift, we can build anything we want. you wanting to anhero sometimes is writers block. the lack of the proper tooling to sculpt reality.if it means changing your physical shell from one percieved gender into another or from human to cyborg, machine or species and so on so many people are trapped in the chase, whjen all it needs is to accept the present and the being.you are already what you envision, and you keep improving. thats natural. thats evolution.you and so many other people are at the zenith of human evolution.never despair, never capitulate>inb4 thread gets 404d
>>545540306Not my problem.
>>545545296>most mentally ill men are happythey are not, they are coping.>never skip therapy thou always have some tard wrangler stopping you from doing a heroyeah sounds happy
>>545557262neither of you are nona, you will always be anons
>>545557262neither of you are nona, you will always be anons>look i larp so good i copy how teenage zoomer girls talkhow do you people live without a sense of self awareness
>>545540306Your mental illness was taken advantage of by multiple industries that had a financial incentive to reinforce your delusions. You are a victim, but that doesn't preclude you from also being an asshole. So how do you know people hate you for being trans and not just because youre an asshole?
>>545554055>it also grows hair inside causing perfect bacterial fauna once the strong hair punctures the skin or have hair ingrowns>guy needs constant medical care or literally dies due to infectionsthat's fucking horrifying
Cutting my cock off was the best thing I've done for myself.
>>545558111wastedanywaysremoving it, approximates reality further towards the individual visionfor the end goal it is no longer needed, there is no need to retain it, it is obstructing think of increasing the congruence as a escape from the trap of dissatisfaction with the given physical manifestation.the debate is split between the inability to transcend beyond this perceptive entrapment, realizing you dont need a sterotypical "female" physical manifestation or engage in "female" sexual activities (getting fucked by "the opposing gender" ( male(Female) by male) to actually BE a woman in the spitirual sense. you can think of it more like, the spark of giving and recieving, or dominance and submission, however that has a broader congruence.that is the theoretical approach to the thought.and on the other hand you have those that operate the practical approach to the thought. the makers, the body hackers, basically. the ones that take the tools that are available and put them to use. actually doing it and manifesting visions into reality.from my perspective the theoretical approach to the problem is superior, as the physical manifestation is next to irrelevant for the core issue. the physical manifestation only further engages in the trap dimension if you will, the one that is governed by sensory illusion. nothing actually is what it seems to you to be like !
>>545559099Only if you're a retard and didn't get permanent hair removal before surgery.
>>545540378Yeah, we should talk more about how much change America is gonna get now that it out on a blue dress!
>>545540306time to kys
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