I'm 5'7, autistic, mentally ill, childish, paraphilic, alcoholic, and can't keep a job for more than a month without getting fired. I'm what you'd call "dysgenic". Why would I want to live in a society where I'm still at the absolute bottom except now I have to build tanks and warships for 80 hours a week, or else be killed?What have white people ever done for me except abuse me, ostracize me, and treat me like shit? Having worked around enough black people, I realize I'm closer to them than the average white normalfag. Viewed as some expendable undesirable on the lowest rung of society.
>>545933012I don’t want you on anyone’s side, I want you sideways in a ditch. Fuck off.
>>545933012No one cares, you don’t matter, and the government will literally pay you money to stay away from everyone if you’re fucked up enough.
>>545933162How reassuring, I guess I'll just become a commie then so I can get free shit.
>>545933012You shouldn't vote at all. I dont care what you think because you're a moron.
>>545933012Quit thinking about sides but instead about what you value. If you’re a self absorbed narcissist fine vote for democrats. You can larp heckin empathy while you cheer peoples deaths in marvel socks.
>>545933190I am fucked up enough, I tried getting gibs at first but it's basically pocket change. Believe me, I want to stay away from everyone else too. I'm becoming increasingly agoraphobic.
>>545933267I've never voted before
>>545933333I value living in a world where I'm not first on the list for some Aktion T4 forced euthanasia program, because ultimately that's the society you all envision.
>>545933012They don't force you to build warships at gunpoint, retard. They pay your weird autistic ass lots of money to configure systems on it and meticulously install cables through watertight transits and other boring autistic shit that normalfags don't want to deal with. That kind of job is unironically the best thing you could hope for.
>>545933554I'm the "write 1000 articles on a wiki for preschool cartoons" kind of autist, unlike my dad who essentially does what you've just described.
>>545933469Yup you’re exactly retarded enough to fit in with the democrats. Now start crying about poor heckin trans kids being denied Jewish mutilation.
>>545933012Get a load of ignatius j reilly over here
>>545933012we dont want you on our team, you're a self-admitted dysgenic retard with little to no value, go kill yourself.
>>545933012What side
>>545933012Why should we provide you with resources to live?
>>545933671>if you don't want to be euthanized you support bourgeois decadenceSome logic right there. It's like you can't fathom the world in any terms besides endless culture war goyslop.
>>545933012What's the alternative? Complete chaos?You think any leftist cares about you?Fucking grow up and realize as a man, no one gives a fuck about you.
>>545933012You sound like a Trump voter, you’ll fit in
>>545933012>now I have to build tanks and warshipsThat would be the only way you could have actual purpose in your life. As it stands now you're just a burden and a shit stain.
>>545933662Write some manuals or procedures for it then. There is plenty of weirdo autistic work needed for that kind of project.>inb4 i don't wannaThen find some guy to call daddy I guess. Works for my autismo Zoomette.
>>545933792im probably reading into it too much but the fact OP felt compelled to post asking 'why shoudl i join u guys' indicates that hes yearning for some kind of attention and validation and a desire to be wanted. probably from an absence of that kind of emotional belonging he expected from others
>>545933662My oneitis used to go to work everyday and then when she come home I'd excitedly tell her how I transcribed a bunch of lyrics for songs for free and she would pretend it didn't piss her off. I had it so good. The world's fucked bro just do what you can. Find some ugly bitch to take care of you.
>>545933697Seethe harder fag>>545933741The "billions must die" side>>545933766Basic human empathy o algo
>>545933923maybe he finally wants the dynamic of him chasing after others to be inverted
>>545933012You are only on my side if you are Otaku desu. I don't care about anyone else.
>>545933961Almost everything you've ever heard about whatever youre trying to pidgeonhole was created by outside observers that arent the least bit intelligent. That's why their spam boils down to "look at this meme we made, you made this *posts meme*, how could you ever make this, what is wrong with you"
>>545933012They called from Nigeria they need you there they want to give you all things evil yts don't give you in US. Take next flight.
>>545933012I would never want you on my side for anything, OP. You disgust me
>>545934217whats funny is that OP probably anticipated people attempting to convince him because he falsely believed everybody on here is as dysgenic and indolent as he is.
>>545933012The problem isn't that you're all these things, the problem is that you're selfish.If you weren't selfish you would rather work for a better future for humanity.
>>545933792>What's the alternative?China seems to be doing pretty good>>545933802I've never voted>>545933902It's not like I'm incapable of employment, it's that most employment isn't compatible with my neurology>>545933923It's not that, I'm pointing out how obviously retarded it would be for me to essentially vote for my own death
>>545933952>Find some ugly bitch to take care of you.Women make me deeply uncomfortable. A woman "hit on me" at the stoplight and my entire life nearly collapsed>>545933976>dynamic of him chasing after othersWhat does that even mean>>545934016I'm more into Western animation desu
>>545933012Move to Latin America for 5 years. Then compare. That difference is what your people did for you.The world is at great risk of falling back into a Soviet nightmare. And retards won't see it until it's too late.
>>545934447but why feel the need to express that here? perhaps im ill informed but it doesnt appear that anybody prompted u to make this thread, u posted on ur own volition.>>545934474i know ur autistic but i doubt u are to that extent, why are u trying to play mega derfed?
>>545933012Go join israel's side faggot it suits you better.You cant even work or have a job.You will fit in perfectly with jews>>545933239>>545933334We dont want lazy people
>>545934135Unlike the average poster here who frequently advocates for ethnically cleansing the entirety of India>>545934138>evil ytsWhen did I ever say that retard? >>545934217Seethe I guess>>545934344No, everyone here is a 6' neurotypical chad making six figurs>>545934395>If you weren't selfish you would rather work for a better future for humanityWhen's the last time YOU volunteered at a homeless shelter or food bank?
>>545934138I remember my dad used to estimate that I owed him about 50,000 for all the clothes and food he bought me growing up. I pointed out he didn't buy me any of my close my mom bought them all so he just changed it to I owed him $35,000.Then years later me and my one itis went into business with him probably made him over $200,000 in the space of two or three years we were supposed to get to own the equipment after 1 year we never did he eventually took the equipment and she drank herself to death and years after death he would say how she still owed him $3,000.Yes my dad was a Jew how did you know he was a hippie Jew hippies are the worst scummiest people you'll ever meet. They've got a song about how they shared all their women and all their wine so now they need you to share yours and they'll try to use that it's some weird sexual fashion even if they never actually gave you any bitches or booze. I think it's because he was a Jew but my mom wasn't that's why he thought he could abuse me like a his own pet goyem slave. Some other hippie always tells me well you picked your parents think spiritual pre-infant people pick their parents like a video game I must have picked some fucking challenge run I guess.
>>545934664grow up, ur not hated because ur a FUGGIN neurodivergent autist, ur too indoldent to cultivate any meaningful relationships or do anything of substance with ur life, ur too much of a lazy fuck so u have t ocope by attributing ur inadequacy to ur autism. im an autistic fag to, but i can act as though im sociable, i can feign concern for others and say whats expected of me, i can pretend like im interested in normie shit, u just want to cry and bitch because u know it requires no effort on ur part.
>>545934512>The world is at great risk of falling back into a Soviet nightmareYeah which is just so much worse than what we have now>>545934578Yes, I'm "that" autistic, whatever that means, and I still don't know what you're trying to say>>545934598Israel is using our tax dollars to commit genocide, you think I'd be any better off there, even if I was Jewish? It's the modern day 4th Reich.>We dont want lazy peopleI'm not "lazy", I'm disabled. I've worked 80 hour weeks before and it's a total nightmare. Why would I want to live in a world where that's all there is for me?
>>545934474Then yes there's no need for us to be friends at all
>autistic, mentally ill, childish, paraphilic, alcoholicJesus stop being a victim.
>>545934876Just spend every waking moment of your life being completely fake and performative. Hahaha no thanks buddy good luck with that you're going to give yourself a fucking stroke or heart attack with that shit.
>>545934905>and I still don't know what you're trying to saydo u know what it means to initiate something? like if u spark up a conversation with somebody else?
>>545934664>seethe is the same as disgust(you) disgust me
>>545934876I don't want "meaningful relationships", I want to be left alone.
>>545934993i dont spend all my time interacting with others, but im capable of doing it when i have to.
>>545935034Then go into the woods and build a fucking shack. You can get some cheap land. Why the fuck are you posting on social media if you wanna be left alone? If i was you, I'd KMS because your life has to be absolute hell btw
>>545935034i understand that but if ur too much of a retard to be independent u need a safety net, and u can probably find somebody that pities u enough to be that net. unfortunately, it wont last for long if u cant even fake being a normie.
>>545933012Become a Calvinist for a while. Do what you can, and must, to prove you are spared by God.God leaves us signs, tests, and opportunities that influence the trajectory of our lives. Your current circumstances are the culmination of both your starting point and your choices. Any chance you may have to improve, take it. Get your intuition working properly. Leave your prior circles or even isolate completely if you must, it gives your ego a break and lets you improve on your terms without the potential negative influence of others.Diet, exercise, and live as close to nature as you can. Look into Ray Peat and his nutritional philosophy.Use cannabis and psilocybin intentionally. It is not ideal and I wouldn't recommend it to someone with their shit together but you need to take the neuroplasticity gambit to rewire yourself as much as you can, especially as an adult. It is hard and often confusing but it must be done. Do NOT become a dude weed burnout, USE IT TO FIX YOURSELF.Understand that each day you delay, you are closer and closer to running out of time. RW societies are ultimately about value and what you contribute. They are the "best", and the most "perfect", but also the most brutal and discerning. Have your mind act as the state since the actual state pushes you to be dysgenic, and whip yourself into shape.Your thoughts influence who you are, and they know this. You tell yourself you are autistic, then that is where you remain. You have been led by propaganda to think that all you are capable of is editing children's wikis. Put the kid's games down, allow yourself to feel appalled at the pathetic life you have led so far, understand it may not have all been your fault but now that you are aware you are ultimately responsible for what happens next.I was like you until a few years ago, even down to being a leftist. I left my old circles, abandoned my old "hobbies" and "friends" and worked to elevate my soul. I do not regret it one bit.(1/2)
>>545934948I can't really handle anime, it's too adult>>545934976So what, all those things are fake and gay then? I'm just highlighting how "dysgenic" I am, unless you're claiming I'm totally normal and there's nothing wrong with me>>545934993I never even learned how to mask because I never saw a point, so "high functioning" is kind of meaningless when it's readily apparent to everyone upon first interaction
>>545935006Obviously, what's the relevance of that?>>545935032So what?>>545935105>Then go into the woods and build a fucking shack. You can get some cheap land.That's the plan, not really possible when you're chronically unemployable>Why the fuck are you posting on social media if you wanna be left alone?Why are you in my thread seething and giving me attention?>If i was you, I'd KMS because your life has to be absolute hell btwIt is, but I'll keep living just to spite fags like you
>>545933012Kek at the shitskins pouncing on the opportunity to punch down on a white man in this thread.This guy is still 100x the man you are.
>>545935291I started experimenting with psilocybin this year, it's easily the best drug I've ever done. It got me to quit drinking instantly, it allowed me to process "childhood trauma" in a bizarrely detached, nonlinear way, and yes it did make me realize how fucked up my life really is. But the battle is never won. My main focus is just accumulating capital, that's really the only thing matters right now, but it's always one step forward two steps back.
>>545935291Even if society remains dysgenic after all, after doing everything you know deep down you should be to elevate yourself, you will be so far ahead of everyone else that life will end up being a cakewalk.If society shapes up and shifts right, you will be in the running to be spared.You cannot possibly lose from bettering yourself, but you must start NOW. Especially now that you're aware.Your body is more adaptive to effort and good habits than you think. You can recover much of your genetic potential that's been lost if you go looking for it.Connect with God, and strive towards perfection. Even if it is not attainable, God is Perfection itself, and to strive towards such an ideal is to love and revere God and all that is good.You are running out of time and you are a massive faggot, but I believe in you. I've managed to go from a literal borderline tranny basedfag obsessed with Nintendo to a pretty respectable man in the span of about 5 years. I still have a ways to go, but excuses no longer serve me. It's keep pushing, every day, or fucking die along with the mutt sludge.Approach it like Prussia or Japan: rapidly modernize and industrialize as a response to the shifting world order and worry about the rest later, because those are the stakes of your indefinite faggotry.You probably suffered a lot, as did I, but that is no excuse to be a disgrace, since being such a massive faggot is letting the forces that did this to you win. And there is nothing more contemptible than a coward.Good luck anon.
>>545933012>I'm 5'7, autistic, mentally ill, childish, paraphilic, alcoholic, and can't keep a job for more than a month without getting fired. I'm what you'd call "dysgenic"You should be on welfare for the rest if your life then. I won't call you dysgenic just for being like that. Many people like you actually procreate, especially now that welfare exists in many countries.
>>545935394>living to spite meI don't care about you. You don't matter to me, i wouldn't even solve a captcha to reply to you. You don't spite me, you disgust me, like some shit on the sidewalk, the water in a portapotty, or a dirty sink full of roaches and rotting cheese. I know there are plenty of disgusting things out there, but they don't matter to me as long as they aren't near me. Basically, you're okay as long as you stay the fuck away from me at all times. >why am i seethingI only said that you disgust me, which is a true statement. If I were you, I would commit seppuku out of pure shame.
>>545933012Go blare some rap music from your shitbox, loser
>>545933012Your dignity derives from your status as imago Dei not from psychological normality. You are a human person before you are a collection of deficiencies. Your worth is ontological, not meritocratic. You are not less valuable before God, and that's all that matters.
>>545935519Well that's kind of my point. What does being white matter when all these fags are so vitriolic? When I was living in the worst part of the city, a black woman offered to pay for my groceries when I was that broke. Meanwhile some white ego-tripping middle management boomer faggot called the cops to give me a $600 ticket for stealing a chicken wing from shartmart. I'm not really "white" in the eyes of society, because whiteness comes with implicit expectations of neurotypicality, self-reliance, and conformity to the status quo.
>>545933012You admit you have all this wrong with you, comrade. Perhaps death is better?Make up your mind before someone does it for you, faggot.
>>545935671"Therapy" would be a good place to start if it wasn't infuriatingly useless for someone like me. I don't want to become some insipid normalfag, I want to become the best version of myself. But I don't even know where to start. Whenever I feel like I'm actually making progress, it all falls apart.>>545935778>i wouldn't even solve a captcha to reply to youHmmm, but you just did. Sounds like seething to me>>545935794Why would I do that?>>545935853In stark contrast to the nihilistic destruction of humanity that is fascism. Most christfag larpers on here might as well be Satanist
>>545936301>Make up your mind before someone does it for you, faggot.You'll never get your huwite utopia where you're free to enact state violence against me. Seethe harder fag
>>545936410I do as I please, bitchboi. I'm not a fucking loser like (you).
>>545936500Being a loser is based, you wouldn't get it because you're an easily propagandized normalfag
>>545936569That's why you cried a little while thread?Yeah, you would be better off dead. Lol.
>>545936647Hmmm, well I guess I'll just keep living to spite fags like you. Lol.
>>545935596It seriously is life-changing, but it is an undertaking. It makes you uncomfortable with every aspect of your shitty modern life, as you should be.The nonlinearity you describe: embrace it. The world is a connection of things, but modernity attempts to bureaucratize it all and make it strictly uniform and linear. See connections where they naturally arise and make note of even the most minute of sensations. Investigate your feelings and senses and it will all fall into place.You will realize your "autism" is largely things that were done to you, or otherwise your idiosyncratic way of making sense of, or suppressing, your own natural state within a modern context.If you heal your trauma alongside living well according to nature, it will become clear what you have missed out on, and how to best reconcile that going forward.RW thought is mostly downstream of living according to nature, and observations about what nature entails. You will start to see that RW thought is grounded in a framework of natural law that has been all but erased in modern society. That will give you a starting point from which to embrace RW principles.For foundations of natural law, Plato > Aristotle > Augustine > Aquinas > Machiavelli are good starting points.Augustine is important because he highlights the contrast between the divine and the material which, even if you are not Christian, can give you a great framework from which to view the two realms. Aquinas builds on this concept further.Leftism is pretty much irreconcilable at a certain point, since it is materialist and rather nihilistic both in theory and in practice. Your dysgenic and spiritually degraded state doesn't matter insofar as you are useful by some economic metric, even just as a consumer.Keep getting capital but elevate your soul in parallel, and perhaps use your capital to aid in that end (i.e., moving innawoods), just try like your life depends on it not to be useless and dysgenic and you'll be fine.
pick up a prostitute and have a ride to the woods do your thing
>>545936312Look at this retard thinking solving captchas is mandatory LMAO, he can't even use a computer kek
>>545937056Having autism/ADHD isn't even necessarily that bad, it's OCD and PTSD that really fuck me over. The contents are unusually specific and bizarre so nobody can really understand it, not even me. The most frustrating part is being so in the dark about it. If I even knew the root causes of any of this I might be able to work towards fixing it.
>>545935352That's okay, it doesn't mean we're enemies. We are just not friends.
>>545937178Another reply? Really? If you can't think of a better way to spend your day then you're just as retarded as me
You shouldn't be on the Commie side either. And the fact that people like you see it as a comfort blanket is a disaster for the Left. Old school Commie activists used to actually be competent hard working shop stewards or whatever. There's a real fucking problem if people like you see the Left as their hugbox, because especially in the US, that is what it now is, for lumpens, trannies and students. Sort your life out.
>>545937341Finding out the root cause IS the work itself.Like I said, it will all fall into place, but you must believe it will work out. Look to God.Even if it seems delusional at first, embrace the delusion. What the fuck else do you have to lose, really?Understand re: OCD that some questions truly are not worth investigating, AT ALL, not even for a moment. I suspect a lot of the excesses of OCD are from having too much time, too narrow a worldview and not enough responsibilities. Instead of using their intellect on worthwhile questions, OCDfags waste it on what amounts to nothing. OCD is usually an indicator of good reasoning ability, it is just being pathologically misdirected.Be brutal with yourself and recognize you are a faggot for worrying about worthless scenarios, and question the validity of these Jewish diagnoses to begin with. You might be reinforcing your "OCD" just by virtue of thinking you have it.
>>545937413This type of shit is why you have no friends. I said, as objectively as possible, that you disgust me. In your shoes, I would die out of pure disgust and shame. You don't seem disgusted or ashamed of yourself, and you are trying to "make me seethe" for the sole reason that I called you a subhuman, which you objectively are. You are like the residents of /ptg/, beyond all help in the world. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING can help you. No amount of alcohol, weed, shrooms, lobotomies, roids, workouts, etc. You are absolutely beyond hope as an individual.
>>545937972>This type of shit is why you have no friendsGood
>>545938068If you don't wanna have friends, then why don't you just kill yourself? It's unironically easier than having to endure the absolute torture that is your life. You are better off dead than the way you are.
>>545938135having no friends is good though, the issue with the retard is that he has basically no social mobility because he probably cant talk to others without sperging out, hes basically destined to fail
>>545936410Anyone who dreams of using violence against you is a retard, because your life is already torture. Your life sucks so bad that it would be mercy to kill you, therefore anyone who is using violence against you is actually trying to help you. If that person sets out to harm you, then they are best advised to let you live, that you may suffer as long as possible.
>>545937768It's become far less severe, but when I relapse, "mind over matter" becomes increasingly difficult. I'm asexual, but I'm terrified that I might be attracted to women, or they might be attracted to me. A woman at the stoplight "flirted" with me and I completely lost it. I can't live with the reality that I'm someone women might actually desire, it feels so violating. It rarely happens, which is why I've had a decent grip on it, but it all falls apart so easily when it does. Everyone on here will just call me a faggot and say that men can't be asexual, but that doesn't really help me any. I already lucked out, essentially being biologically immune to foids, but then there's this shit on top of it. What a cruel joke. Like I said, this extreme aversion makes no sense and it feels like it must stem from somewhere. What, I had an abusive mother now I hate all women or something? That makes no sense, but that's the best that these "professionals" can come up with. I'm so tired of it all
>>545933012>autistic ugly retard>anti-white piece of shitinstead of writing all that crap you could have just said “i’m a communist”
>>545938135>>545938545You must be my friend then, because you keep giving me this much attention even though I don't really care about your seething. If you'd kill yourself in my shoes then you sound like a pussy. In a way you're implicitly admitting how strong I must be to continue living.
>>545933012>I wallow in my own weakness>I want you to serve me>I will do nothing to help you...OK, then why would we want you on our side? You sound like a piece of shit
>>545938717Anyone who doesn't want to slaughter every black person they see is "anti-white" now. You can't even comprehend how delusionally deranged you are.
>>545938885>pretends not to understand, thus making discourse impossibleYou sure sound like a leftie
>>545938875I don't want you "serving" me faggot
>>545939009>what have white people ever done for meThat is what you wrote in your OP dude
>>545938963Who cares
>>545939048You expect me to worship "muh people" when they all wish I never existed
>>545938885Im done being concerned about the niggers. If we're basing our claims to this land in terms of ancestors, they have just as much right to be here as any of the antebellum families, and infinitely more than anyone who arrived after the 19th century.If my ancestors were alive today they would tell me to ally with the niggers against ZOG and their curry shutting serviles.
>>545938885go hang yourself already you little retard
>>545938885>slaughter every black person they seeon board, patriot
>>545939149Yes, American culture has always been influenced by black culture and continues to be today>>545939192I can't take you seriously when I imagine reading this in an Irish accent jej
>>545933012All I will say is start working for a university with a multi-billion dollar endowment, they will hire literally any anyone.
>>545939149if ur ancestors would say that they mustve been the most inbred southern hick retards out there kek
>>545933239You'll get a free bullet in the head. Read some history you fucking moron.
>>545939140Because manchildren are a liability, grow up and stop being a faggot
>>545933012Just vote for the right people. Gather in that way, the right way. It does do something, as we saw.Team red was never on your sideNot saying team blue completely aligns with your views but, at least for now, advocate for socialism, like unironicallyJust because you didn't win the gene lotto shan't me you should live a shit lifeAnd this gross neglect from shallow husks of society towards people that are different is exactly why crazy people get into power and make things worse for allEven Hitler came from neglect, and gathered people of a fallen country to rise. We know the rest.Don't worry anon, love will prevail, hate will lose.
>>545939318you cant laugh when you’ve literally stated you’re an anti white, commie, sexless manlet.stop breathing our air.
>>545938404>having no friends is good thoughI disagree. What you call "the retard has no social mobility", I call the retard not being able to make 1 friend at any job. Humans are pack animals. >but Hyperboreans are individuals and prefer their own companyWe are not discussing a Hyperborean here
>>545939816topkek
>>545938551Again with the determinism. You decided you're asexual at some point and now your very normal heterosexual urges seem to go against your made-up identity label.Just read the shit you write and imagine Kramer from Seinfeld or some other sitcom goofball saying it, that is the level of delusion you have dug yourself into. It probably does stem from your abusive mother somewhat as we map archetypes onto people we've never met based on past experiences.Someone flirting with you is not them violating you, it is a normal part of life, or at worst a nuisance. Get over it. I used to dig myself into these pseudo-logical rabbit holes so I kind of get where you're coming from, it pretty much comes with the territory in leftism too. But at some point you have to just knock it off. Your own fatalistic view is keeping you a perpetual faggot and you have to know it and call yourself out on it.By all means, get some small wins, improve your life and be proud of yourself, because earlier anon was right, you are expected to have had this figured out probably 10+ years ago and no one gives a fuck if you missed out on it. Be the father for yourself you clearly never had and try to raise a masculine "son" in doing so. Again, Prussia, Japan. You didn't have the luxury of foresight and now you're on borrowed time. Get your fucking shit together and stop worrying about people "violating" you at a traffic light. Shit she could have bent you over and started fucking you with a dildo and I'd say the same thing, let alone FLIRTING WITH YOU, that is how bad you have let it become. It is your own self-imposed faggotry. I lived this mental prison myself but you must choose to break out by any means necessary. >>545937972 anon is right to an extent, but I don't believe you are truly beyond help. It is, however, up to you to prove that once and for all.You wanna really pwn this guy? Win in life harder than him instead of replying to him. That's what being a man actually is.
>>545939939>Humans are pack animalsJust admit you're goycattle already
>>545940225u realize that everything u do is socially mediated right? epistemology for instance is a social process, u are only an individual because theres a collective to contrast urself from, u can laugh at normies without sounding like a faggot and spamming 'goycattle' (which ironically more and more normfags are using the term now)
>>545938731>you are strong because you persist in the torture chamber that is your misbegotten existenceYou are wrong on several levels. First of all, if I was you, I would kill myself not out of weakness, but out of shame and disgust. Secondly, and more importantly, overcoming the survival instinct is what one should take pride in. Taking pride on one's own survival instinct is the purest mark of a coward. You would never throw your life away for anything because you are too scared of death. Therefore your life has no substance. You were never a warrior in any past life. You say it takes strength to live? I say it takes strength to die. You are like a shrivelled, misshaped apple that hangs on the tree until January, when it simply rots. It is cowardice that holds you to the branch. But don't worry, retard anon. Most Americans are as cowardly as you, if not more. If they weren't, the Epstein list would have been lynched already.
>>545940191I know it sounds ridiculous, that's why it makes no sense. When something that seemingly insignificant happens I have severe panic attacks that last for hours and my entire body is locked into fight-or-flight mode. Once the adrenaline dumps I feel like I can barely move. It's like I'm being attacked by my body and don't even understand why. At a certain point I'm just fighting biology. It used to be so much worse, which is why when it happens nowadays I forget how obliterating it feels. Saying "man up faggot" is a thought-terminating cliche.
>>545940225>anon doesn't know how to bypass captcha>calls me goycattleMind your tone when speaking to a Hyperborean.
>>545940607do u look cute and feminine?
>>545940366That was an obvious shitpost. But I'm the "autist">>545940514TLDR
>>545940683No, I look like a fat bearded ogre
>>545940758fuck
>>545939816Hey on an unrelated topic, should i come live in Ireland? Muttland is turning into an absolute wasteland
>>545940704TLDR is you're a coward, and apparently an illiterate one too
>>545940835if ur too much of a pussy to stay and fight in ur own land, what makes u think itll change much if u move places? how can u even call someobdy else a coward when this is ur mindset
I think OP has exposed how normie 4chan has become, normies are cursed beings that cause suffering until they themselves suffer, ouroboros bound hylics. Also thoughts on this drawing?>>545940905Stop pretending to be an Anon.
>>545940941Good question. It's because America is a lost cause if you're a white male. There is no point in "standing and fighting". Stand and fight for what? For whom? With whom? American "whites" would just backstab me. USA isn't even a real country btw, just a vassal state to Israel. Not only that, but I wouldn't want my kids growing up in this third world fucking shithole. Let the niggers and the Jews have Muttmerica, it's literally not worth fighting and dying over. >but this shithole is over 50% whiteIf you don't count coal burners, that number is less than 40%. It's over for USA anon. >muh gunsOnly used to shoot up schools
>>545941095Go back to your tea and crumpets before i call the cops on you for posting on 4chan you literal Anglo. You gave birth to the worst country on the planet
>>545941203>over 50% whitethis will always be a misleading stat until we collectively boot out the hwite Latinos and hwite pajeets and hwite Arabs.
>>545941203the point of fighting is destruction, the USs demise must be accelerated if europe can live. use ur gun privileges to ur advantage, do a lulz in minecraft at a synagogue, disseminate ur message, do literally fucking anything.
>>545933012>I'm 5'7, autistic, mentally ill, childish, paraphilicsounds jewish. odds say you're brown.
>>545933012You aren't, you're a natural leftist and slave in waiting due to your spiteful resentment against the strong and beautiful.
>>545940607>It used to be so much worse, which is why when it happens nowadays I forget how obliterating it feels.Then you're doing relatively alright. I don't think this thread is a good use of your time however, as all you are doing is allowing others to reinforce to you that you are a dysgenic faggot, thereby catering to your histrionic desire for attention, positive or negative. Which I guess could be alright if you use it as motivation out of spite, but I don't think that's what you're doing here.>Saying "man up faggot" is a thought-terminating cliche.That's the point. It's something you can tell yourself to quickly remind you of what is actually important at this moment, which is not being a faggot.
>>545940941>stay and fight in ur own landNot my land btw, boomers have made sure of that. I literally can't own a house despite working my ass of 7 days a week.
>>545941203You are projecting hatred onto OP for shit he cannot help for shit you acquiesce too. Pointing out the low spiritual state of modern whites isn't wrong but excusing it is.
>>545941375The people that can do this are literally working 2 non-benny jobs, despite their parents and grandparents only having to work one government job with guaranteed pension.
>>545940835meh. it’s alright. dublin is full of niggers. and in my tiny town there’s more and more ragheads. our govt is pretty libtarded and we have many, many “college educated” libtard midwits too.
>>545933012>I'm 5'7, autistic, mentally ill, childish, paraphilic, alcoholic, and can't keep a job for more than a month without getting firedyou would suffer less in my preferred version of the world because you would not existit is in your interests to cooperate
>>545941275>Literal Anglo. Not everyone who lives in the British Isles is English. Labour Party can suck on a hedge strimmer as far as I am concerned.
>>545941452I'm not a coward. I would rather seppuku than fight for ZOG. Do you know how hard seppuku is, especially if you want to live? Furthermore i would gladly give my life to kill every Jew and boomer alive. >>545941480>boomers ruined the countryAnd fire is hot>>545941490I get along fine with ragheads, as long as they're antisemitic. Ragheads are the only ones even close to my levels of antisemitism.
>>545941322Ok but we need to start by gassing the Jews. Jews first, everyone else later. Don't let Jews use niggers as golems. Go directly for the head.
>>545941988they already are golemn
>>545942055Obviously, but we Hyperboreans must ignore the golem and kill the Jew directly. Without Jews, the golem will not fight cohesively. If we destroy the brain, the body goes haywire.
>>545941766Societal improvement takes more than killing, it takes networking and co-operation, good will even.
>>545942187they hate us regardless, they dont need any kind of organization. thats the entire reason jews import them here, they dont have to cooperate with them much and can rely on them killing whites by virtue of them naturally being niggers. of course they pump out anti-white propaganda but their own tendency toward violence made it an inevitable consequence
>>545942227Absolute anglo take. Let me be very clear: killing every Jew solves every problem. Any problem that remains unsolved is meaningless, because the resulting race of Aryans will not be fazed by it. Aryans can travel between the stars, and also live forever. As soon as the last Jew dies, the true Aryan can be born, and the world will be his. There will be a golden, Jew-free age afterward.
>>545942300The mud golem is interesting because its primitive brain allows it to be turned against its Jewish master. At any rate, no matter how primitive and violent the mud golem may be, and no matter how bad his intentions towards the wax golem may be, the true enemy of the Hyperborean is the Jew. Once the Jews die, the Hyperboreans will easily be able to deal with the niggers. As a superior being, a Hyperborean is able to dominate the mud golems, but he is also able to coexist peacefully with them. You underestimate the sheer power of a true Hyperborean.
>>545942600man shutcho bitch ass up fuck nigga gimme yo money right now
>>545942692(YOU DIED)
How do you explain to a nigger that he should go rob Shekelstein instead of you? Does it look like i got money? Jews steal it all. You rob me, a white man, you might get a couple bucks and a chicken sandwich with mayo. Go rob Moshe, you fucking primate.
>>545942451Destroying their intelligentsia/banking elite is a step. They act as a superorganism which discards easy targets to save their intelligentsia/banking elite.
>>545942980>elitesYou mean Jews? Let me put it to you like this. Kill the top 10 richest Jews, and 90% of problems stop, including all wars. Kill the rest of the Jews, and Earth will be a utopia until the end of time.