Lord Jesus please forgive me for what I’ve done and the people I’ve hurt
>>546014174You're forgiven, go out and do it again and in case you feel guilty come back again.
>>546014174You should watch Trainspotting to motivate you.
>>546014174Gotta switch to valium and do the ashton manual. Taper even slower if need be.
>>546014263Unfortunately the pills are not prescribed and I don’t have enough to do a proper taper
>>546014174Stay on that grind because next thing won't invent itself.
>>546014174Go clean your penis and go to bed Jordan.
>>546014174Describe your current situation op.
>>546014174>tf>tpit's okay, peterstein.just goon to your whore daughter to help get through it.
>>546014174
>>546014174taper slowly, switch to diazepamstopping cold turkey can be dangerous
>>546014338go to a doctor ffs
What possessed you to use benzos in the first place? Very boring drug category. Anxiety is excitement and vice versa. Do you want to sleep forever? Eventually you will, and it doesn't even take long, life is short.
>>546014174Taper, & try and get some peyote, when you aren't physically dependent. Godspeed, you fucking Leaf.
>>546014461The pills are not prescribed to me and I don’t have enough to properly taper (I am still tapering)
>>546014174You are already forgiven, but you'll only accept this forgiveness if you forgive the world.
>>546014174Hang in there anon. I believe in you. I’m not a jeet so you can take my compliment without it hurting your conscience.
>>546014538Go see a doctor as others have said. You will not get in trouble, they will just make sure you don't die.
>>546014600>>546014489I know I won’t get in trouble but it can put my job in jeopardy temporarily (2-4 years) and no it’s not confidential, trust me. This is why I’m begging you guys for help
>>546014538so what, the doctor is not a cop, he has medical confidentiality, and you have a serious medical condition now
>>546014600Checked and this. I almost never tell anyone to go to the Dr., but this is a reason. Just don't let them get you on SSRI's. (You) only want to get sober, not on something else.
>>546014174Just take one the dope sickness will end.
>>546014338If you were taking a heavy dose you should absolutely go to a doctor or hospital. You can literally die. In Canada they will almost certainly give you enough to survive. Don't abuse it.
>>546014174Take some valerian root, kratom and kava. I always loved benzos but I'm glad I never let myself take them long enough to get hooked on them. Terrible stuff.
>>546014174you have been in "withdrawal for over 3 weeks retard internet begger
>>546014667I told you what to do. Your doctor will prescribe them if you tell them what's going on. For them not to would be medical negligence.
>>546014667dude doctors do this for alcoholics all the time, he has medical confidentiality
>>546014174talk to me the day you quit heroin cold turkey.
>>546014734>>546014710>>546014704>>546014682I know the doctors will help but it puts my job In jeopardy. As I mentioned in my other thread I once cold turkey for and lasted 6 weeks. I was on it for 2 months consistently everyday at 1.5mg but since the tapering I’m at 4 months now at around 0.5mg and occasionally I don’t take it for 5 days so I can take a lot especially during stressful events
>>546014667>no it’s not confidentialYou could die. How much are you taking?
>>546014734this won't do shit after heavy benzo abuse, he needs medical attention
>>546014876>>546014861
>>546014174How high was your daily dose?
>>546014861How? Your job can't question what the doctor prescribes you.
>>546014495You don't understand anxiety if you think it boils down to excitement. Ever have serotonin sickness you dumb nigger bitch?
>>546014861You need to fucking stop. That's the problem. It's not going to stop until (You) decide it will. Maybe you need Testosterone.
>>546014896It wasn’t heavy and wasn’t abuse >>5460149022 months 1.5mg of klonopin >>546014934Actually yes, it’s obligated by law
>>546014861>but it puts my job In jeopardy
Stop falling for this gullible retards he has been doing this for a long time under different flags. He is a jeet using a vpn and he will make it sound like he is dying and drop a bitcoin wallet to ask for dinations
>>546014174Yeah fuck that shit. Heroin just from smoking every day was bad enough. I don't think I'd make it with benzos.
>>546014947Stop what
I've been on benzos for 15 years, but I'm bat shit crazy and the Dr said I'll never come off them. Ativan. Go see the Dr you can get whatever your on to keep you from dying.
>>546014983it's pilot leaf he's paid to shit up the board he also did several ama threads admitting it himself
>>546014955Rough. You should go to a hospital and tell them frankly that you need help. Withdrawal without the ability to taper is hard and potentially lethal.
fuck you pilot leaf btw do a flip faggot
>>546014830Did Bukele force your hand on that one or what
>>546015046see>>546014983you gullible fucking retard. A jeet is literally tricking you
>>546014174Weed withdrawal myself while I wait for my next shipment. Hot and have a headache, zero appetite, but I really enjoy the vivid dreams
>>546014257And Requeuim for a Dream.
>>546014946No, because I'm not retarded and never fucked with my serotonin levels to such a degree.
>>546015142>Weed withdrawal*stifled laughter*
They aren’t refilling my klonopin anymore, I have epilepsy(don’t know if I still need it?)and leg tremors
>>546015046In my case it’s not lethal because I was on it for a relatively short period of time and a relatively low to moderate dose and I’ve already cold turkeyed for 6 weeks when I was on my heaviest continuous dose (before I knew the consequences). First 10 days were hell, after I was functional
>>546014174why don't you ask the people you've hurt for forgiveness, instead of some dead rabbi? like what the fuck man, are you schizo too?
>>546014667You are nutrient deficient, no doubt. To start with, get on a METHYLATED multivitamin and mineral supplement immediately. If I knew more about you, I could give you better advice.
>>546015252Honest question, what does epilepsy feels like? What does a seizure look like I
>>546015287You aren't on withdraw if you still are taking it every month the last couple of months jeet scammer this isn't how withdrawal works>>546014983>>546015316This is us whites are losing because gullible retards like you fall for these jeets preying on your humility. Eventually he is going to drop a bitcoin wallet be a good fucking goy and make sure to give this "not a jeet" money to help his "withdrawals" until he makes enough scamming you to buy a visa and steal your job
>>546014955that's still high, dosage for anxiety and panic attacks is usually 0.25 mgI don't know man, I can't recommend you to start drinking heavily. Maybe something like gabapentin or baclofen could help.
>>546015316You are right, I don’t have pills for another 6 days and it’s been 7 days since I haven’t taken it because I experienced an extremely stressful event. I take all the magnesium’s, valerian root and a multi mineral pill everyday the mineral pill does make me feel nauseous tho. What do you need to know about me, I’ll describe everything
>>546015419What? I’ve been told 0 to 0.5 is considered low and 0.5 to 2 is considered moderate. I see some people online that take 6 mg a day
>>546015417>Eventually he is going to drop a bitcoin walletif so then just report him for beggingalso I think your pic >>546014983 are several people, because I know that Dutch benzo poster from the general on /int/
>>546015417>Say you are a druggie >Then ask for moneyJeet or not, no one would give them money. Lol
>>546014338>taking benzos recreationallylmao zoomers
>>546015340The best feeling I can describe is…like you’re about to nod off
i took my first effexor todayfelt like i was on amphetamine
>>546015246Go look it up brownie
>>546015528He literally said almost the same thing with the same pepe images under an American and Canadian flag you gullible fucking retard>>546015561That's why he is trying to prey on your empathy to act like he is suffer the same act he has been doing for months.
>>546015509higher dose range up to 6 mg/day is for treating epileptics
>>546015445did you have any experience with demons prior to this?
>>546015103nah, id been using for about 15 years then one day I said fuck it. used the last i had smoked a cigarette and never again been clean more than ten years now not even smokes. except for christmas and my birthday (I allow myself a good glass of single malt occasionally).
>>546014750Benzo withdrawal lasts 6 months, juden peterstein had to be put in a coma because of how bad it was
>>546015445What specific symptoms bother you the most? Any major diseases? I am something of a medium as well, so I will take your own perceptions of your problems and use them as a starting point to add to my second sight, if you want me to?
You faggots are fucking hopeless participating in a blatant scammer thread so you can talk about what meds you are on which no one gives a fuck about. Make sure to give the "Canadian" all your money>>546015683that's like calling cirrhosis of the liver "withdrawal" you stupid retard no that's dealing with the body damage you caused to yourself>>546015716make sure to give the jeet money when he drops hit bitcoin wallet stupid bechod>>546014983
>>546015419.5mg is standard.25mg comes with tablets that dissolve in your mouth, the pharmacy has to order them because they don’t stock them
>>546015765how many of you are new and never seen pilot leaf larps before?
>>546015509>6mg a dayive been on 0.5mg for 10 years and just taking another .5 makes me drowsy, i once took 2mg by accident and it near instantly put me to sleep
Why don’t they prescribe Valium anymore? I hate all the new stuff they’re making.
>>546015840I’ve been taking it for more than 15 years and it doesn’t knock me out anymoreI have to take more than 4mg or 8 pillsMy tolerance is through the roof
>>546015826I don't care I have seen these threads before and he drops a way top donate money before
>>546015973never seen pilot leaf ask for money but maybe dude is a rat anyway
>>546015765>>546015765Problem with Peterson is that his daughter Michaela is mental, an alternative health nut that puts her father through very questionable "stem cell therapy'' by a known third worldoid quack who has already made victims. I sometimes think she might be a Munchausen case.
>>546014667can't you do kratom? in the interim? or is that only for opioids
>>546015919I think that much puts you in risk of stroking out during withdrawal
>>546015613Effexor WILL fuck your world of you ever try to get away from it.The half-life of the drug is extremely short
>>546014955That’s too much. You will be in withdrawal for weeks and weeks. You need to tell your doctor exactly the predicament you are in. They will help you taper down safely. If you can’t will yourself into doing that, please just contact a family member and tell them what you need to do. They’ll help you organize things with your doctor, they can give you a ride , etc. What you cannot do, is continue to suffer alone
>>546014174It can kill you by heart attack or stroke. You really should check into a withdrawal campus where you can be monitored. Or hire someone to be a live-in nurse for the next two weeks to stay by your side.
>>546016141yes, i've read so. i'm on 75mg extended release for the moment. if it's brain zaps then i will survive, i used to abuse a lot of mdma when i was in my 20's and know what it feels like. rest i'll survive with weed, kratom, maybe some noopept and other shit i guess. of course if i ever get off i will taper down with my doctor's guidance etc. but i did hear bad stories about withdrawals. would you like to elaborate btw? any insight or personal experiences?
>>546016267>>546016173The first two months is when I was on 1.5mg everyday and I cold turkey and I last 6 weeks. Now I’m at less than 0.5 and I take it 4 times a week on average.
>>546015801you're quite right, here next to the pills they also have it in liquid form, 10 ml droplet bottles containing 0.1 mg per drop
>>546016391Well I’m at 0.3 right now (daily average if you do the calculations)
>>546015716I am 21 years old, no diseases, I am 6’4 at 195 pounds. I have extreme brain fog and extreme anxiety. I get extremely depressed when I wake up and often have terrible nightmares everyone around me tells me that I started screaming
>>546016342take into account that the elimination half-life of the drug is up to 2-3 daysI was thinking, the internet gray market alternative to baclofen and gabapentin is phenibut, if that is still available, that could help you to kick the benzos
You the wife beater?
>>546016280Was on the same dose as you, for about seven years. Took it for social anxiety. It worked great… as long as you don’t miss a dose. Ram out and missed two days and ended up on the floor, crying in the fetal position.Decided I didn’t need it anymore, and tried to taper. Was counting the tiny beads in the capsules and could only remove two tiny beads a week to avoid withdrawals. Still had the zaps for over a year.Ask the Doc for something else
wiki says phenibut is still available in Canadatake care however, only use it for a short while to taper off from the klonopin
>>546014934That's just not true depending on what he does.
>>546014174you'll be fine. Just don't do drugs ever again and give testimony of your suffering to youth
>>546016638>Ram out and missed two days and ended up on the floor, crying in the fetal position.was it caused more by like the mental state during the withdrawals or physical? >Still had the zaps for over a year.fucking hell! i guess that's definitely on the cards after 7 years of use though. probably takes the brain some time to regulate itself again. scary stuff
I send you strength, leafbro. I hope you're under the care of a doctor and that one day in the future this is all a distant memory for u.Much love, my maple syrup eating frenXxxx
Just go detox in the hospital, turn yourself in to the acute behavioral department while you're there. Voluntarily committing yourself will look good in your upcoming spousal abuse divorce
I would not recommend using phenibut at this time for any reason
>>546016890WTF you’re talking about
I was on paxil for 10 years. This year I tapered off of it, maybe 5 months ago. It was the worst experience of my life by far. Honestly don't know how I made it. Extreme withdrawals for about a month. Followed by crippling depression. I'm not the same person anymore. Likely still recovering. I've read it could take years. I'm way more serious, sad, sober. Haven't felt good since. Not sure anything can help me. Doctors just want to put me on different fucked up meds but I have PTSD from that experience. Pretty crazy doctors just prescribe this shit to ppl Willy nilly. Morally and ethically bankrupt industry. Brain zaps and vertigo are the easy part. People should stay away from doctors
>>546016885It was more mental than physical.It works if you need it. I finally learned how to like myself and not give a shit how others thought or perceived of me, so I got off of it.So very tough though
>>546016792yeah, I stand corrected on that one
>>546014174Been there. Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, anon. Check it out.
My mom got brain damage and permanent psychosis from cold-turkeying benzos. Go to the fucking hospital.
>>546016525Find a way to get on low dose Adderall. I know it sounds counter intuitive but it helped me quit benzos from 2mg+ daily for 10 years to .25 every now and then and I'm about to hop off completely. I'm being serious amphetamines can repair your brain and you will only focus on shit that matters if done right. Also testosterone but you are pretty young
>>546014174Your nerves are composed mainly of fat and when they fry like after heavy drug abuse they become excellent marinade for a sirloin or T bone steak.
>>546014174How many fucking weeks have you been in withdrawal already? I'm starting to think you make one of these threads every time you fail to score enough to keep your addiction going.
Do you literally have two threads up at once about this?
>>546014174I took 30 4bars at one time and didn't get a stomach pump.I also spent a week at the looney bin when I woke up.
>>546016590>>546017263I came here to ask the same thingOP we need answers.
>>546016983There 3 concurrent threads by a Canadian(s), all of the same nature, it was logical to assume you were the Canadian wife beater in the catalog; or the Canadian doing confession in another. All of the same self-loathing nature
>>546017201Pretty much this but I’m doing way better than the previously threads. You must taper very slowly >>546017091Yeah I learned the hard way thankfully I don’t have brain damage because I have barely developed a tolerance and I’mGetting better as timeGoes by
>>546014667i am a doctor bro. just go. its confidential. only thing we report if you say you will kill yourself or harm others. or if you come to office driving and drunk. rest is confidential.... so don't be hard on yourself get help dude
>>546017299>>546017263I have 3
>>546017046thanks for sharingi got it prescribed for my lethargic depression and executive dysfunction, switched from citalopram after it plateau'di'm waiting for an adhd assessment in january so hopefully it helps me til then at least
>>546016983>>546014468Someone posted a similar meme also a Leaf, and about hurting their wife. Their one reaction to commenters was a post about benzos.
>>546017359So you ARE the guy. Go to the fucking hospital you shameful fiend before you die
>>546017333It’s the job that will find out. They do drug tests. Can you prescribe me klonopin so I have enough to properly taper? I can’t take this anymore
>>546017359Checks out.
>>546017403Very small world this evening
>>546017394Good luck mate
>>546016525First off, stop doing all drugs. Yes, even weed. Especially weed. You can still do nicotine and coffee if you want. Take methylated multivitamin multi minerals. With selenium and zinc included in the supplements. That is the baseline. Get into herbal tea drinking for calming and sleep at night. There are tonnes of good herbal teas to pick from, to help you rest.Drop all your friends who actually are not your friends. You know who I mean. Start trusting your own intuitions about people. Your intuition is your most neglected sense. You try to tamp it down and pretend it's not there. This is a self destructive trait. Your intuition is there to help you heal. When you revive it, and act like the member of the royal priesthood for which you know you belong, you will walk in good health and peace.
>>546014174Why dont you pray to a god who refuses to let his followers die on a cross? They might actually listen unlike Jesus who's just a dead Jewish prophet
>>546017148OH MG GOD, I am on 10mg on adderal the last 4 days. My friend gave me 5 pills and it did help with the brain fog but the crash is horrendous
>>546017818The only drug I do is benzodiazepines and the last 4 days Adderall but I only have 1 pill left. I don’t drink coffee, I have never done weed, I don’t drink alcohol or smoke
>>546014538>The pills are not prescribed to me and I don’t have enough to properly taperFucking die already!
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE
>>546018069Look here you little young nigger just see a fucking doctor as scary as it sounds right now. Don't go in suicidal or on any bullshit just tell him you get it sparingly from buddies and it has worked for you and you want to take it how it's meant to be taken. You will be suprised how eager they are to help with self conscious people all of a sudden. If its because you have a CDL just carry a few bottles of fake piss on you but dont keep getting shit 'here and there' or you won't even have a job to go back to and be anxious about you little shit
>>546018421Oh I’m a trucker alright just not a trucker on the roads :/
>>546014174>Lord Jesusanon, you are hallucinating jewish sky daddies. I hope you get through this.
>>546014174Go to a detox, dude. Quitting benzos on your own is not a good plan. Shit can kill you.
>>546015626That ain’t shit, you pussy. Go get a real drug withdrawal and get back to us.
>>546014489>>546014667This fucking bullshit right here. Medical in confidence is such horseshit now days, its meant to be IN CONFIDENCE. If you go to a doc and admit you have a serious problem and need help they will help you BUT, it will just come at the cost of your career and livelihood. Such a crock of shit.>>546014338Valium isn't prescribed? THEN GO BUY SOME.
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>>546014174what's benzo?
>>546014896I took 8-12mg of Xanax for a year and a half almost everyday and it worked for me long ago. To each their own though. Might not work for everyone. I didn't have a seizure. Maybe I was lucky.
>>546019013benzo mama
>>546019077How is that even possible. That’s such a high dose. Did you quit cold turkey
>>546018069Good luck junkie leaf, here's a tip: whatever you do don't get arrested during your benzo withdrawals, because many correctional officers won't believe you and think you're malingering to get sent to a medical ward, and they'll let you puke all over your cell without sending you to medical. If you get really unlucky and go into convulsions during the jail graveyard shift, the C.O. on duty might not check on you for an hour or more and by then your body will have started to go cold.t. former jail employee
rooting for youI'm a pussy who won't even quit potI can't wait for you to be the next you, the healthier good choices you Anon. best wishes and seek harmony
>>546014174Just taper off bro. Keep a diary of every pill you take and at what time. I got off Xanax by switching to Valium (longer half life) and cruised out of a 3mg per day prescription of Xanax to 1 mg per day in 2 months.Then I just went to Valium for a month and stepped off.It's not as bad as they say you just have to take some pain. If it doesn't hurt a little you're not tapering properly.Also, your duration of taking is six weeks.That's nothing.
I just want you retards to know the Jews are winning because you stupid retards are easy to manipulate with fake stories like OP is doing
