I’m going to kill myself later
>>546018418>I’m going to kill myself laterGovernment or private?
>>546018418Are you a jeet?
>>546018418can i get one with sprinkles before you go?
>>546018418Choke on them.
>>546018418yes thank you
>>546018461Yeah>>546018449No
>>546018514>NoDont kill yourself anon. Things will get better. Get a hobby. Live on, live on spite, let the anger and hate fuel your desire to make the world yours.
>>546018514https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyYfq9ajk6s
>>546018581I’ll legit just end up in jail
>>546018418Can I have sex with your mother first?
>>546018418I was going to buy doughnuts this morning, but I didn't.
>>546018461i want the sprinkels tho
Just go to the hospital man
>>546018418You've been going to kys for a while, leafbro. Glad you haven't.But hey... here's an idea.You're going to die soon anyways right?Try Speed. Adderall.Order some amp paste from Germans on the dark web.I think you'll find yourself a lot suicidal when you do.Just an idea.
>>546018581>let the anger and hate fuel your desireHe could just be horny? Canadians are like that.
>>546018418I'll take a chocolate sprinkles one for the road. Also... fly high, jeet
>>546018418Please reconsider
>>546018620Why jail?
>>546018418Blueberry cake donut for me. Also do a flip.
>>546018642A lot LESS suicidal, lol
Don't waste the chance to cause chaos you idiot Making a wagie cop shoot you dead is way better
Suicide is reddit
>>546018418Yay suicide donuts
>>546018418dont be a pussy there is work to be done
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/3JhRokyFrMw
>>546018514If you're going out, at least take some jeets with you
>>546018418Don't do that fren, we love you. But enjoy the donuts.
>>546018674I’m going through benzodiazepines withdrawal and I am unstable and feel like A cornered animal
>>546018741Behavioral units ARE horseshit.Meds are useful, but finicky.Who gives a fuck if they placate you?Suicidal ppl are literally on death row, you stupid fat fuck
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mF2ErWHFbSw
>>546018445ouch.>>546018620are you gonna film it? is this your dairy or your diary? do we have (you) to farm or are you actually dumb and just not going to sleep after drinking a liter of water to wake up tommorow and see what you can do that's outside?Have you eaten anything "fresh" today? You actually require fresh veggies or fruit once a day to stay healthy.Did you drink all your water? Are you crashing from Caffeine high and nobody warned you? Are you coming off a failed pairbond, had sex without having any children out of it? (includes masturbating)Is this political?
I want powdered jelly filled and the Boston cream
>>546018784Is your wife a frog?
>>546018741Him killing himself is so much better. Tard. No one forces you to take meds, you can refuse to be prescribed them.You sound like you need a little sojourn yourself
>>546018418"I'll take a jelly, eh?"
>>546018784Can't you go to a hospital or something?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwH2UWpKcUc
If I were going to kill myself anyway, I'd be sure to take out some evil motherfuckers before I go.People who commit suicide without doing that are the most selfish assholes in the world.Just my opinion.
I got a donut earlierIt fell out of the bag onto the floor when I picked it up but I ate it anywaysWas alright. Hit the chocolate craving I had.
>>546018784I dont even know what that word means
>>546018784I see, well call the hospital and ask them to help you. This website says This point deserves separate emphasis because the instinct to say “just stop taking it” is strong, particularly for family members who are frightened by what they see the drug doing. That instinct is wrong and can be dangerous.Abrupt benzodiazepine discontinuation can cause seizures and delirium that can be fatal. This is not a rare outcome; it is a pharmacological certainty in anyone who has developed physical dependence, at any dose, for any duration. A family member who encourages someone to stop cold turkey, or who withholds medication in an attempt to force abstinence, is creating a medical emergency risk. Call emergency services. https://www.addicted.org/addiction/benzodiazepine/how-to-help-someone-with-a-benzodiazepine-problem/
>>546018854>People who commit suicide without doing that are the most selfish assholes in the worldMost suicidal people only want to hurt themselves
>>546018418Shouldn't those be Tim Hortons? And thanks but I make my own, also don't KYS. We're way overdue for a major Carrington event and you'll miss getting to purge the subhumans and traitors.
>>546018418I need some of those jelly filled donuts.
>>546018784try meditate with some relaxing music maybe
>>546018881Ever hear of xanax or ativan? Klonopin? Drugs like those. The withdrawals from sudden cessation are often deadly if not medically supervised
>>546018418get help, faggot. You think you are going to leave us here to fight this battle alone?
>>546018418Good, Dunkin Donuts are ass
>>546018784Oh wait... pilot leaf?!?!You motherfucker, I thought you and suicide leaf were different guys!I just found out earlier that the faggot leaf that wants to get his ass beat by karate girls is a Flip.You fucking leafs are a troublesome bunch.So listen PL... speed. Don't you dare MAID yourself before you take my advice.Once you've hit suicidal stage, you have little else to lose.Tor Browser... look up Onion Live and normie net to find the onion addresses... order from the Germans. You're looking for amphetamine paste 74%."But wah wah, I'm trading benzos for a speed addiction."The alternative is literally death, bud.Speed is psychologically addictive, but not physically like benzos or late stage alcohol.You'll need to constantly work on keeping yourself in check and not abusing the stuff and staying awake for 4 days straight.But that shit is the ambrosia of the gods.Depression and suicidal thoughts are gone.
>>546018418Why not just take, say, three days off from the board to think things through?
You need a doctor for that
>>546018968Look I know I’m going through withdrawals but I still have my brain. When you’re talking about death those are more extreme and rare cases. I’ve quit cold turkey once (the first time when I didn’t know what withdrawal even was) and it was from a relatively moderate to high dose (1.5mg) I am now tapering but not enough to feel normal because I just don’t have enough pills.
>>546019014Lol
>>546018418power hour anon?
>>546019042Anon, I was explaining to the other anon what benzodiazapines are. To you I have only 4 words:GO TO THE HOSPITAL
>>546018418Are u streaming it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgKVbvPi2TY
>>546019004My friend gave me adderall (6 pills) and I feel better on them (no brain fog) but when the crash hits. My entire body is trembling. I have 1 more pill left. The adderall literally calms me down
>>546019114DBDR is that you?
>>546019107>"I'm feel like killing myself.">"Okay, I'll write you a prescription."
>>546018418lusting for that dough
>>546018852>>546018908>flag>go to hospitalLmao, Amerimutts never cease to amaze me. You realize he'll have to wait in the emergency for at least 12 hours before even getting some sort of help? You realize jeets, minorities, and others who barely speak English are a significant burden on our Healthcare system? OP should just kill himself if he needs to go to the hospital
>>546018784Before I go i just want to remind you of the possibility of reincarnation as an Indian in India. Just keep that in mind.
>>546019178This>>546019148
>>546019114Go to the hospital. You feel like a cornered animal because you've cornered yourself into a place where you NEED drugs, and it will continue to spiral downward and your world will shrink even further until you're actually dying.Go. To. The. Hospital.On the double
>>546019114Yeah, it's fantastic stuff.But 6 pills aren't going to last you a lifetime, PL.Just look into what I said.I'm suicidal as a motherfucker. Have been for a very long time.But I just ordered a batch over the weekend. It gives me hope.I know once I get this stuff, I won't be emperor of the universe. But at least I won't have to deal with this crushing, debilitating desire to die every waking moment.
>>546019107>GO TO THE HOSPITALYes the hospital can kill him the right way
>>546018784just go to the hospital I'm sure they'll give you the care you need. pic related
>>546019148Are you really pretending that hospitalization isn't real? He would at least be somewhere he can't hurt himself. And if you admit yourself, you can check yourself out.I've worked in mental health, if you have questions, feel free to ask, but your intentional ignorance isn't impressive
>>546019217I miss you fren. Can you explain to this guy why I can’t see a doctor >>546019202>>546019254
>>546019178I know we spar a lot on socialized Healthcare and such, but what you said is just genuinely depressing. In America, we can hit the ER and receive some kind of care within an hour.And if you're poor or have bad credit, just tell the niggers to kick rocks, you're not paying.
>>546019217>I have to be high as a fucking kite to feel okayYou should get help with OP you fucking junkie
>>546019274Alright send me all the benzodiazepines at your disposal right now
>>546018418yea I'll have one thxcan I have two?
>>546019114Damn, you’re pathetic Idk why everyone itt is even sympathizing with a junkie, you are probably a thief who would rob your mother for pill money
>>546019327I bought 6 boxes. Have an entire box
>>546019286Drug addicts are nothing but excuses, I'm not interested in hearing that bullshit from you or the other druggie. You fucks will move mountains to get high but won't lift a finger to save your own fucking life
>>546019286I mean, you COULD see a doctor.But doctors are generally about fucking useless.They're just going to throw some random drug at you and tell you get the fuck out. That's what they do. They're better than us.We should feel honored that they even speak to us lowly worms for $300 per a 10min session.The only way to use doctors is going in guns loaded. And by that I mean not with an AR15. I mean when he starts his gay faggot babble, cut him off and TELL him what to do. Because you did your research before coming in, right?
>>546019326No, I actually hope you die now.
>>546018784I've been there man, you'll make it, just don't do that shit again.
>>546018445Weeeewlad gottem
>>546018784Hello Jordan
>>546018418I'll take a custard filled long john.
>>546019373Not true. Not always.>t. Former meth headI threw myself into a strange place far, far away from my old life, where I knew no one and could only focus on survival and getting clean and it worked. Doing fine now.
>>546019324They produce the conditions of an intolerable society and then produce the cure for it.Suicidal ppl are literally on death row.Who cares if you're a "junkie" at that point?Im sure tanning your balls/asshole and eating a salad works great for you, but it doesn't for a lot of us.Stupid fucking cunt
>>546018418Good lord, can Canada fags just fuck off already
>>546019449what does meth feel like
>>546019479Amazing at first, less so the more you use it, to the point where you only smoke it to just feel normal/not like killing yourself or others. Would not recommend.
>>546018418Skip the killing yourself part lad. I will take a maple bar please.
>>546019470>Stupid fucking cuntTalk to me in 6 hours once you've come down and vomit while trying to eat. I used to sniff blues like there was no tomorrow, I know what you get up to. You're a pathetic, self-loathing, talentless sack of shit, full of bitchy little excuses.Get over yourself
>>546018461dad........nooooooooo
>>546019479like chewing 5 gum
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuWeKiKGMzE&t=20
>>546019373I’m not a drug addict. I’ve never done a single drug in my life. I’ve never drank alcohol. I made 1 mistake. I took a pill for 2 months without knowing the withdrawal effects. These are physical symptoms not mental
>>546018932whats the best way to make cake donuts, ive never been happy with mine
>>546019550Nahh just put it off for Tomorrow and make it everyone's problem today...
>>546019616>I’ve never done a single drug in my life>look unprescribed Adderall (amphetamine salts)
>>546018581this...if you kill yourself you can't eat doughnuts anymore senpai or give them away
>>546019538That's why Vyvanse is superior
>>546019616>2 monthsShut the fuck up you’re not dying just grow up with this bullshit.
>>546019616And you're still making excuses for both yourself and the drug, and rationalizing how you need it or at least some placeholder drug.You are a drug addict, you're in withdrawal because you're an addict.Get your fucking head out of your ass
>>546019686Yes but benzos cause PHYSICAL dependence. Are you aware you can’t cold turkey benzos?
>>546018418Do a flip faggot
>>546019616Do you have a bitcoin wallet or paypal? I can send money to help. I was a drug addict too I know what it is like
>>546019616All pharmaceuticals are hard drugs. I don't get how you can get to where you are right now without realizing that. You might be retarded, Anon.
>>546019710Which is why I'm saying go to the hospital. Because you're going to ride that faggy fucking excuse to an early grave>but you don't understand, I can't stop >I need it>Or at least some addies if you got someYou're going to continue spiralling until you have a medically supervised detox. If you don't, you'll continue to keep up this habit til you're dead, excuses all the way to the grave
>>546019297>care within an hourThat only happens here if you're literally about to die. Suicide cases wouldn't be a priority because... it's not like you're literally about to die. The important thing is that no one dies in the ER. That's it. That's the only metric they can manage at this point. Everything else is fucked. I put out my back in 2021 and the wait times were insane. Several times I just left the ER in agonizing pain after waiting over 8 hours without being seen by a physician. The number of times I heard someone on the intercom call for a translator of some foreign language... a bunch of immigrants that had brought in their parents from their shithole country for us taxpayers to foot the bill. That was in 2021. Now imagine how much worse it is with the jeetification. Private Healthcare is the only real solution.
check my reepeating integers before you go
>>546019762Send him money so he can buy more pills? Dumbass
In a gendered species such as but not limited to humans, males have a positive cost to the species, because they do not lay eggs and so a man must buy his inclusion back into the gene sequencing system and he only has two things to offer, superior DNA to the female, or an endless stream of good works that's better than the 7 of 10 other men. Suicide to remove self from gene pool is a program inside every mammal mind that keys when too many nudges that you are less than useless in both the DNA department and good works department to any female, and so the simulation recognizes that: "removing a negative" is a positive, and explains why a male killing himself, is an DNA impulsing system rewarded into existence, because the resources you draw from the civilization is better spent on a top 30% male, which you are not.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03nXRXBESpAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JHHq-5u-RUhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuI0bEdoF30By understanding what the simulation and your biota is up to with these feelings and drugs pushing and pulling on them, you can ask your cortex, the 46 thousand year old part of your brain, to do a heck logic and tell the simulation that we reject your morality and reality, and substitute our own. We're going to stay alive and be a burden on the species, and that seems fair to me. God has let me live, and I'm about to make that everybody's problem.
>>546019762
>>546019809>You might be retarded, AnonHe's seriously addicted and completely in denial
>>546018418>Anyone want some donuts?Depends. Are we going to get a livestream later? Do I need snacks?
>>546019762bc1qeulvqn9l98xsp4qdz6he75kxvt5ap8aq4ap7vsMay god bless you
>>546018418>Dunkin instead of Tim'sCringe. Turn off the VPN migatard.
>>546019931https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8AwqbYYBTMw
>>546019816Is this another one of your excuses? Can't detox because there's a wait in the lobby? Bet your junkie ass would spend 12 hours hunting down some benzos wouldn't you? But can't be assed to sit in a lobby to get clean
>>546019874Yeah, it's sad. He legit might be better off dead at this point. I would off myself too if I were a drug addicted leaf.
>>546019616That's why you need to go to the hospital fren, it's physical, they can help,
>>546020018:(
>>546018418>I’m going to kill myself laterBlackRock's main Canadian office is located at Brookfield Place in Toronto, with an additional office in Montreal.Toronto (Head Office)• Address: Brookfield Place, 161 Bay Street, Suite 2500, PO Box 614, Toronto, ON M5J 2S1, Canada• Phone: +1 416-643-4000 or 1-866-474-2737• Website: BlackRock CanadaMontreal Office• Address: 1000 Rue Sherbrooke Ouest, Montreal, QC H3A 3G4, Canada• Phone: +1 514-843-5128
>>546019931Gonna have to cash out with localbitcoins. Send it to an exchange, those proceeds are for a new door.
>>546018418Thread theme: https://youtu.be/geHKKSHzk00?si=uCKBNFhCPpc_0dTK
>>546020059https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20-toFiEsF8
>>546018418>I’m going to kill myself laterHoly shit, that caught me off guard.And yes, thank you. Why do you want to do it?
>>546020041Sorry Anon
>>546019931I told you faggots this jeet scammer eventually posts his Bitcoin wallet in the other thread. Look at how fastthe jeet had it ready
I told my Doctor I get very anxious when I fly. He gave me 10mg of Xanax and said take 1mg before you fly. I took 10mg all at once and drank alot of whiskey. Nothing happened and I still hated flying.What a shitty drug.
>>546018418Please don't joke about that. Life is worth living. You're a good person.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLQBxR6bmq0
>>546019616This happened to me too, in 2017. Was taking as prescribed. I had seizures and DTs in my hotel room for a week or so. Did not know it was life threatening. Benzo, GHB, and alcohol withdrawal is the one thing that actually can kill you.If you can’t get medical help, use alcohol to taper off.They do the reverse: giving benzos for alcohol withdrawal and DTs.It works the other way around too— alcohol will help you taper off of the benzos
>>546018418See you tomorrow!
>>546019710
>>546019635Man up and enjoy the shit show that life lad. You will die of old age soon enough. Also fuck everyone and their problems.
>>546019710>>546020255
>>546020164It appears to be a one off.
>>546019710>>546020300
>>546019148I really should not have smirked at that
>>546019201I'll prepare the Coffin.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9V78UbdzWI
>>546018418sour cream glazed please. don't kill yourself anon. i know it can get really dark but we want you around.
>>546019710>>546020324
>>546019710>>546020374
>>546020323Yea jeet vpn hop and pretend to be other anons that will work
>>546019710>>546020404
>>546020324>>546020300I want to feel the Holy Spirit but I’m scared and filled with pride. I’m losing my marbles. I pray to the lord but clearly I’m doing something wrong because I’m becoming a worse sinner
>>546020436
>>546020436In Orthodox Christianity, the Holy Spirit is not just energy, or a force. The Holy Spirit is the Third Person of the Holy Trinity, the One God. He teaches us to pray, and leads us into "all truth".But yearning for spiritual experiences and feelings is dangerous and opens you up to deception from demons who can take advantage of an unguarded heart. This isn't something you should do without the guidance and being under obedience of a spiritual father.
>>546019710>>546020434
>>546019710>>546020577
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH9eZt5BNQo
life is to short to end it prematurely
>>546018418Even one of those thing is unhealthy. Why do they try to sell you big boxes of them. Instant diabetes + heart attack.
>>546018418Please don't do that. And stop even mentioning it. Don't let it be a subject in your mind. Yes these are very grim times in many ways. But life is still worth living. But you do have to always struggle. God is real my friend. He loves you. Maybe He's removing everything else in your life so that you'll finally turn to Him? Maybe that doesn't sound fair to you or even wrong of Him. But that's just the thing of it. Turning to God means learning how to trust Him most of all. Maybe at least try that before you do something really dumb. Like incredibly dumb. I would say give God a real chance and do stuff like read the Bible and start to pray regularly. Like at least once a day. Just do that. Pray once a day for two weeks and see how you feel. And really pour your heart into it.
>>546019042I tapered off 20 years of SSRIs and it nearly killed me. It took a year to taper. Then I had the worst two years of my life and things have not improved. An anon on here said something to me that has saved me multiple times since then so I will pass it on to you.The absence of a life or a perceived good should never be a reason to end your life. Persist.
>>546021035I did this for two years and continue to do it and my life has not improved stop bashing people over the head with religion it doesn’t fix physical problems or depression. I had a dissociative episode at mass yesterday
>>546018418You'll be fine man, depression sucks but its like a mental purge.
>>546018418I'm 30.
>>546018418I go donkey Kong for a crumble donut
>>546019178Not like that at all im in a small town and we have 4 ERs and two big hospitals like 30mins away each direction. You can get in immediately especially if its serious.
>>546018642>Adderall Okay, hear me out (if you want. If not, that's fine too). >Be anon >Be suicidal (or as damn close as it gets without an attempt yet). >Take Adderall >Get baked >Nicotine optional >Listen to pure autism hype music that makes you feel like you're God. (For me it's 'HORSE the band.' Super nintendo sounds + screaming type shit). Adderall hardly helps with my depression. Actually kinda just hypercharges it, tbdesu. But at the same time, I mind my suffering less. It unlocks my inner Nietzsche, so I just revel in being the God of Despair and have some fun in the process.
>>546018418At least take out Bibi Netanyahu on your way out. Be a hero.
>>546018418Just eat a lot of donuts, nothing but donuts, while loafing off. You might die within 1 month or 2, or you might not.
cant you kill a jew who rapes kids on your way out? dont be a pussy
>>546018418call a suicide hotline and go to church
>>546019710https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/search/text/benzos%20/
