I'm literally only 20 years old and feel like I've lived 80 years. I'm so exhausted of life. I literally have nobody. I have a stutter and I'm autistic. I can't make friends. My family just bullies me all day. I can't get medicated. After I graduated high school things were going okay. I had gotten my first girlfriend. She then left after 3 months. I haven't been the same since. I thought maybe things would get better but they keep getting worse. I'm getting crazier and crazier each day. I can't do any of my college coursework. I can't get a job. I'm so done with all this. I used to think suicide was cool and edgy when i was a teenager but now it seems like a real option. my family would honestly be glad. How can I kill myself quickly, or how can I get my hands on a firearm? I'm serious I don't want any help as my situation is beyond saving.
Why kill yourself when all of your enemies are still alive?
lover, you shouldve come overcuz its not too late
>>546198637troon out
>>546198637Kek loser. Accept and embrace the suck anon. It's only gonna get worse
>>546198637you should touch grass and stop doomscrolling the fake and gay bullshit that you see on this website. like holy shit dude your life isnt over at age fucking 20 youre a literal child like boo the fuck hoo life is hard, cope. stop voting for conservatives and maybe the world will suck less cock and balls
>>546198637Life is what you make it, faggot. We live at the end of times, at the end of the American empire, and the kikes are tightening the noose. Almost all of the jews' efforts is directed at destroying straight white men, that means you. They are your mortal enemy, just as they are mine. Within every white man lies the capacity for divine wisdom, beauty, intellect, and love for the earth and it's natural order. These things are ordained from god as we are made most in his image. The jew, which is really an usurped name, as modern "jews" are nothing more than caananites and edomites, is evil, can only corrupt, and is made in the image of satan, and thus all his desires and plans have satanic origins. The jew is perhaps the most unwitting slave, as satan does no favors for his followers.So here you are, at the heel of the retarded slaves of moloch/ball/satan, allowing their poison to get you down, allowing yourself to feel downtrodden. You're autistic, so you're more attuned to and aware of their lies. You can either believe them and allow their evil, which is eroding western civilization, to destroy you, or you can let it make you stronger, and become that which they fear.Your choice, faggot
>>546198637you should join the military obviously and fulfill your duty to israel
>>546198637Look at this retarded incel about to join the 600k lmao. Become a chirstmas tree ornament this year.
not /pol/
You should be this >>546200016’s cartel slut whore assistant
>>546199771 stop trying to groom young impressionable children into becoming terrorists, coward
>>546198637Have you tried just getting in super good shape. Just devote yourself to hitting your absolute physical peak, which you arent even at age wise. After that, as a gigachad, reevaluate. Sounds like you have nothing else going on so why not?
>>546199708Incel retard cope, if you didn't have sex by 20 as a man you wasted your best years. You will always mentally be an incel even if you get your dick wet in the future kek
>>546198706Because death is freedom and life is suffering
>>546200104>gogachadIncel RETARD cope lmao. It's all about face and height. Putting muscles on an ugly face is like putting makeup on a pig, gymcel lmao
>>546199771>Life is what you make iteither a 40+yo woman or a christcuck
>>546200216while true, people should lift to be strong, not for womens approval
>>546198637>Is this really it?yes :)
Try dmt
>>546200159>Gypsy thinks he is superior for having sex>Claims the other person is coping and retardProjecting much?
Check to see if you're hypermobile. This is a common comorbidity with autism and other globohomo lanyard wearer conditions, and can account for a lot of the fatigue these types of people experience. Hypermobility requires strength training to manage. With your joints more stable, the body will not feel so fatigued and you won't feel like you're always in survival mode.I suspect over the next 20 years this will become a conversation leader in regards to symptom management.
>>546198637AWWW LIL NIGGA IS CHOPPED FROM LOSING HIS FIRST GF OF 3 MONTHS. IT'S COOKED, CUH.
>>546200159not only am i married, i married a black woman and im doing everything in my power to pump out as many half nigger babies as possible, ive already got 4. I will make sure they ALL vote democrat too, bitch!!
>>546200381It's always the same with you failures. Racial baiting from incels is hilarious you're the bottom of the barrel in your own ethnicity you have nothing to be proud of. Join the 600k soon.A sub saharan nigger that has a family is superior to you.
>>546198637
>>546200458Vile
>>546200458>i married a black woman
>>546200567What's your wife's color? :)
>>546200195You sound so cucked, groveling, and weak
>>546198637Bro I can tell you 100% you’re getting mindfucked by your family. I wouldn’t even put it past them that they’re scaring, threatening, or otherwise interfering with the chicks your age in your area to get them to avoid you.Girls at my highschool messaged me on faceberg years later telling me that they were sorry for ostracizing me, and that it was because my scumbag family had gone around the school telling kids that I was a pedophile/murderer. And kids got scared i to ostracizing me.So it’s not an impossible scenario. Get those trash bags out of your life and your house will no longer smell.
>>546200662He sounds like an average incel who yearns for death. Walking ceiling decorations you lot xD
>>546200613White, like the load I blew on your mom's tits lmao
>>546200739You sound like you’re severely mentally ill and depressed yourself. “Incels” aren’t real
>>546200216if you think women won't accept a guy with an ugly face you are literally retarded. Put the gun barrel behind your ear and aimed toward your opposite eye. No missing.
>>546198637Im 30 and my nuts feel way smaller than they used to. I used to feel a sense of calm when I cupped them, but now they retract all the time and Im worried
>>546198637>graduated highschoolI didn't get to go to school because of my autism> I can't get medicatedI was medicated against my will as a kid and it FUCKED me up more. Got off it as soon as i was 18>had girlfriend/girlfriendsI'm a 30 year old kissless virgin>I haven't been the same sinceThat's just life. Shit happens. It changes you. You get the fuck back up. Pull your self up by your own balls. That is if you even have anyI'd slap you if you said this to my face. You have it good for an autist, you don't even know. Stop crying about what you don't have. Look at what you do have, and get the things you don't or fucking try to. What a droopy string of piss you would be to kys now at the blossom of adulthood when it is just started. You are your own man now, you have opportunities that I could never of had. You have a path forward, and refuse to walk it. That's a sin. Kys over some broad you were only with for 3 months is the most pathetic shit
As you age you’ll be okay and get better at dealing with life if you aren’t incredibly weak or retarded. The only thing that could phase me now is losing a parent.
>>546200779600k subhumans kill themselves every year. Most of them are incels.>>546200893They will but you need to not be an autistic retard and if that's the case they don't care about your muscles either. They care less about your muscles than your face we've had this discussion since 2015 gymrat drydick lmao you always got BTFO
You have one life, might as well ride it out because you never know what you might come across. It isn't all torture, there's good in the world, though small and in tucked away places.
>>546200961>whaaaa I'm a miserable faggot please read my humiliation blogmy advice to you is to kill yourself, generic failure
>>546200986Also this, you just learn to deal with pain. When you're young everything feels like a big deal. Your teens and early 20s are stressful partly because you don't have as much life experience.
>>546198706Don’t be evil.>>546198637OP make sure you get vitamin D, don’t drink alcohol, sleep 8 hours, and exercise some and get some sunlight. A lot of mental health issues clear up. It’s not normal to be considering suicide so you should seek help and try to make some changes.
>>546198637This is the lowest time of your life. I've been there too. Felt completely hopeless.Trust me it gets better. I'm 26 make 90k AUD and am engaged. None of this is particularly outstanding but it certainly isn't bad.Just please have hope.
>>546198637Grow the fuck up you bitchtits having pussy. holy fuck you're stupid.
Take a nap, you old faggot.
>>546200662Your emotional response indicates you are all those things
>>546198637Find some niggers and let them touch you
>>546201046I'm not miserable, gypsie, you read that wrongYou have a psychopathic desire for people to kill them selves for not having sex. Your posts read like a miserable bitter woman
>>546198637try killing yourself slowly> drinking alcohol> dont exercise> eat mcdonaldsrepeat for 5-10 years, then you get few years to decide if you truly want to kill yourself if so, keep doing it for extra 5-10 years and you'll be dead
>thinks 20 is badLmao. Lol even. Just wait till 30. Time is a bitch and samsara is an ocean of blood, a wheel of suffering and pain. Dont worry youll get used to it . Get a hobby. Get 10
>>546198637You should take a 180 view on your current situation instead of thinking what you can't do just start living by doing whatever you want to do, you're here for a good time, not a long time.Live it the fuck up Anon, old age is a death sentence.
>>546201046>generic failureUm, you're romanian
>>546198706Good point.
>>546198637fecal matter
1pbtid data harvesting flavored thread
>>546200507well I've had secks and i think you're a shitskin, what's your plan for that?
>>546201141Nothing gets better, it’s planned.
>>546201088He’s not evil, his enemies aren’t evil either, they’re just praying on his downfall and he needs to prove them wrong. Forgive your rivals and let the rivalry be one sided, prove them wrong anyways. Satan is Christ’s enemy, would you suggest that Christ is evil?
>>546198637Have you considered target shooting as a hobby?
>>546198637>I'm autisticNo you're not. Having some social tick or awkward personality doesn't make you "autistic".
this place is a loosh farmall the npcs lied to you
>>546198637Take 10k iu vit D3 per day, you will feel better in just a few days - will take a while to get your d3 levels up to normal though.
>>546198637Life can suck sometimes sister, but it's a søyentific fact that our brain just isn't very good at assessing and imagining the totality of our situation, because it mostly pays attention to salient features of its local environment, which might indeed suck, but it is unable to factor in all the experiences you have had and can have, it has an extremely reduced and myopic world model. So you shouldn't blindly trust your blackpilled assessment. You should ask Chatjeetpt or sumn for actionable ways to improve your situation, a lot of which probably entail not spending much time on 4chanBut if you do let yourself get meme'd on by your blackpilled brain you should livestream it
>>546200458Your halfboon spawn will marry white nationalists and get bleached and you will sit in the cuck corner knowing that at least you really owned the chuds
>>546198637Have a bunch of hobbies, take vitamins, eat healthiesh, workout 3-5 times a week and live a minimalist lifestyle til AGI abundance arrives. Youre gonna want to stick around for whats to come cause what is coming in the coming years will be utopia once AI accelerates.
>>546198637Oof. In high school during covid. That sucks OP. It didn't used to be this way. Honestly I don't know what's worse. Not actually knowing the good times or, never having experienced them personally.
>>546204953Nostalgia fag. Early and mid 2000’s sucked. Shitty cringe years filled with black worship and pc culture, height of consumerism and liberalism, mostly shitty limited games, entertainment, music, movies and series. Fuck off.
>>546205022In America rhe early and mid 2000s were basically the past time things were still good
>>546198637>>546204953Im class of 2020, no 12th grade no prom grad first year uni. things wre going so well for me
