Took some pregabalin but it made me sleepy and now my sleep schedule is fucked. I'll probably take some benadryl in an hour because i had a 5 hour nap from 6-11 pm.

Anyone got any experience using those bags of mushroom spore-innoculated fertilizer to grow your own?

On May 6th I started taking 50mg of sertraline, my OCD improved a little, but I still have obsessive-compulsive thoughts.

>>84608393
>This IS one of the slower boards anon
>he cried, as the thread got pruned mere hours later, with a total 18 replies
Thanks for proving my point, faggot. Some threads on this site stay up for months.

>>84608383
>Where would you suggest it go?
Anywhere that's not made up of sad cunts with the constant need to make individual threads about being a sad cunt.

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>>84615455
Lmao the seroquel and the amph fighting it out inside me and the seroquel is honestly winning. It's actually great, I love seroquel. Much better than SSRI's and SNRI's. I recently got out of the psych ward and my dr didn't really trust me with seroquel but I managed to get a weeks worth at a time.

(believe it or not what got me into the psych ward wasn't speed I wasn't taking it then. It was booze withdrawal psychosis, it was really bad) and I didn't even stay there for long literally they released me when they realized it was booze fault anyway. I also may have accidentally gotten a kind of boyfriend (I'm not even gay just made good friends with a homo guy and he's been checking up on me)

>mail still didn't arrive
i swear to god the mail always comes quicker when i don't feel like absolute shit

tomorrow i will be smoking dude weed for the first time ever

Does anyone wanna send me opioids or weed edibles for free?

>>84616531
I'd wager there's a bot presence on this board keeping it active. Most OPs are without substance.

>>84618392
Everything is bots, feds, psyops, migatards, or trannies with you tinfoil hatters. Maybe people are really just that bored and aimless while seeking camaraderie in drug usage?

>>84617457
Make sure to take a shit before you smoke so you dont shit your pants after you smoke

>>84617457
it's never there when you want it that's the rule

Just simmered about a g of 98% THC distillate in a small crock pot with vegetable oil for a few hours, and have just added ramen to it to fry and infuse. I'm no pro at making edibles but in an hour this should get me fairly high

>>84618894
why do people like pure thc i think it's shit
anxiety and a racing heart is what you get
thc + cbd is just better
hell joints are the best

>>84618949
I literally feel nothing from cbd. Doesn't matter how much I take. CBG goes great with THC but I don't have any on hand and its more likely to put me to sleep anyways.

Joints I feel are a huge waste as they tend to burn uneven and are obviously burning while you're not hitting them. A good bong rip is nice though

>>84618485
This one didn't even try to parse the context of the conversation, it just attacked me with no substance

>>84619018
>this one
You're such a queer dude

>>84619057
I hope it's a bot. It'd be so sad if this is supposed to be a sentient creature

>>84619097
You're so fucking reddit dude

The first joint I smoked did mostly nothing to me. Like I got some of the physical effects but I was barely high. Does it get better? It was like 2/10 underwhelming for the money. There's no way this is what people obsess over.

>>84619258
Joints are wasteful. You probably barely inhaled any smoke. Try a bong or pipe

weed is lame it's only fun to perk off on. i luv kratom

>>84616038
i got a shroom growkit thingy and it was pretty straightforward. had to wait about 4 weeks but managed to get two separate yields. only thing is they were kinda weak, i'm not sure, haven't done shrooms all that much but those ones were the weakest of all my experiences

perhaps mdma once a month 5 times in a row now is causing me to feel down? is this the dreaded consequence? every time you do it you fuck with your receptors a little bit more permanently?

>>84619447
Kratom is alright but theres a definitely ceiling where you stop getting higher with it and only get more nauseous. I wish they would make a 7oh that had less brutal withdrawals

>>84619529
i haven't really taken enoguh opiates to know what fent bending is supoosed to feel like but my experience with low dosing them is this kinda pelasant sedation but also pretty intense nausea if you try to do anything other than waste away. kratom is fucking awesome cus there's this pleasantness and mental ease but withoit the sedation or nausea. it's like if a morming coffe would make you confident and cheerful along with energized. off side is that yeah it'd probably spiral out rather quickly if you keep trying to hit those sweet opiate effects by dosing higher and higher

>>84619521
How much do you take? I doubt it has much effect given the breaks in between, neurotoxicity only occurs on really high doses and frequent usage.

What drugs can completely erase anxiety, and also allow me to function normally
I had temporary success with Molly and Laughing Gas but the insecurity always creeps back.
I want to be sociable so bad, please.

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>>84619683
there is only one answer to your problem

any of you know what does it actually feel like to be on a crazy high dose of SSRIs? i was told to gradually up my dose to the maximum daily reccommended amount but i fucking how how ts feels

>>84619761
It's like being a 360 degree camera

>>84619761
Depends on the SSRI, but usually you'll feel a bit happier for a bit, and then everything will slowly numb out

>>84619683
>What drugs can completely erase anxiety, and also allow me to function normally
There is no chemical substance that eliminates 100% of anxiety; they can only reduce it. I recommend that you use 80mg of propranolol. Unlike benzodiazepines, it will not make you sedated, sleepy, or impair your motor coordination. And unlike pregabalin, it is not a controlled substance.
Don't worry about your blood pressure. The minimum dose to lower your blood pressure is 160mg. Some people feel sad or irritable when using propranolol, but it is a minority. If you have asthma, do not use this medication.

oh fugg i took an edible waited an hour didnt feel much so i took a dose 2x of the first but am definitely feeling the first one now
i am about to get fucking blasted

just woke up and shot up some Heroin. Damn that's a nice feeling.

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>>84619704
just woke up to find that my pregab finally arrived
it hasn't even hit yet but i feel less anxious knowing i finally get to feel okay again

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>>84621472
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArzoJHdxMfo
lol heroin

>>84621442
how u doin anon
>>84621962
wtf is lyrica

>>84622084
lyrica aka pregabalin is a depressant and i would describe the high as a mix of weed,benzos, opioids and stimulants but distinct, easily one of my favorites
check out the psychonaut wiki page for more information

>>84622099
woaa all in one magic pill? alright guess i gotta dig up some

>>84622188
i don't know how to describe it better, it's a weird drug alright
that being said it seems like some people just don't get anything out of it while some people absolutely love it

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I dont know why my dad keeps saying he loves me when he clearly doesnt but im just gonna hit blinkers until I green out so I can have a pseudo near death experience and gain a new appreciation for life.

>>84622084
im doin pretty well rn but i need to remember to write down what timei take an edible since i get pretty forgetful

>>84621442
Watch Star Wars

>>84619484
Great. Hopefully when I get mine it won't be weak. I just needed to confirm it wasn't a total scam since there are definitely botted reviews mixed in

>>84619642
not high doses.
"frequent usage" is relative, maybe it really does take longer than a month, or maybe there is permanent damage each time regardless of dose, it's just very little when the dose is low, but over time you accumulate it

>>84621986
lmao FUCK OFF JESUS GET YOUR OWN HEROIN

I just took modafinil and bromantane at the same time (for the first time). Let's see if this combination is stimgod tier or crackhead tier.

I wish there was a crypto that's as fast as Solana and as private as Monero. XMR and BTC feel like sending a telegram.

>>84618392
>Most OPs are without substance.
Most /r9k/ sadcunts are without substance.

>>84619258
>2/10 underwhelming for the money
I regularly had that kind of experience with weed for the first few times over the course of maybe a year. I thought "this must be what weed is like". One time I picked up some kind of "diesel" or "haze", sharing it around, seemingly like always, no big deal. Go back into apartment with a girl I was into at the time.... Oh fuck. Oh damn. Yeah, I am well and truly fucked now. I'm inside an orb, the world is fisheyed/zooming out, and I'm getting hot flashes every 7 seconds or so.

>>84619258
if you already use nicotine than yeah it won't be much if the weed in it isn't that strong or concentrated.

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>>84615455
(Worrmwood)
It's watching me and I'm watching it.

>>84619258
May be cbd bro. Inhale, pull into lungs, hold for 5 seconds, try a edible. I would find different sources.

>>84616038
It should be relatively low effort except the anticipation.

>>84622231
Taking blinkies getting stinky!

>>84621986
...
NOW I'M DOING IT TO LIVE!

bumperoo

SNRI withdrawal sucks so bad, screw this I'm tapering off.