Whatever you read in the image, it was originally supposed to get posted on r/escapingprisonplanet, but they didn't allow me to post it. So I went to r/suicidewatch, and my post there is also waiting for mod approval or something.That's why I'm posting on 4chan. Also, this is my first time posting anything on 4chan, so please bear with me on that one.I have no idea how this stupid (since it has asked me 100 times to do the CAPTCHA thing)website and community works.
>killing yourself over a foid
>>84622843Posting a suicide note to 4chan has to be the worst way to garner sympathy. Are you a masochist?Also, if you were gonna post it here, why not just type it out or post a Google Doc link
>>84622843>im indianstops readinggood riddancemake sure the trains going slow
>>84622843Do you want to call I can post my discord
>>84622843Kinda sounds like you are trying to do this as a favor for your mother. Take a week to chill to see if you are not just reacting to one random bs and then change your setting, if you wanna die anyway you can't pussy out of going somewhere else outside of current influences to asses things without direct pressures.If you managed to get more than one gf you can probably manage a chill life. In present year there's so many shit to to distract yourself anyway, hard to justify dying earlier. Perception of time speeds up with age too, so should go by fairly fast anyway.
>good goyDid you have to?
>>84622843There are other equally wonderful women out there despite how awful it feels to lose a relationship to highly unfortunate circumstances.In my case she decided to try and completely burn the bridge when she thought our cultures wouldn't mix, partially thinking it was the only way to let go of "us" entirely. Years later she would end up regretting it but our bond was gone on all levels. But there are others out there and even recently I met someone just as kind, but more confident and who shared even more of my interests. In a way I never saw it coming even though I knew my ex couldn't be the pinnacle of humanity. After all, she, I and everyone else would keep growing and maturing, becoming better people.
L O L EO LE
i wonder what redditors will say when they read thishow can they spin an indian suicide note into a way to farm karma for themselves?
>>84622858I'm not killing myself over a foid, You would've known if you had read the entire thing. Thank you for replying anyway.Also, can anyone help me with the CAPTCHA thing? It keeps expiring, and I have to do it for whatever I want to do here on this website. What kind of stupidity is this? Do people on this website not talk normally? Like, do they read anything, then do CAPTCHA a gazillion times, and then reply the next day? Why the fuck can't I reply promptly? It's driving me insane.
>>84622843>Also, this is my first time posting anything on 4chanHow did you find 4chan? Also obviously don't kill yourself.
>>84622967>for context im IndianIm not laughing at him just the phrasing
>>84622861I'm in no way looking to garner sympathy.I'm not a masochist.Also,I did try to type it out but there's character limit of 2000 or something here.
>>84622986I heard we could post anonymously here, plus one doens't have to suck the dick of mods to get there posts approved or something.
>>84622991Providing context that I'm Indian immediately tells readers, 'No wonder he wants to kill himself.'
can you stop attention whoring and kill yourself already
>>84622974I so want LinkedIn people to somehow find out about this and make absurd engagement-bait posts from it.
>>84622843it looks like your main problem is hating your parents and hating living in a religious society like india.instead of killing yourself go to work abroad and save money to buy a house.my life is shit too so I am planning of going to the countryside and loosening my relations with my family.most people issues are environment based and it is possible to change environments even when most people stick in toxic environments.
>>84622901Thank you for your concern, Anon. I appreciate the perspective, but it is not just one random piece of BS. This has been the baseline architecture of my life for the last 30 years.Even if I take your advice and remove myself from my immediate surroundings to "assess things," changing the geography does not change the fundamental rules of the game. Wherever I go, I still have to participate in the mechanics of survival - earning enough just to feed myself to keep living.More than that, I can't completely isolate the consequences of my choices from the people in my life. Right now, there is an unspoken expectation hanging over me - this belief that I will eventually do something "productive," join a company, or follow a conventional path. If I completely walk away and renounce those structures, I am left dealing with the heavy weight of their disappointment and pain.On top of the social and financial mechanics, there is the biological reality. My health issues and chronic insomnia have already wrecked my baseline; a new location does not magically fix a dysregulated body or grant me peaceful sleep.I am just tired of the entire framework. I don't want to play this game of life anymore. I don't want to engage in the endless cycle of trying to improve things, "rediscovering" myself, or chasing spiritual escapes like psychedelics or meditation. It is not about finding a better way to cope within the system; it is that I no longer wish to participate in the system at all. I just want to disconnect and opt out of the game entirely.
>>84623137Even if you start with $1, if you double it again and again, after 20 instances of doubling it becomes over $1,000,000. Point of this model isn't to say it's a quick process but just that even starting from very little a lot is possible.Plus, as you make good investment choices, odds are those good choices will at times do more than just double or 2x. Just mentioning this as something to think about. Perhaps you can invest your way to freedom, give yourself a new place and lots of time to heal away from these expectations.
