Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportwarm dayhey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :DD>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
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>>84640344heyoo o/>How are you doing today?doing a bit better. last night was rough.>Any plans for today?just got home, went out for a walk at the local lake, had a beer n a few cigs. probs just gonna fire up my xbox 360 again, play some classics n listen to music>When was the last time you hurt yourself?an hour ago>Why did you hurt yourself?just loneliness again. like always.>Is there anything bothering you right now?life ig. i hate being a social outcast(plus getting those fucking error messages saying my IP is blocked from posting so i gotta verify my email 24/7...bleh)
>>84640999trips \o/>doing a bit better. last night was rough.glad you're better ^^and sorry about last night how much sleep did ya get?>just got home, went out for a walk...sounds nice have fun!I just sat at home and worked a little bit on the map>hour agomake sure to patch yourself up>blocked from postinggrrrrresetting your router might work
>>84640999oh and hello YvKi hey :>
>>84641068>how much sleep did ya get?around an hour and a half which is alr much for me. i barely sleep anyways.>resetting your router might workhmm okay ill try that later ty!>I just sat at home and worked a little bit on the mapoo what map?
>>84641076pff heyaa :3
>>84641087also I'm gonna go on a bikeride tomorrow :D>which is alr much for me.but it's soo little how do you stay awake?>okay ill try that later ty!np hope it works>oo what map?I like making maps in hammer for hl2 and rn I'm making one about packing boxes in a world where everything sucks
>>84641222>also I'm gonna go on a bikeride tomorrow :Doo have fun!!>how do you stay awake?a shit ton of coffee and cigarettes.. ngl i had issues with sleeping since i was a lil kid. kinda gotten used to it atp. when i get sleep, i sleep for like 5 hours at max>I like making maps in hammer for hl2ooo thats cool!! do u upload them asw?
>>84641251>oo have fun!!thank you :D >shit ton of coffee and cigarettesdesu sounds like it can't be good for you but it's not ur fault it seems >thats cool!! do u upload them asw?yep :3I posted a couple of them here https://gamebanana.com/members/submissions/mods/4263988
>>84641326>I posted a couple of them here just checked it out and oh my god LSD Dream emulator!!! the maps look sooo nice tho :D kinda makes me wanna go back to map building / 3d modeling again...
>>84641355>LSD Dream emulator!!! yep it's super cool c: I really like that game too >the maps look sooo nice tho :Dthank you!! ^w^ it's not a 1:1 recreation but it's pretty close >me wanna go back to map building / 3d modeling again..if you want to then it sounds like a good idea you lose nothing by just playing around a little what sort of stuff did you use to make? did you share it anywhere?
>>84641575>I really like that game too Sameee back when i bought my PS1 a few years ago i burnt a CD of it and played it via a modded memcard xD>what sort of stuff did you use to make? did you >share it anywhere?i made some VRC worlds and tried to make avatars as well. never uploaded them, only shared them with old friends.>if you want to then it sounds like a good idea just downloaded blender again :p guess its worth a shot
>>84641604>burnt a CD of it and played it via a modded memcard xDwoa sounds cool!how many old consoles do you have?!>some VRC worldswhat kinds? like outdoor environments?>downloaded blender again :p guess its worth a shot^^ have fun You know I don't like blender?
>>84641671>how many old consoles do you have?!way too many... (PS1, PS2 Slim, PS3 Slim, PS3 Fat, PS4 Pro, PS5, Wii, WiiU, Switch Oled, GBA SP, PS Vita, PSP, NDSi, N3DS, Xbox 360, Quest 2...)>what kinds? like outdoor environments?Yup! outdoor stuff, themed rooms (mostly darker stuff with comfort elements n rain sounds etc). made one world a while ago that i spent weeks on. made it just for me and my old bestie cuz we fell asleep in VRC way too often so i thought making a lil comfy world would be nice>You know I don't like blender?whaaaat whyy TwT
>>84641705>way too many..@w@>made it just for me and my old bestie cuz we fell asleepawww that sounds very nice >whaaaat whyy TwTthere's just wayy too many things in there and you have to remember shortcuts for everything and idk it's like too modern for memaybe I should get some modeling program form the 90s that might be fun
Hello everyone. I just hopped in bed but I'll try to reply to everyone when I have the time tomorrow. I had a fun day of figure shopping and eating sushi with my friend. We found two Touhou figures and the fatty tuna was very nice.
>>84641798>maybe I should get some modeling program form the 90sthe only one i know is bryce 3d TwT i have a hate n love relationship with old tech. its sooo easy to use and fun but it hurts my eyes cuz trash graphics..
gotta wake up early tomorrow goodnight >>84641931heya^^glad you enjoyed ur day!sleep well>>84641936>know is bryce 3dI've heard of that one but I don't think you can make whatever you want there>eyes cuz trash graphicsI don't mind that at all but basically all I play is trash graphics :3
>>84641961>basically all I play is trash graphics :3pffff real tho.. same for me xD>gotta wake up early tomorrow>goodnight g'night!!
>>84641982(holy shit my tripcode was gone uh oh)
>>84641931hai!!glad u had a nice day :3
