Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthey everyon>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :DD>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84672637heya >How are you doing today?bad>Any plans for today?sleep>When was the last time you hurt yourself?10 min ago>Why did you hurt yourself?feels good, takes me out of my depression>Is there anything bothering you right now?too many things
>>84672637vacation day 3! (picrel)heyo! o/>How are you doing today?meh... today was rough qwq my body huuuurts>Any plans for today?not really.. probs gonna go out for another smoke in a bit>Is there anything bothering you right now?im hungry, im tired, my body hurts and im bored..
>>84672715hey anonmake sure to patch yourself uphope things somehow get a little better after you get some good sleep>>84672765hay o/>day 3! (picrel)it looks really cool >today was rough qwq my body huuuurtspain is weakness leaving the body !!>probs gonna go out for another smoke in a bithow did you get into smoking?>hungrygot any food?>tired, my body hurts and im boredmaybe you could watch something on ytube?
>>84672974>how did you get into smoking?started at 13 (way too early i know), quit for a while n then got back into it after my first breakup. since then its the only thing that can calm me down. wasnt really able to cope normally so i thought aye why not smoke more n more cuz i aint got nothing to lose. used to try to smoke less n drink more which made me kinda addicted to alc to a point where i was drinking myself to sleep every night. but yea, quit heavy drinking and back to cigs :s>got any food?my parents are getting sumthin to eat rn>maybe you could watch something on ytube?maybe, but idk what to watch qwq
>>84672637hi catbro! had a weird day today. lots of people who just came to the store to endlessly complain about thing i can't do anything about. it grinds you down. did you have a better day?>>84672715hi anon. sorry to hear things are that bad for you. sleep tight.>>84672765hi yvki!>vacation day 3! (picrel)another beautiful vista. :> looks like you're pretty high up and in a forest? at least you had some shadow while hiking today>today was rough qwq my body huuuurtsmaybe take a hot shower or bath? might help you to relax. are your parents so used to hiking that they don't need a break for a day or two?>im hungry, im tired, my body hurts and im bored..got the full package there. didn't you eat anything while outside? any plans for tonight?
>>84673008>started at 13 (way too early i know)legally yepbut honestly I feel almost everyone who smokes started doing it early, I don't think I know anyone who started smoking later in life all my friends startled in like middle school or even earlier >are getting sumthin to eat rnwhat? like some pizza?? :o>but idk what to watch qwqnp I'll send y some stuff! in a sec
I wonder if /cat/ dresses in maid clothes.
>>84673219>looks like you're pretty high up and in a forest?yup! it was chill ngl. shade, enough water n silence but... my legs did not enjoy it. neither did my back... at least i was able to take some nice pics :3>maybe take a hot shower or bath?actually sounds like a good idea>are your parents so used to hiking that they >don't need a break for a day or two?sadly yes qwq >didn't you eat anything while outside?had a lil snack n some beers with my dad.. nothing else tho>any plans for tonight?dark souls, music and crying myself to sleep :D>>84673238>what? like some pizza?? :oparents got mcdonalds >:3>np I'll send y some stuff! in a sectyy!!
>>84673255I have it on good authority that at least one of the thread regulars owns a maid dress
>>84673219tell me if you like any of these https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ok9U1Y4AgZMhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FVpND2jxgHAhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jaBbMnoA0ak&pp=0gcJCTkCo7VqN5tDhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RDydoTqoEuM&t=1s&pp=2AEBkAIB>>84673219hello :3>endlessly complainthe grrrest >>:3>did you have a better day?yea I went to the garage and wrenched on an old bikes and later I worked a little on the map ^^now im watching youtube
>>84673264>parents got mcdonalds >:3woaaathat from the pics it didn't look like a place that would have mcds near by watcha get to eat from there then? >tyy!!np I can sedn more vids if youd like ^^ I have a lot of them on the internetz
>>84673458>it didn't look like a place that would have mcds >near by ikr?!?! i was sooo shocked to see a mcd in the middle of nowhere qwq>np I can sedn more vids if youd like ^^ currently watching the vid abt lightscape :3 so far i like it!!
>>84673255you should play another crab's treasure. you can put the main character in a maid costume.>>84673264>my legs did not enjoy it. neither did my back... at least i was able to take some nice pics :3well, nobody every said being on vacation isn't hard work. gotta put in some effort to get those pics.>actually sounds like a good ideai've got those sometimes. (^-^) feel free to use it.>sadly yes qwqthat's brutal. i guess all you can do is try to keep up. o7>had a lil snack n some beers with my dadnothing beat some quality time with the family. that reminds me: i found some nice alcohol free beer at a store, but they only had one left. need to check if they got more in the meantime.>dark souls, music and crying myself to sleep :Dsolid choice. what are you listening to? i just put on some stream for backgroind noise.>>84673363probably officeanon for some cosplay.>>84673405>the grrrest >>:3yup. i'm considering just giving them a blank stare when they start again. kinda through with it.>I went to the garage and wrenched on an old bikeswhat did it do to deserve that?>I worked a little on the map ^^progress! \o/ what did work on?>now im watching youtubejust some stream here. found something good?
>>84673458forgot to add this...>watcha get to eat from there then? uhh bigmac, nugs, sprite n cheeseburger :3
>>84673517>what are you listening to?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oURs23gBGdE&list=RDoURs23gBGdE&start_radio=1next up im gonna listen to the full godspeed you black emperor - lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven album. i love it sooooo much qwq>gotta put in some effort to get those pics.true... but aye they turned out well and im glad
>>84673503>>84673503>i was sooo shocked to see a mcd in the middle of nowhere qwqbut thank goodness you won't go to sleep hungry ^^ >watching the vid abt lightscape :3 so far i like it!!https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EGIwcPA1_34here's about a similar thing from a different channel>>84673519>bigmac, nugs, sprite n cheeseburger :3nice :3>>84673517>just giving them a blank stare when they start again.you don't already do that?they deserve it>what did it do to deserve that?one of the old ones has issue with the bottom bracket and I can't get it unscrewed >what did work on?mainly just sorting out bugs and make sure I can like add other sequences to the existing ones without everything breaking >some stream here. found something good?hmm just charb vid https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tNgKSwsOr8E&pp=ygUJY2hhcmJvcmcg
>>84673551>linkthat's a nice playlist from what i heard. gonna save that. and that album name is a mouthful. better make a screenshot so i don't forget to check it out.>they turned out well and im gladmake sure to make a backup of them. lost some nice pics when my last phone died. (T~T)>>84673854>you don't already do that?showing some compassion and faking that you're on their side gets them out of the store the quickest. usually they also just complain while picking up the stuff they didn't get at the door, but today there was actually a guy whose package was to be delivered to a completely different location and he came to ours to just complain, even though he knew it wasn't our fault and that we couldn't do anything about it. guess he had some time to waste.>I can't get it unscrewedhow did you fix it?>sorting out bugswhat kind of bugs you talking about? didn't think there'd be many of those in a catbro map. D:>and make sure I can like add other sequencesfirat catbro-game incoming! :D>hmm just charb vidyay! more stuff to fall asleep to!
>>84674099>and that album name is a mouthfulit sure is... stupid album always makes me cry tho >:(>make sure to make a backup of themdone! i always make folders n save them on like 3 different devices qwq>lost some nice pics when my last phone diednooooo TwT
>>84674156>stupid album always makes me cry tho >:(do you have a special emotional connection to it or is it the general mood?>i always make folders n save them on like 3 different devices qwqalways one step ahead. :]>nooooo TwTnow that i think about it, i might have posted some on on discord. maybe they're still. need to check that.
>>84674247>do you have a special emotional connection to it >or is it the general mood?no idea desu. ive always been a bit over-emotional and for some reason, a handful of songs (and also movies, series, anime etc) just make me feel like shit in the best way possible
>>84658234>what sorts of things did you findlike all kinds of stuff lolbtw is that disanon (forgot to put his nickname) or just a normal anon?>>84658239>not sore or anything after my ridewere you joking here or? cuz like it works for a joke and a serious statement lol>it's not like you'll run out of bookstrue true it just feels nice finishing it>good excuse to go out on a walk again very true lol>a 100kn onewow :D that's a lotdid you have any new ones recently?>do you know how to ride a bike?i was very young last time i rode a bike, it was that one with four wheelsbut like why not learning?>>84658517>hi remhi yuanon>missed your post earlier>need to pay more attention to the names.no worries!>sleep well!thanks!>>84672637>Is there anything bothering youso tomorrow i'm taking a trip with my family to another cityit's good and nice and all but uhhhremember my best friend? the one i used to talk about (maybe i should give him a nickname to remind you easily)so, i really wanted to go with him to such places, i wanted to see a lot of places with him for first timesbut it's okay going with my family is nice,though, it's been half a year, i miss him :/i feel like i'm unable to be fully pleased by anything, not able to enjoy anything without thinking about him
>>84672637>>84674356my post somehow disappeared after clicking "post" so i had to rewrite it but i forgot to ask you when i rewrote, how are you cat?
eepthe night is pretty nice and cool time to bundle up>>84674099>>84674099>different location and he came to ours to just complain, even thoughman some people what breeds this sort of folk>how did you fix it?I didn't D;>what kind of bugs you talking about?the only one that really happened was that some sounds sometimes wouldn't play for some reason, I don't know why theoretically the engine can support like of them at 128 at one >incoming! :Dmight take a bit I like the ideas I have but in a way I feel like I'm not reaching their full potential like I sorta wanna make a short map but also I could try to make more but then I might never finish it and I don't want another unfinished project so I think I'll try to finish it and post it and maybe make a more expensive fuller mod in the future>more stuff to fall asleep to!^^ how have you been sleepin btw?
>>84674356heyo friendo>cuz like it works for a jokeit does?nope I wasn't joking ^^>it just feels nice finishing ittrue>did you have any new ones recently?nope I just sat at home mostly >it was that one with four wheelsooh that's really sounds like a long while ago >but like why not learning?yep :Dhopefully you get a bike oke daythey're fun>i'm taking a trip with my family to another cityhope you have fun :3>really wanted to go with himsadly it turned out it was never to belifes like that I really don't know what what you could do to move on but I hope you manage to>>84674377noo D:it's soo annoying when it does that>when i rewrote, how are you cat?pretty okayI worked a little bit on an old bike today because a piece of it is stuck and it gotta unscrew itand I also worked on a map a lil bit
>>84674295>a handful of songs (and also movies, series, anime etc) just make me feel like shit in the best way possiblei think it's good to have things like this that help you express you emotions. i've always had an issue with that and it leads to a lot of pressure building up. your way of dealing with that is way better.>>84674356>no worries!alright. i won't. :]>i feel like i'm unable to be fully pleased by anything, not able to enjoy anything without thinking about himit's tough. best thing you can do is just try to enjoy it as much as you can for your own and your families sake. it'll get easier with time, but we're talking a really long time here. you're in it for the long run.>>84674419good night, fren. i'm getting super tired, too.>what breeds this sort of folkconstant stress, i suppose? honestly though, some people are just inconsiderate.>I didn't D;this can't stand! what's the issue? do you need othet tools?>that some sounds sometimes wouldn't play for some reasonhm. wish i could help you with that, but you probably have to fidget around with stuff until it works. good luck. :/>I sorta wanna make a short mapgood idea to have complete proof of concept first before diving headfirst into a bigger one. rooting for this one to come out.anyways, i need some sleep. good night!
going to bed.. im sooo tired TwT g'night!!
Hello friends. Hope you're all well.I'm on DEFCON 1 right now and need to go on a complete blackout/lockdown for the foreseeable future. You're more than welcome to message me privately if you want to talk about anything.Please take care and have a good snooze.
I stopped playing a game not because of me putting too much time into it but because my final steam time was a meme numberhow pathetic is that?
>>84672637cutlarper here again. i want to cut again but im too scared to get caught, expecially now that its summer and i cannot wear long sleeves. i could cut myself in the thighs but eeeehh, i want to see my scars. im tired of just hitting my head on the wall.
