Sometimes I watch podcasts or streams and I'm like, "My god, some people are just out there having fun every day". I have fun like maybe 1 day every year, and only when I'm on drugs
I have drugs every day
Nothing like listening to a podcast where its just you listening to friends having fun (without you)
>>84680466I want to be a coke head or something so badly. I'd just do whatever I wanted and my real life will begin
Fucking depresses me hard podcasts, every dickhead on a podcast has such a fruitful life, especially comedians who also do them yet are all le ironically depressed. I enjoy cumtown, I could only dream of such a colourful social life dude. I haven't had a care free social event in like 3 years.
>>84680453Turn the drug money into business/investing money instead. Give yourself the financial freedom to enjoy life every day.