>>84685776
OP might actually be a female this time. Nah, just joshing ya.

>>84685776
Yes, you're a horrible gf, now stop or kill yourself

but i've never cheated on him and i've never been disloyal to him

>>84685776
what is this rhetorical question

you are a terrible human being, not just a terrible girlfriend

the fact nice, kind, thoughtful, innocent, loving men have to settle for this, shit is disgusting

>>84685787
sometimes i feel like i should just convince him to enjoy being humiliated because it'd save him a lot of trouble dealing with me

i genuinely feel like i'm draining the life out of the guy and wasting his potential

he's sweet he's affectionate he's patient beyond reason

and meanwhile i keep finding ways to be difficult to put him down or make his day worse for no good reason

the worst part is that i enjoy it in the moment and then later it just makes me feel miserable

i love him and that's exactly why it hurts

>>84685776
Nah sister, you're doing everything right. How is he supposed to step up and be a man unless you're constantly hen picking him about his faults?
Happy wife, happy life, right? His only job is to make you happy and if you're not happy you need to let him know, which you're doing a fine job of.
Next time you start to feel regret for the way you treat him, just remember that you deserve to be treated like a goddess.

>>84685787
That's exactly how my bitch treats me. I do everything for her including cooking and cleaning for her and I get treated like dogshit.

You are either incredibly hot or you're dating a total loser with a gigantic inferiority complex, otherwise idk why ye would keep dating you. Anyway, if you see that you have a problem and you want to fix it, you for sure can. Sounds that you have some sort of anger management issues, and you snap quickly, so start by trying to control your emotions a little bit, deep breathes and shit. Talk it out with your boyfriend, too, communication is important in a relationship, tell him that you don'tean what you say and that you will work on it to become a better person and girlfriend. Idk, maybe you're just a helpless retard. Good luck!

You need to be dominatrix and dominate him if you want to make him happy
sexually humiliate him and crush his cock against the ground with your heels until he cums so fucking hard
make him your slave

>>84685776
Your a beautiful little angle, sweatie

>>84685776
when the beautiful princess disorder is completely obvious but they don't use the magic acronym so no one in the thread says anything about it.

>>84685776
Have you had your bpd diagnosed yet

>>84685795
>sometimes i feel like i should just convince him to enjoy being humiliated because it'd save him a lot of trouble dealing with me

sometimes i feel like i should manipulate him so it writes a false narrative in my disgusting, sadistic mind that feels like i'm doing nothing wrong*

women like you are one of the biggest reasons why serial killers/rapists are made

and it's so heartbreaking because THIS is what he has to settle for, there is literally NO worse time in history than now to be a romantic gentleman

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>>84685836
we are mindlinked, my friend

>>84685847
I'm gonna go to sleep now, my love. Stay hydrated

I threaten to kill mine all the time and abuse him too. It's a natural reaction to being around a scrote so much

>>84685776
talk to him about stopping birth control and fucking raw. You need to get pregnant asap

i dont know why i imagine the Op to be the girl in the picture attached above .
Cute if true.

just leave this poor guy alone

>>84685776
>>84685867
god I wish I had a girl like this
especially if she'd physically abuse me and keep me in a chastity cage whenever she's not using my dick

I need to start abusing my bf he puts 0 effort into his appearance it's enraging
>>84685798
you should try harder then

>>84685776
You are just a normal female. Except for the part about actually loving him.

>>84685968
he probably doesnt see the point when hes with someone like you

>>84685968
i'd genuinely rather he be fat than attractive i want him to be mine and mine alone right now he's tall and slim and i know he could attract other girls if he wanted to and i hate even thinking about it every time i remember that other women can look at him i get angry i'm even jealous of his therapist and she's literally just doing her job that's how bad it is i don't want a piece of him i want all of him i don't want to share him with anyone not emotionally not romantically not in any way i know it sounds possessive but that's exactly how i feel

>>84685785
You eventually will, you sound like a rude bpd cunt

>>84685900
i wish i could put him in a chastity cage that's genuinely one of my dreams
i don't know what to do i really don't know what to do

i want us to be completely obsessed with each other
and the funny thing is that i know i'd stay loyal no matter what i do to him i'm loyal to a fault i love him love love love
i've never thought about anyone else and i tell him everything that happens in my life

it's just that i love tormenting him i love getting a reaction out of him when we were together irl i'd smack him on the arm pull his hair tease him relentlessly and he hated it but i could never stop myself

for some reason i always end up bullying the people i love the most and then five minutes later i want to hold them close and tell them how much they mean to me

you need rape correction, if he isn't indulging lemme do it instead

>>84686030
never in a million years retard i adore him and i'd never let another person's hands touch me like that i love my boyfriend more than anything and i want to build a family with him i want him to hold me i want to feel vulnerable in his arms when we make love

he knows exactly how to make me feel good he knows how to talk to me how to calm me down how to handle me and i feel his patience and his love more than anything else in the world

he takes such good care of me and every day i'm reminded of how lucky i am to have him

i don't want anyone else i don't even look at anyone else my heart is already spoken for and it has been for a long time now he's the one i want and the one i'll keep choosing every single day no matter what happens

>>84686050
Sure, my ex said the same shit. Then she turned into a whore

>>84686033
you are genuinely fictional levels of evil lol, you're one and then two in the snap of a finger, two, then one, crazy mood swings

were you manifested in a fucking lab? how do beings like you even exist?

>>84685968
>you should try harder then
I worked myself to injury for this woman and she's abandoning me and letting me become homeless. I let her run up my credit card because she needed help. I blew the tiny amount of savings I had moving states so she could be by her "best friend" who then screwed her over and she still likes her more than me. I cook and clean and do all the dishes and laundry while she sits at home 24/7 and never does anything.
I've done everything there is to do. I thought settling for an ugly fat autist would be an easier ride than a Stacy. Guess I was wrong: every retarded whore is like this. Should have learned from my cunt mother.

>>84686087
best of luck to you man, women are fucking EVIL.

>>84686087
just curious what was your childhood like

>>84686087
I'm glad she used you for what she could you sound like an asshole that doesn't even like her.
Also
>lists basic housework like it's taking bullets for her
shit you should be doing anyways and would be doing alone retard unless you are a pig

>>84686050
literally one second of chads attention and you will be bouncing on his cock none of you are different

>>84685776
>i actually love him a lot
No you don't. You don't know what love is.

>>84686097
I know. They cannot be selfless, ever. Every action is based in selfishness. It enrages me having sacrificed everything.
>>84686105
Does that really need elaboration on /r9k/? I wouldn't be here if it was good.
>>84686110
I wouldn't have tried so hard to make it work if I didn't like her. That's retarded. It's also less about "liking" someone than it is to build a future together. Unfortunately she'd rather blow all her money on doordash and expensive trips that she never took me on.

>>84686110
And no, retard, I do the housework of three people because she refuses to do anything. Learn to read. When I lived alone my apartment was immaculate.

>>84686147
>housework of three people
Who is the third your bull?

>>84686164
Two cats that get more affection than me.

>>84686173
Yeah the cats don't call her a fat ugly autist and are cuter than you

>>84686176
Hey, she's a lot less fat because of me. I've turned her life around completely in terms of health. How's your 500lb life going?

>>84686019
I think your boyfriend should grow some balls and break up with you. It doesn't really matter how much you "love" him, you are awful. You know you don't have to be in a relationship right? work on your issues, do dbt therapy.

>>84685776
yes you probably are at least a bad one. but at least you feel guilty about it, and what you are saying is not even close to how badly some girls i have known treat their boyfriends.
you have listed some examples of bad things you have done, how about the good things? what ways do you treat him right? how is the sex? the sex between my gf and i is awful, she is terrible at it and rarely gives it to me, i dont think she realises how damaging it is, and i cheated on her twice due to this, and other reasons. you dont want your bf doing that to you.
why not change your behaviour, not snap at him? not insult him? listen to him more and do what he asks of you a bit more often? see how you feel after all this

>>84686536
what a weird larp from you

>>84685776
my brother told me my (ex) boyfriend had a piss kink, he broke up with me right after I found out he didn't

>>84685798
dont be as nice to her. treat her badly when she treats you badly, treat her good when she treats you good. u have to train a woman like a dog. now u are teaching her to associate her abuse towards you with rewards, eg cooking and cleaning.
and if this doesnt work then tell her how u feel and that u need to break up and find someone less abusive
>>84685867
my gf used to be kinda abusive towards me. now she knows that when she is like that, i act cold and distant towards her and insult her back, dont hang out with her, dont buy her nice things etc etc and she is like this less often, but it still shows. we were long distance for a while, now irl again, if she starts becoming an abusive bitch again i may break up with her, i tried to break up with her a handful of times while we were long distance but she would cut herself and cry forgiveness and it worked
>>84686033
>it's just that i love tormenting him i love getting a reaction out of him when we were together irl i'd smack him on the arm pull his hair tease him relentlessly and he hated it but i could never stop myself
thats how my gf is / was towards me, it builds up resentment within me and stresses me out. like i said, i cheated on her, and if she still does it i may split up
>for some reason i always end up bullying the people i love the most and then five minutes later i want to hold them close and tell them how much they mean to me
me too, i did it to one girl and then she blocked me on everything because she hated how i treated her too much.
femanon surely u dont want ur bf to cheat or leave you for a nicer girl, so why act like this? dont take him for granted
>>84686087
no offence, i am not saying she is not a cunt and you are not a good guy, but after a while, it is your fault that you allow yourself to be treated like this, because you stay with her. like a woman who claims her bf raped her for years. well, she had every opportunity to leave him, but she didnt

>>84686050
He's gonna leave you if you don't change your attitude. Nobody wants 70 years of putting up with your shit.

>>84686632
another day, another poster on r9k assumes someone elses life is a larp

>>84686669
What else am I gonna do nigga? Like I said, I literally broke myself working my ass off trying to make it work with this ungrateful cunt. I'm about to be homeless again anyway. It doesn't matter what I do.

>>84686697
>What else am I gonna do nigga?
break up with her? there's a suggestion

>>84686702
And expedite the fast track to homelessness and absolutely no support system again. Good thinking.
I'd rather have one shitty person in my life who kind of cares than absolutely no one. Your advice is unfounded.

>>84686729
>who kind of cares
read over your last posts, she doesn't care about you. she treats you like dogshit. she keeps you around because of what she can gain from you.

>>84686890
Yeah, and now that I'm injured it doesn't matter anyway. I'm about to be homeless and she's totally secure. I know she doesn't care about me, I challenge you to find one woman who would. I have been alone all my life, I don't care about love or any of that bullshit. I just want to feel someone's body heat and I don't even get that, so.

>>84685776
You seem pretty bad ngl. However, your man has agency and if he wants to stay thats on him

>>84687022
the first time we met irl i literally stabbed him after a huge argument and he still stayed with me afterwards

might genuinely have an absurdly high tolerance level

>>84687072
Hm, without doxxing him can you tell me how you met and what his personality is? Is he meek? Low self esteem? Im curious as to why he stays

>>84687072
stabbing is too much but i would unironically be effectively trapped if a bitch bit me hard enough to draw blood and then kissed on it after.

>>84687091
i originally met him on a videogame forum

he was busy dumping his hatred on the entire world and for some reason i found it funny so i asked him to add me on discord

he's extremely passive and gentle most of the time he rarely raises his voice or starts conflict and pretty much everyone around him sees him as a sweet guy

he seems to like himself at least that's what he tells me

he has pretty high self esteem from what i can tell although it definitely swings around sometimes from outright self hatred to what looks suspiciously like a god complex

he's a weird guy but then again i don't think a normal person would've stayed around me for this long either

he's 6'2 pretty skinny with a soft almost feminine face and such a beautiful smile

>>84687096
that's literally what happened

he kept whining that he was bleeding and that it hurt and i told him to quit acting like a princess

then i kissed him while the blood was still dripping

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>>84687124
>6'2
WHO COULD HAVE IMAGINED

>>84687124
what if he's cheating on you with pornography though?

>>84687141
would be diamonds im afraid, why are bpd women so hot when they cause such distress and chaos in their wake. fuck this retard ass nigger life ive been handed.

>>84686996
burn her in flames and feel the utmost heat

>foid npc rambles on

>>84687091
I was in something similar. My parents were dysfunctional and my dad was a doormat, so I assumed putting up with shit like this was normal. I eventually got rid of her, though I didn't really vibe with anyone else ever again. Can't win anons. I do miss the sex (and I was pretty evil myself regarding that) but she was really a terrible partner. Enjoy it while it lasts OP. He will probably come to his senses one day, and so will you.

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>>84685785
>i've never cheated on him and i've never been disloyal to him
You had going there up to that point OP.