I want to take my pills, I really do, but i'm scaredplease help me be less scared anons
>>84700590Which pills are you going to take, why, and why are you afraid of taking them?
>>84700590Do you mean swallowing them? I don't know how to swallow pills and have only managed to a few times in my life. Call me a child, but I prefer gummy bears or chewable tablets to avoid the problem of a choking hazard.
>>84700590Is this your first dose OP?Theres nothing to worry about, theyre just to help you. Its not even a permanent decision. You can always reconsider or talk to your doctor again the next time you take them. But you wont have an informed perspective unless you take them the first time.
>>84700598>>84700601>>84700607I have 2 bottles of Elontril9g in total. I want to take it all, but i'm still afraidmostly of the agony i'll experience. Also of the consequences if i survive
>>84700623Goddamnit OP I was trying to be supportive I didnt realize you were trying to kill yourself. frick you, meaniehead. >:(Dont kill yourself. Your life has way more meaning and value than you realize.
>>84700590>>84700623pills are rarely effective for this sort of thing, please dont do it you will just hurt yourself a lot
>>84700643it really doesn'ti can't get what i need out of life and i'm a liablity at this point>>84700649i'm kind of stuck. Not much else i can do really
>>84700673You wouldnt be able to accurately determine what your self worth was unless you were very self aware. Anything else is a flawed and subjective take. Most people lack sufficient self awareness skills. a lot of people dont have any self awareness at all. Logically, what do you think the probability is that youre in the incredibly small minority of people that are fully self aware of who they are as a person? Genuine question.
>>84700590I'll give you a hug
>>84700623I need to know why you want to kill yourself before I can decide if I'm going to encourage you or not. I'm a responsible person, OP.
>>84700623Oh, this is a suicide thread. Okay. I'm sorry, anon. I misinterpreted your post. I think you should try and sleep this off, maybe have a few shots of liquor, and reconsider. Suicide is ultimately the right of the individual, but I would be remiss to not discourage you from such a permanent action, especially if you are not spiritually ready. If you commit suicide without having gnosis, you will just reincarnate back onto this plane with no memory and in a different and perhaps worse body, so you should study what happens after death. The tunnel of light trap is a really important one. Since you are probably depressed, an inundation of positive energy would probably ensnare your consciousness after death.I recommend looking into Gnosticism and Prison Planet Theory as good starting points for your spiritual journey if you are not on one already.
>>84700623>>84700702Just saw that elontril is an antidepressant. You aren't going to die overdosing on it, buddy. Give up.
>>84700687well i know some facts about me which make me a liabilityis that enough self-awareness for you?>>84700697I would like a hug. Maybe it would make my passing easier>>84700702well i just can't make my life worthwhilei can't make any friends, i can't find love, i'm about to fail college a second time>>84700714my life is leading nowhere. If i don't pull the plug now i'm going to end up way worse>>84700722not much else i can do
>>84700714>picrelW-W-Wait, anon, I thought Star Gate Project had failed! What do you mean with that pic?
>>84700748>not much else i can doYou won't die if you don't live alone, and you're probably going to go through a lot of pain too. If you want to kys, try to make an exit bag. DON'T OD on antidepressants
Widely prescribed for depression and smoking cessation, bupropion is generally safe at therapeutic doses; however, overdose can produce serious neurologic and cardiovascular complications, including agitation, tachycardia, conduction abnormalities, and delayed-onset seizures that may progress to status epilepticus and death. You won't die. You'll fuck your heart and get seizures.
>>84700748its definitely not enough self awareness to determine your self worth just because you know some facts about you. Your life has value. Do not throw it away.
>>84700771aren't most tanks you can get not pure enough nowadays?>>84700780as long as i don't bring too much attention to myself i'll be left alone long enough to dieis that possible?>>84700784>Your life has valuelike what
>>84700748why not just take the trip to the looney bin if youre already failing college?you have nothing to lose
>>84700819what would be the point of my continued existence?
>>84700801I think it depends on your country. But even if that's 100% true, it doesn't change that if overdosing is your only "option", then you actually don't have any option.
>>84700801LolTry it or don't. It's your life to fuck up. But the most probable outcome is that you have to go through painful seizures for a while. With heart issues that may be permanent. Fucking up your already fucked life.
>>84700801God gave you life and the ability to experience existence. You literally only have one life. You will never get to experience life again. You will never be conscious again. Its silly to arbitrarily end that experience prematurely. Youre going to die anyway, its inevitable. So what realistically do you have to lose if you wait? You'll die one day regardless, which is what you want. so why not wait for it? in the meantime you can try to find things that may might your existence more enjoyable.
oooooooooowwwwww brotheeeeer, Skydaddy, GOD wouldn't want you to do this okay? Yeah, he has already killed millions before, probably children too in the flood, but life is precious okay? Don't kys or God is going to make you suffer for your entire afterlife.
>>84700826>then you actually don't have any option.wdym?>>84700837where will it hurt?>>84700841>in the meantime you can try to find things that may might your existence more enjoyable.best case scenario i find some shitty factory job and work 12 hours per day to make ends meet because i don't have the brain for a college degree. Worst case i become homeless. Is this kind of life that would be worth living?
>>84700895>wdym?I mean that it isn't going to work well. At that point you'd suffer less if you just tried seppuku.
>>84700823you dont need one, i was in your exact position except i dont suffer from depression so suicide wasnt something i was seriously considering.i just spent the next year working in a restaurant and switched universities after i got enough money to pay the tuition. it was much easier to study for a degree that i was actually interested in so i got my diploma eventually. i still dont have friends or love but i dont really care about that shit either. the only thing i want now is to be an actually functioning adult with a job and a car, i can figure out the rest once i get there. im not going to tell you to not kill yourself, i dont really care if you do it or not but just know that your current situation really isn't as grave as you think.
>>84700748no problem OP that hug is coming your way
>>84700754You'll have to ask the artist of the pictures. It's a 5-part series.
>>84701204>It's a 5-part seriesI realized it because of the filename, but I failed in finding the other parts in the archives on 4plebs. Thanks for posting the full version.
>>84701100well you're not as broken as me
>>84700590I'm sorry you are suffering anon. The last time I tried helping someone who was suicidal I ended up using AI because I didn't know what to say. What's your story
>>84701263>The last time I tried helping someone who was suicidal I ended up using AI because I didn't know what to saynta, but knowing that would make me feel worse than seeing a post telling me to oof myself if I were suicidal. You're trash.
>>84701263like i said, my life is leading nowherei can't get what i need from it
>>84701286There's no excuse I felt like trash because of it because it was a trash thing to do
>>84701291What do you need
>>84701390friendsgirlfriendcareer in sciencecan't do any of those things
