I've been such a loser for so long that I've come to like being ridiculed I've paid strippers to verbal abuse me to the point of tears, I enjoy being yelled at by anyone, man or woman. I like being hit and doing embarrassing things nowI don't know if I'm too far gone
>>84724142lmaoing my ass off
>>84724142>he let porn addiction escalate into true degeneracy falling for the bit this hard.. you do realize you can just jerk off?
>>84724142it's rough, that one tends to compound on itself and at some point you're going to want to leave it behind. I've seen a lot of men build that same animosity to women in general that republicans build towards homosexuality. You have to work to accept parts of yourself are not all encompassing.
>>84724142hey op i found this pic of you
>>84724142>Tranny Circus viewer is a pathetic degenerate Color me shocked
>>84724142If you are gonna pay them for something you might as well pay for sex. It's not like they're above that.
>>84724142And I will continue to shove shit up my ass on the internet until I'm the richest man alive.
>>84724142quit porn
>>84724190>>84724175>>84724157>>84724434wanting to insult someone who likes to be insulted is a real headscratcher
>>84724531I'm just trying to give him what he wants
>>84724550that makes sensee
>>84724531I'm more angered by the fact that this moron and I kin him.Next time, use nice Jax, OP.
>>84724142Of course the total fucking loser would post the fotm children's show characterAt least you know your place in the universeNow you might even get a gfAs long as you don't mind tasting other men's cum every time you kiss her lol
>>84724823Not a children's show if they talk about sex and cuss bingus
>>84724849are you retarded?that lightweight shit is exactly what every single kid watches nowadays
bump so I can bully you later
>>84724142Put a shotgun up your ass and pull the trigger
>>84724862still not a children's show by definition and it handles adult topics specifically surrounding grief
>>84725858Also not op, blabbermouthed gash
>>84724142I went through humiliation that logically should've made me kill myself. I consider myself lucky that I didn't find any appeal in the cuckoldry route.
>>84724823Why is this faggot ass koopa troopa wearing a pink wig? Looks dumb af bing bing wahoo looking ass bitch
>>84726939This is like saying doctor who isnt a childrens show
>>84727177It's clearly a family show and doesn't have as deep of concepts regarding mental illness and remains campy.
>>84724142>I've been such a loser for so long that I've come to like being ridiculedI've always felt like sexual fantasies that come from the twisting of trauma or confusion into pleasure/arousal should be considered something else entirely from fetishes that arise "naturally"inb4 all fetishes are from traumaLike how women will get molested or have no father figure so they become attracted to older guys or have a daddy kink. I feel like that's something entirely separate from women who grew up normally but still get off to older guys or F/D incest stuff. Especially since from what I've read some of those people find out they don't even really want sex, when they get to the point of living out their fantasy it's more being in the scenario than orgasming that they want. So at that point could it even be called sexual? It feels more to me than "psychosexual conditioning" than a natural fetish a guy might have for furry inflation or some shit.I guess what I'm asking is to what extent is this sexual to you? You mention strippers but is that just because they're conveniently available for elaborate roleplays or is this something definitely pleasurable for you.
>>84724142Yeah same here. I paid some gay twinks to make fun of me for being a loser. I'm not even gay and I've never had sex before. But it is just the fact that someone so effeminate can abuse me feels nice. I even offered to pay one of them if they beat me up and I'd give them my wallet afterwards but it never came to fruition. I've fully accepted I am a disgusting, unlovable loser, and begging to be hurt is the closest thing I will ever have to a meaningful connection with another human being. I take comfort in being less than human.
>>84724434this. it's not even an insult, it's good advice.I hope OP finds a girl who can gently correct him without becoming abusive, but it might be hard for her to resist a temptation he would be asking for.OP should discover that hugs and headpats from a girl who likes and encourages him are better than abuse
>>84724142https://voca.ro/1k7jQBzat2A9
