i hope things are going to get better for you anon.dont give up and do your best! dont be scared to do new things, even if they go bad then at least you tried!
>>84725782thanks, my portfolio is only up 1.87% today when at one point it was up 2.65%>perhaps I'll try 0dte SPY puts instead
>>84725782Haven't seen you in a while Hutaonon! Things are kind of going like shit for me, as usual, probably by my own hand. How about you?
>>84725782 my life is going very good
>>84725782hi hu taosending good hopes to everyone <3>>84726062>shitsame>by my own handsame 2
>>84726260What are you doing to turn your life into shit? :(
>>84725782>>84726062im glad to see you two still post
>>84726303Thanks, but I'm also kind of unhappy that I haven't improved my life to the point where I don't need to come here anymore.
>>84725782hello nice to see you again. thanks and i wish the same for you and everybody else too.doing what i did in the last thread rlly helped me feel better. back to the basics although i may try this social experiment again some time later>>84726062nice to see you too. its a shame though that life still sucks..will go outside for a bit and stuff so if i don't reply before everyone leaves you know why. assuming people still want to talk to me
>>84726271just doing nothing, like luigi:pensive:
>>84726062hello mio. why are things so shit hm? im doing uh, good i guess? its hard to say. sometimes im really happy other times i feel like exploding.>>84726101glad to hear desu>>84726260hello anone. thanks for the good hopes! i send you a hug.>>84726356hi there anon. sadly as my memory is getting worse and worse everyday i cant really remember what happened in the last thread, but uhm, its nice that you're feeling better! did anything good happen too?
>>84725782you only say that because you don't know me.
>>84726356How are you doing Neuronon?>>84726376I always feel like I don't have the energy to live... I want to rot... I don't understand the people who have the drive to consistently keep up with life.
>>84726388I procrastinate a lot. I'm also starting to realize how deeply anxious I am as a person. I have a deep fear of a lot of things apparently, and that makes me not want to do anything except stay in bed. So you can imagine how life goes to shit when you stay in bed all day watching anime. It's nice to hear you're doing somewhat well.
>>84726388>i cant really remember what happened in the last threada while back we had a discussion about ppl not supposed to being alone and stuff so i went out and made some online buddies. in the last thread i cut almost all of them off.>did anything good happen too?uhm... i finally have some much needed glasses and uh that's about it i think. oh and i'm slowly getting closer to getting neetbux and a place to stay.>>84726396kinda feeling like always no matter what happens but technically things are getting better. dunno if it really matters in the end considering how fucked i am, but if trying something rlly stupid a bit back taught me anything its that i don't want give up trying just yet.but motivationally and energy wise pretty close to you i'd say.and almost everything feels like a comedy show at this point too. i dunno.things will be better though, for you, for me, and for everyone else also. it will be amazing
>>84726497>a while back we had a discussion about ppl not supposed to being alone and stuff so i went out and made some online buddies. in the last thread i cut almost all of them off.After a while of not talking to anyone online I kind of don't feel the desire to do so anymore. I think my preferences have changed a bit in terms of what I want to get out of friendships with people online. Perhaps I just need a bit of time to rekindle some old friendships.>i don't want give up trying just yet.Same here. If I haven't killed myself yet then it means I haven't given up. Have there been regular Hutaonon threads lately? Here's a cuddle shark for you.
>>84726530>I kind of don't feel the desire to do so anymorethen please never try to force anything. a couple of people itt struggle with that i think. and its a rlly rlly bad thing to do>I think my preferences have changed a bit in terms of what I want to get out of friendships with people onlinehow did they change?>Perhaps I just need a bit of time to rekindle some old friendships.does that even work? in my experience the longer there's no contact the less they care about you. there has been 2 (two) exceptions but those are crazy rare and i consider myself lucky.>If I haven't killed myself yet then it means I haven't given up.that's a good mindset. you are standing so its not over. lets try to forget about the plan B though..>Have there been regular Hutaonon threads lately?not that i recall. they got a lot rarer in the last couple of months.which might be for the better as this board is just getting worse and worse. i also stopped being here most of the time>Here's a cuddle shark for you.thanks. and here's an umbrella for ya ^^but brb im out cycling now
>>84726412>deeply anxious I am as a personi can relate to that, i got anxiety so bad sometimes that it hurts physically. my anxiety is mostly related to social things though, i learned to manage the one related to stuff like work/new experiences etc. sadly, there's not much i can give you advice on other than try to do things even if they terrify you. the worst thing you can do is nothing. action is what changes things, including yourself.>>84726497>not supposed to being aloneah, yeah i think i remember what we talked about. me personally, i still dont think im meant to be with people. relationships make me so anxious and scared, but at the same time, they're the only thing that really makes me happy. so i dont know what the hell to do other than endure the scary parts, hoping the good ones come soon enough.>some much needed glassesnioce desu. i also am getting new ones in a month or two cause im losing eyesight... which sucks. but oh well, i like glasses anyway.>neetbuxthat is really good news! i mean, i suppose it would be better if you didnt need them but yknow. i on the other hand, might get a job soon. yippeee.
puh, that was a wild ride. it rained, it was dark, and i was sorta scared but now im back in a dry and comparatively comfy place.>>84726779>i still dont think im meant to be with peopleat least you recognize that.. dunno if there is even anything that can be done to make you not feel terrible when you are alone but i hope that one day there will be someone really nice in your life that doesn't put you through anything scary just for a chance at something something nice. i think most of us could use someone like that..>but oh well, i like glasses anyway.trueee. except when they are all wet cuz you are cycling through rain. but even then its better with them than without desu>i on the other hand, might get a job soon. yippeee.woah congrats :0what's it going to be? something food related i guessand gn if you are already eeping guys
