I never experienced teenage love because I grew up poor and in a abusive household where my parents didn't really care about me. Being fat, poor, autistic, reclusive and not taking care of your looks tend to attract zero girls. Then I had no love or sex in all my 20s because of the insane trauma and constant depression while trying to somehow heal myself, make money and get by. I will not ever in a million years will ever get with a woman my age there is no way in hell after everything I went through and building myself up. It is not only logical no I deserve a qt young girl who is not a bitter feminist and is down to everything I want so I can make up for the lost time.
You are going to marry the slut or stay alone your choice lol.
Are you okay? I mean, you're talking in the past tense, but are you feeling okay now? Do you have any friends to talk to or anything like that?
>>84728089No and no it is just me other people are mostly a waste of time they just hold me back. Tbh you sound just like such a person. I always wanted to die but I don't want to end up as a statistic and let all of the people who did this to me outlive me so I keep going and somehow it just worked out, hate is a good motivation.
>>84728230Well, that's your opinion, but I don't think hatred is the solution, no matter how much people have hurt you. They do it for a reason, and it's clearly wrong. I hope you'll let yourself be helped someday.
