I am a boymodder virgin, i was AMAB and take estrogen HRT but present male. I have never had penetrative sex.Ask me anything r9k, I'm a rare type around here.
>>84729145I know some of these words. I'm special too, special edHow long is you hair?
>rare typeyou're not
>>84729170currently to my shoulders. My hair is dark blonde.
>>84729145when did you start hrt and why did you decide to troon in the first place?did you tell anyone you are trans in real life? do you think you could pass?
>>84729145Do you think this is hot?
>>84729234I started HRT in February. I ordered estradiol enanthate from opengatelabs, I inject 5mg/week. I started injecting at age 22.I think my autism and sexual failure as a man lead me to troon out. My dick was very small pretransition, only 4.5 inch length and 4 inch girth, smaller then any other guy I sucked off. I had never been with a women and considered myself a failed male. I was depressed and wanted change in my life. Trooning out would let me roll the dice one last time and hopefully get a better life, or at the very least be exciting.Right now I don't pass as a female, but for instance I made post today about how I was confused as FTM while boymodding >>>/lgbt/43795440My boobs are noticeable and growing and honestly I might male fail because of them in the future.
>>84729188Checked, a true aryan. Do you frequent other boards or are you not that far gone?>>84729279Also my dumbass failing the captcha allowed me to see this, very cute.
>>84729261the text is not true. You don't have male DNA override yours. You develop sperm antibodies, most notably from getting semen in your ass. You can also get it from semen touching your eyes or inside of your nose or blood. Female prostitutes often have sperm antibodies in addition to male gay bottoms that have bareback sex.
>>84729293mostly r9k and lgbt. A bit of g, biz, and pol
>>84729325What the fuck does a tranny have to post about on the boomer politics board
>>84729344trolling and enraging boomers
>>84729294>excuse me that's a slight mischaracterizationFuck you bitch, get pregnant with my anti-sperm antibodies.
>>84729362I think you meant to say you would breed me and fill me with your cum?
>>84729145Are you chubby like picrel?
>>84729145How old are you. When and how did you realize you were trans.
>>84729386yea I got a little chub. I was 5'7 now 5'5 and weigh 190 but a lot of weight is going to my ass/thighs/boobs.>>8472938722, I realized 4 months ago.
>>84729379That's the implication. More specifically repeatedly over a period of time, since one load isn't enough to trigger production. And I'm going to have to be rough so you get microtears for my sperm to (un)fertilize you deeply.
>>84729325So you're ahead of the curve with memecoins? Or losing money? What do you like to consooooom boymodder anon?
>>84729410That is really hot, what is even hotter is it would be my first time bottoming lol. I would be tight.
>>84729415I am addicted to Linux and computers. Most of the money I spend on fun stuff is computer shit. I have a server rack.
>>84729279how do you set flags on /lgbt/?
Fuck off to >>>/lgbt/ homosexual retard. When are mods going to delete all the homosexual spam
>>84729438I set the flag as non-binary
>>84729447HRT improved my mental health, it can help yours too.
>>84729449i see that you set up your flag as nonbinary thats why i am asking youare you a moron?
Imagine this is your son holy shit
>>84729467I set it as non binary because I do not think I will ever fully pass as a women and will just perma boymode. However, I am obviously starting to not look like a cis dude, so externally I look non binary.
>>84729468I have yet to tell my parents anything. I have not told anyone irl. They will figure it out naturally.
>>84729473i dont give a fuck why did you pick your flag i am asking you how to set up a flag on /lgbt/ since i see no option to do thaton /pol/ it looks like this
>>84729427Well that could change things. It can be dangerous to try for a pregnancy too early. My cock is way too thick for an unprepared hole. Have you been practicing on your own?
>>84729496The option is below the choose file option. Maybe they block non-regulars.
>>84729482do you live with your parents or alone? were you bi before or straight?
>>84729482Or unnaturally lol
>>84729498No because I am not really horny enough to. I only jerk off a couple times a week to protect my dick from shrinking.I will start progesterone is 8 months and that will get me horny.
>>84729436I'm asking now before I get too tired, would you drop a contact or something?
>>84729505I live on my own, I graduated college and work full time. I was bi in high school but got no action, I came out in college as gay and sucked off like 50 guys during my college years haha. I once tried bottoming but got scared because it was with a black guy, it hurt a lot since I was nervous and he was too big, so I left after a minute.
>>84729145Why don't you girlmode instead
>>84729524Why do you want my contact?
>>84729532Because I do not pass yet as a women
>>84729515I'd suggest getting the smallest buttplug you can find and use it while you're masturbating (working up from once a week to every time). That'll keep you from going too far too fast once the wave of horny hits.Of course, the best way to train a hole is with a tongue. How do you feel about beard hair on your taint? What sorts of people are you attracted to?
>>84729552Yeah, I bought one of those vibrating it plugs but have not used it yet. I do not think anything oral with ass is okay, that is just gross. I honestly am getting attracted to cis straight men now lol.
>>84729533Because I'm lonely? Because I'm totally not curious
>>84729561>I honestly am getting attracted to cis straight men now lol.Any particular type? What sort of women were/are you into, if you were ever into women?
>>84729572Sorry not interested atm, plus I do not want to get involuntarily outed
>>84729574I was into milf like chubby women with big thighs and tits during high school but that faded away in college. No woman ever showed any interest in me.
>>84729515It would be hot if your dick shrank and become useless and you could only cum by getting it fucked out of you though
>>84729585My dick was 4.5 inch length and 4 inch girth before transition. I have sucked 50 dicks irl, they were all bigger, at least better girth and usually also more length, than mine except for 1 tranny and 1 really fat guy.
>>84729576What was I expecting lol. If only there's someone willing to take me under their wing (preferably a small cock)
>>84729584>I was into milf like chubby women with big thighs and titsThat describes my wife pretty well. If you let me overbreed your sperm away, it would be safe for me to let you use her quim from time.
>>84729145>boymoder>assigned at birth>take estrogen>present as maleSo youre a retarded fag pretending to have uh i guess pretended to be a woman at some point?
>>84729639Eggs take time to hatch.
>>84729637So you want a third wheel fuck toy for you and your wife that is infertile?
>>84729639My plan is to stay on HRT and boymode until it becomes so obvious that I look like a woman, then girl mode.
>>84729650I would enjoy having a person that could be uncharitably described that way in my life, I don't know how healthy it would be. We're both bi but I can only vouch for my own preference.
>>84729145>i was AMABWhatIs that like Ahab
>>84729695Yeah I am on an adventure to find dick
>>84729711Lol What's so sexually appealing about men? Asking in a non-antagonistic way
>>84729853Honestly my sexuality has changed a bit since starting HRT. Having a guy be pleasured and cum from my hole or mouth and call me beautiful and appreciate me would be nice.I imagine a guy giving me a facial then playing with my face and hair with his big hands and I am looking up at his eyes and he calls me beautiful
>>84729145Would you ever have a loser moidcel pet? I wish a boymoder would bully me. It would be nice if I can be a punching bag for you or we can just talk about whatever.
>>84729883You spoke about a desire for validation, for praise of beauty and for acknowledgement of appreciation Do you feel particularly ugly? Do you feel unneeded/unwanted?
>>84729937I was never really sexually or romantically desired pre transition so one of the goals of HRT is to be desired
>>84729529Seems like you got glowniggered
>>84729948Being desired is an outcome that is determined by external agents who must themselves do the desiring of their own volition. Self-medication will not change this nature of the exchange. Can any desire satisfy you? From any man? Or even from an animal or text on a screen? Or is the implication that this was about women in the past who didn't reciprocate your desire for them?
>>84729948How does it feel to be desired out of fetishization?
>>84729948really? none of those 50 guys you sucked off in college count as sexually desiring you?
>taking a hormone that makes you less emotionally stable and could maybe even give you depression or weight gain
>>84729576what about to play video games together?
>>84730093I am no longer depressed after starting HRT
>>84730088After college gay men became less sexually interested in me
