Moment you realize there's no self, no you , no anon but a illusion suffering from illusions suicide is something that happens everydayYou stop fearing death , pain or even desire pleasure. The you from an hour ago and now aren't same just same way flame burning isn't
If it happens every day, then why not today?
>>84729355i really thought about whether doing this was worth it multiple times but its not worth it whatsoever and incredibly cuckbrained, im not killing myself mentally just cause i had a booboo or someone said something mean, i'll keep doing whatever the fuck i want however the fuck i want and i don't care if i end up rotting and suffering because of it, mental and physical torture is nothing to me
>bro its all just the ego>bro its all in your head>just stop suffering or something
>>84729429Who's suffering though anon? If there's self like u say there is can u point to it? Can u perceive it? Or are u merely stating experiences and narratives that make a person? Reminder you have no free will so wheres the will in this case?
>>84729390>really thought about whether doing this was worth it multiple times but its not worth it whatsoever and incredibly cuckbrained, im not killing myself mentally just cause i had a booboo or someone said something mean, i'll keep doing whatever the fuck i want however the fuck i want and i don't care if i end up rotting and suffering because of it, mental and physical torture is nothing to meYou mistake rope for a snake anon
>>84729495whats the point of doing this? is the point not having a point? if so that's just elaborate nihilism which is lame but if not then why? because just purely existing without any self sounds pathetic and agonizing, its giving something away for something even worse in returni wouldn't "hate" doing this but i don't get what you're supposed to gain from this at all.
>>84729355There is obviously a self. This is cope.
>>84729629Okay why do you believe this? Does this self exist outside mind /bisy? If it's Ming which part of mind
>>84729563>because just purely existing without any self sounds pathetic and agonizing, its giving something away for something even worse in returnLiving in ignorance breeds evil and hatred anon. You believe that there's this little you in body that exists alone controlling mind and body when it's not case.
I'm in 4th jhana get at me niggaTotal equanimity my nigger
>>84729355>"all this stuff is...le illusory!">no way out that isnt the headcanon of some fag who lived and died of flesh in this illusory worldFiguring out the matrix with no redpill is almost worse
>>84729355Ok not gonna kill myself thoughNot while there are still unburnt synagogues
>>84729665>why do you believe this?Because *I* am believing anything. Who is doing the believing if not the self? Maybe that self is a fragment of something larger, but it's bound to my current body and thoughts, what else is a self?
