Im a passing bimbo trans woman, and i started going to male only meet ups for divorced men, or men coping with loneliness.I've already been fucked our by 6 different men, and they're eager to treat me. 2 want a serious relationship and 4 just want sex.Its fun!
>>84735038>i started going to male only meet ups for divorced men, or men coping with loneliness.You just watched Fight Club didn't you
>tfw no chaste virgin passing trans gf
>>84735038ive wanted to be a girl since i was four or five but my parents sent me to conversion therapy and cut me off from any friends i told and grounded me for years for secretly having a gay friend. i am now a handsome tall man and i am miserable and cry every night. i had a girlfriend once and dissociated the first time we cuddled. i am going to live a lonely life and die in my thirties because i like the world to be pretty and people to be nice and the behaviors i need to be a man with many friends and someone who loves me are things i cannot do honestly. every time i touch myself i cry. i don't want to be alive at all. i miss feeling like i could still change. i spend all my time trying to make other people happy and writing poetry like a dork.
>>84735038That's actually very based, you're doing your bit to reduce the male loneliness epidemic.
>>84735047Its less intense, more just a main guy telling others coping strategies. Divorce has WRECKED these men, i mean they're not coping alone at all so i see myself as providing a reason for them to keep going :)
>>84735141so your solution is to ask a whore who gets fucked by 6 different men?
>>84735072Just go to a meet up for men, I'll see you there!
>>84735141Take hrt now. Theres still time, you can still pass and be a woman.Best decision i ever made
>>84735162no, i'm not expecting anything. i just wanted to share because i felt lonely. sorry for derailing the thread or whatever, it would feel more self absorbed to make my own thread i guess.>>84735172i'm six foot two with a full beard. i don't think estrogen will ever change me enough to not be a cruel joke in the wrong skin.
>>84735147Society has 100% abandoned them! They had 3 kids, who are now adults, the wife has gone.The wife was often their entire life. So they like going to play pool, or on dates, its giving them a reason to have a shower and shave again, its nice for me too, i like wearing cute outfits!
>>84735182You think this is what you need but you need to be rational about it. think about what OP is going to do in his 30s or what he's going to look like. Think about why you need to change your sex to achieve what you want. Think about the side effects of hormone therapy, and the research being done about trannies still having unresolved mental issues after transition (https://doi.org/10.1111/apa.70533)You're seeking selfless love where there's only selfish possession. that won't fix it, be very careful.you said you write poetry. are you sure you will be able to make poetry still? isn't the pain of one's life a pre-requisite for art?Maybe read some philosophers. Go on /lit/. But please think with your head.
>>84735246i'm well aware the science behind medical transition is bullshit and can make mental illness much worse due to emotional instability along with many other physiological side effects. i do not think there is much hope for me or anyone like me, the disorder is lethal whether you transition or not; transition isn't the killer, it's the dysphoria. whether you never even try, or try and find it's not enough, the end result is the same. some people get lucky and survive the transition. some people stick their head in the sand and repress it. delusion vs denial, both mentally unwell places to be. i also know i am not likely to find someone who loves me post-transition, but rather people seeking to vent their fetishization on me. i could never do that. sex terrifies me and sometimes i wish i never had to think about it to begin with.despite everything, i've never known something so completely in my life. i do want to be a woman. i specifically wanted to be a mother, and to take care of people, and to have a warm and safe home. i could aim for some of these things but they will never be the same, and a miserable tortured mind cannot bring comfort within intimacy, only without, through some insincere performance. call it a disease or a disorder and i might agree with you, but it's inarguably present and irrefutably impossible to simply abandon. it will color my life in full whether i embrace it or reject it aggressively, therefore living my life as an inversion of it. it is a mark i am branded with and all that is left is to choose the flavor of suffering i wish to endure for however long i can.
Why not at least give us some scraps and show your booty?
Ahem, you age and your maleness gets more obvious as you age
>>84735038I would fuck the ever loving shit out of your sissy hole. >Oh keep going anon do not stop!>braaaaph >shwaaaph
>>84735314>>84735246Lmao you two are losers
>>84735343Just treat me like a slut, hate fuck me anon!
>>84735321Cant anon, haters itt will post me to mumsnet!
>>84735844>mumsnet!Norf or souf?
>>84735844Well fine, do you have discord or something
>>84735872Mumsnet is a trans hate website lol
>>84735887I dooooooooooo drop it if you want
>>84735893I just meant we're both in the UK so I wonder if we live close or not
>>84735932memthr44_00784
Come back bimbo
