I've been holding down a job with bipolar disorder but I've been hallucinating at work and I'm worried I'm going to embarrass myself. I keep hearing voices and confusing them for people talking to me and so I'm quiet when I'm spoken to unless I can look at their face. I saw a mouse crawl into my shoe and I screamed but nobody else saw me luckily.I have to hold it together or else my life is over. On some level I guess I've had to grow up. I don't think that what's happening to me is normal, but everything feels as if it were so. Once in a while, I get an aching longing for an existence that I never was able to participate in.That's all I have to say.
Are you sleeping? Are you taking your meds?
>>84739584Ive been making sure to sleep at least 4 hours a day. I don't take meds anymore though. I don't have insurance for long and I struggle to refill prescriptions. When I have withdrawls from my meds it's worse than just letting it roll without meds. I am just making excuses right now. Ive been relying on prayer to deal with my psychosis but I still have bouts of confusion.
>>84739521Aripiprazole helps with mood, but will make you fat. I take the injections, but usually I only hallucinate at night and have lucid autoscopic hallucinations of me doing things like smoking.I would just say take the meds, the benes, and be a welfare recipient with a serious mental illness.
>>84739610Im sorry about that anon. Autoscopic hallucinations sound crazy. Maybe you're just magic and doing remote viewing? Getting fat is a major downside though ne>I would just say take the meds, the benes, and be a welfare recipient with a serious mental illnessMy mental illness isnt serious i just have a mild psychiatric issue is all i havent stabed myself in months.
>>84739602You need to sleep more than that brother. That's psychosis territory. I've been there on simulants.
