>no one to talk to>the only choices are either 4chan or AI>on 4chan i barely get any replies if any>most are either trolls or are jaded psychos>ai spouts empty bullshit that anyone with half a braincell would see as bullshiti am getting increasingly frustrated with the state of thingsmy parents are bluepilled boomers and are as equally frustratingand don't even get me started on social media like xitteri am so close to snapping, and yet there's nothing i can do about it.my best choices are either to stab myself or to od on antidepressants and hope that the seizures will kill me
>>84739680gotta start adding people and hope for the best unfortunately. probably not gonna get better
>>84739690that just makes you look pathetically desperateand that will only end up in you being used and abused at best
>>84739696sometimes i meet nice peoplethose times are worth all the trials
>>84739703yeah and then they abandon youwhat's the point?
You're Beautiful! Let's Be Together For Eternity
>>84739708some have abandoned me, some havent. i enjoy being their friend in the moment and hope for the best later, and if things fall apart at least i have memories
>>84739720We are not the same then>>84739719At this point i am just waiting to die
>>84739727i guess not. i hope you can find some relief from your loneliness anyhow anone
maybe you should try to talk to people irl
>>84739742>maybe you should try buying a houseFuck youYou think i haven't tried that?
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Despite everything we keep going OPYour post sounds like it could have been writen by meNo matter what just keep going unironically there is no choice between suicide and keeping going no matter what
>>84740767>Despite everything we keep going OPWhy though?
>>84739680try some folks on discord or learn how to be content with your own presence. Speaking of discord, wanna add me? We could talk later if u drop ur name
>>84740785Because theres no other option Either that or suicide
>>84739680read books and make youtube videos man.
>>84740790Already didAnother major disappointment>>84740830So you'd rather live a disappointing life?>>84740842>read booksCan't>make youtube videos About whatYou seem to misunderstandI am not normalI do not operate like other people. I have nothing to say, I have no passions, literally every single thing i do comes from someone else
>>84739680Unironically take the schizo pill anon>be me>actually just be insane>now have to talk to shrink, but I am getting my indefinite NEETbux in a few weeks>It feels great to talk to them because it fuels my ego as I happen to be above average by a lot in every metric>I am no longer depressed as I decided I don't care, no longer want to kill myself>Not lonely despite not talking to anyone at all for several days at a timeAnd if this does not work, just join some random discord server and force yourself to engage with the conversation, preferably an active one with more than 10 active people so it is not just a friend group talking in a public server and make sure to join the VCs as that is where you will get to do stuff like vidya with them
>>84740870You say that as if it's a choice you can takeBut you can't choose your biochemistrySure, i am pretty insane, but i'm not likr youAnd i can't get neetbux like you do because my country simply does not give them
>>84739680Same....no i don't actually have anything to add, the whole point is we have empty lives.
>>84739680Contact me at chickn3@proton.me if you want toI love talking to new people Anyone can contact me if they want but I prefer discord and voice chat
>>84741039aren't you like infamous for discarding people?>>84741030do you at least have anything better than stabbing or antidepressants?
>>84741096I am that femanon who posted her emailAnd it's obviously fabricated if you post on 4chan, there's tons of 4chan posts also claiming they were the ones who discarded me and blocked me.I don't understand how you believe the posts claiming I ghost people but don't believe the posts claiming other people ghosted me Tldr - you believe the posts that say I discard people but don't believe the posts of people saying they were the ones who ghosted me
>>84739680sillytavern + deepseek v4 pro for ai. beautiful.but if you ever want someone to talk to, just drop your disc.
>>84741096I don't live for my own enjoyment, so i won't kill myself in absence of it. Still, anything's lethal if you try hard enough.
>>84741121What so you live for then?