everything I've done lately don't move my life forward in any demand (aka try to get a job, study)and yet I have nothing enjoyable to do every day it's all just anxiety and obligationsis this all my life is supposed to be? Just wake up and do obligations for 12 hours then go to sleep again?just browse the web non stop and apply to jobs? is there all there really is? am I supposed to go fucking insane?just operate like a fucking robot and do nothing enjoyable just sit with panic anxiety and feel like shit?so I'm just mentally suppsoed to will myself into doing literal non enjoyable shit all day like a fucking machine?I'm breaking down mentally man
have you met your shadow self?
>>84739920No I am totally aware of my shortcomings absolutely but still I haven't fixed them seems hard or I might just need drugs that's why it's so hard once I fuck up
>>84739977as in no I mean yes