>that intrusive thought that I should prepare to be homeless and give everything up>If all I have is a backpack and the ability to just walk away they can't take anything away from me anymore and atleast I have that freedom>have too much crap shit dog shit I care about is the only problem, need to get rid of everything so I'm literally ready to bounce at any second>this is all just to still my anxiety if the worst case scenario happens>having no eventual plans gives me anxiety>having such contingencyplans sooths my anxiety
>>84740073images like this one get posted on /out/ frequently in response to people asking how they can make it as a vagrantMaybe it's relevant to you idk
Why would you want to be homeless instead of in prison for doing something cool? Are you a drug addict?
>>84740093no, why? because I wanna keep the option to become functional in society again without fucking my shit up that hard>>84740084literally me yes
>>84740084and don't get me wrong, I wouldn't be totally homesless tier, I would just resign from my housing all that shit and walk to the nearest wellfare office and they would be forced to house me in a temporary spot for sleeping day to day at the very least (very cold eu country) if it comes to thatI could literally live like that until I got a job or whatever, not sure how the handle the rest of money if you are literally homeless and still need to eatbecause they are perfectly fine denying you money but you can still apply for emergency money for food, they expect you to live on like 150eur a month or something here lmaowe arent at that spot yey
>>84740073I'd like to tell you to get out of the victim mentality and take complete control of your life, but brother, I relate heavily to your post and I have to tell you that I am still in the cycle of mental anguish and seeking hope in illusions.I feel like our society will crumble for people who want to be free. Have faith struggling anon.
>>84740108>because I wanna keep the option to become functional in society againSo, what, you're thinking that one day, you're going to wake up, sprawled across the pavement next to a convenience store dumpster, and say to yourself "You know what? Today's the day. Today's the day I'm going to stop being a crazy retard." Then you'll go to Crazy Retards Anonymous, get yourself a sponsor, and kick the habit, huh?
>>84740073I've begun setting aside some cash just in case the thousands I have in savings become inaccessible to me. With this money I should be able to purchase supplies to build a dwelling out in the woods somewhere, or at the very least a tent, sleeping bag, and a large jug of water like I've seen the homeless do.
>>84740155I don't do drugs though, I'm dysfunctional and unhireable yes but other than that fine>>84740151>get out of the victim mentality and take complete control of your lifefine and easy but I have no history of having any success that proves it's even possible otherwise and "taking control of own life" does not exist when the employers are blocking your from getting shit jobs"Just apply to more jobs" yeah on repeat without successafter a while you get totally fatigued and demoralizedbut yes I will try, why? because wellfare bux are entierly too low I literally can't live like that amongst other things that need to be solvedI swear I literally can't believe what the fuck is going on genuinely it's insane if you lived my shit it's litearlly retarded
>>84740168>I don't do drugs thoughThat's my point. Some causes of homelessness aren't things you can willpower or medicate yourself out of when you get tired of being a bum.
>>84740513It's just a matter of time it it gets to that level though
