I'm done with my classes as a boomer pushing 40, graduation dayI wanna continue studying I'm not even done next year but I'm not sure I get student gibs anymore I literally have no job I wanna go apply for I'm fucking already feeling like complete shit I'm depressed as fuck or maybe that's just because I've been awake for too long I failed everything last minute and the graduation sucked everything was lacklusterAll my acquaintances achieved their goals I fucked up again I got left in the dirt every man for himself I did not achieve what I came to do I'm not satisfied with nothing I fucked up everything I focused too much on other people's shit and friends now I'm left alone again failed everything with nothing Now I have to continue on with my fukfed up life again when everyone succeeded I got left again without nothing I'm not satisfied with how things wentIt's clear now I squandered my entire time I lost track of what was important I forgot what I was supposed to do and nobody is saving me or left when I'm all by myself againIt's over
>>84741994People like you and I, we werent born to win. We weren't born to succeed or any of that shit. Some people get left behind. Just how life works man. A loser is a loser.
>>84742012Now I have to apply to a bunch of fucking jobs constantly, be in stress if I can even get an apartment next year, have no idea what I'm gonna do the entire next year if u even get student gibs anymore I'm not satisfied with my effort in my classes, failed multiple things, everything badFeels very lackluster It shouldn't have been like this
>>84742012I'm exhausted now I have multiple other stressors to take care of I have no income for summer yetI have a ton of thing to take care of i can't relax everI feel like shit
>>84742151>>84742161Drink some coffee man and relax, life will be alright. It probably wont be, but just enjoy yourself.
>>84742288Can't enjoy myself have to fake job reports for months back to get welfareOverdosed coffee for anxiety already Can't eat any food just in case I get no money have to save all my money to pay the rentI'm under insane stress Then comes the question what I'm gonna do for a year