>meet foid>not too old, good body, super talkative and interested>super receptive to my lack of posturing and performative behavior>could not give a fuck less about any of the strange or weird ways i talk, think, or interact. if anything is a bonus to her>conversation about interests comes up>once again, lists every BDSM flavored fanfic/erotic literature fueled turbo masochistic fetish under the sun>mfwI cannot remember the last time a woman told me anything other than wanting to get beat in the face, choked, and raped by someone (technically CNC). This is not a bait post. This is my genuine experience as a mentalcel who is oddly charismatic. They always act as if it's super weird and embarrassing as well, but honestly it's stranger to me at this point if I ran into a woman who didn't feel this way.
>>84742079Yep, I am right there with you. They are almost all like this. It's not right
>>84742079Once you understand that women are substantially more prone to groupthink and impressionable you'll realize that the internet was a massive mistake.It's literally a mind-virus for women, they see this stuff in all of the media they consume, it gets talked about in their circles, reposted on whatever social media platform they use, and their fate gets sealed.
>>84742079>I cannot remember the last time a woman told me anything other than wanting to get beat in the face, choked, and raped by someone (technically CNC).What's the problem? Do you not have fists and a cock?
>>84742105I cannot properly convey the level of disappointment and disgust I feel in these moments, though I guess I play it off pretty well. I guess something about the way I act just makes these types in particular feel more interested in me. Really not sure, but I would never participate in that. Would rather stay a virgin. And to be completely clear, I don't even have a problem for some amount of freaky/weird shit. I just don't want to beat someone I like to the point of blood and bruises but its what they want.
>>84742146I know this but you have to imagine there would be SOME outliers. I guess those just don't really feel interested in my brand of magnetic mental illness.>>84742158I'm super mentally ill and would probably feel suicidal upon doing something like this to someone. I can go into detail about the how and why, but I'm not sure that's really important here.
>>84742079Consider that one has to be a masochist to actually enjoy talking to you.
>>84742162Yeah it really is. They're broken. Guessing it's the only way they can really feel anything. They fetishize this stuff and simultaneously villainize men who would never do this because they're not violent and/or retarded enough to be sexually selected for. And then get with actual violent retards and continue to do so and wonder why they're so fucked up. Gee. I wonder.
>>84742184>I can go into detail about the how and why, but I'm not sure that's really important here.It's pretty important if you're heterosexual to get to the root of why female sexuality is a problem for you. Women are unlikely to change significantly in the near future.
>>84742199Stone cold Haruhi
Lol OP you're so cooked. That's not a type you're attracting, that's all straight women.
>another low t man whining a woman wants him to take some initiative and not just jackhammer boringly
>>84742199You raise a good point, anon.. I have considered this.>>84742206>they're not violent and/or retarded enough to be sexually selected forEven have had some online friends tell me about getting pressured into doing so, having to deal with the mental fallout afterward, and obviously getting dumped for it. Don't think there is any real solution to this honestly.>>84742210>if you're heterosexualI am.>get to the root of why female sexuality is a problem for youProbably has to do with experiencing f on m molestation if I had to give a good guess.>Women are unlikely to change significantly in the near future.Unfortunately.
>>84742242Literally the only time a woman ever takes 'initiative', it's when they're running out of sugerbaby cash.
>>84742240GUHHHHHHHH>>84742242None of these women give a damn about that, anon. I do not project the idea of a strong, high T man on any level of interaction. When will you understand that all women care about is how you make them feel, regardless of what features or traits you have? Status helps achieve this, but ultimately, this is the case.Women will beg and plead for a guy that makes them feel good to choke them before they'd ever want some retard they aren't interested in to touch their hand.
>>84742274We are the choosers you are the chasers >>84742275Choking is a male meme so they can get away with murder and for retards
>>84742295If that's true then why are you chasing baconators like it's your last day on earth? Be honest for once.
>>84742300Everyone knows the jr bacon cheeseburger is what girls get or just a baked potato and a small chili
>>84742307Bullshit. Women are by far and large (lol) the biggest consumers of grease slop. Maybe because their 'friends' convinced her that being morbidly obese is actually beautiful or some retarded shit like that.
>>84742295>We are the choosers you are the chasers Until you deem a man valuable enough to chase, and then you drool harder than the most pathetic 40 yr old virgin the mind can conjure.>Choking is a male meme so they can get away with murder and for retardsI've yet to meet a woman who didn't want me to choke them. Obviously, I'm not going to do it but, you know.
>>84742251>Probably has to do with experiencing f on m molestation if I had to give a good guess.your stepmother ?On a side note, I have actually watched 50 Shades of Grey, and Twilight. Both pretty good. Both have some "Dexter" vibes.
You associate with trash. I've never had such conversations with women.
>>84742251>Don't think there is any real solution to this honestly.There is. But hormonal retardation is inherent to the female condition.
>>84742316We do but we don't get the giant meals like men do. 2 women will get 2 cheeseburgers and split a small fry at mcdonalds
>>84742327I don't remember everything perfectly, but no, never a parental figure. Couple of siblings, a family friend, and some random girl from my childhood.>watched 50 Shades of GreyTrash watch, anon.>and TwilightThe genderbent version actually wasn't so bad. The ripples of both of these pieces of media just stand to solidify my nightmare further, thougbeit.
>>84742351No they don't. Women on average do bulk orders in the drive-through. The last time I saw a woman order something of your description it was some geezer cunt who was about to fall over dead.
You could say yes to a masochist, and try to heal them.Have them read _Discourse on voluntary servitude_.Authority and violence is a Ponzi scheme in hierarchical societies.It's _les animaux denatures_ (Vercors) (un-natured animals)
>>84742370Do you live in Alabama
>>84742382Yeah that's what gets women wet, homework
>>84742351Just not true, in my experience women over buy and then feel good about themselves for not eating all of it.>>84742382How do you heal someone who's pussy squirts from the mention of yanking them around by the hair? I just don't know about how realistic that is, anon.
>>84742361>Couple of siblings, a family friend, and some random girl from my childhood.Sorry to hear that, thanks for sharing Anon.I too have a complicated past. I hate general advice, even from older fucks (I'm old myself), but general advice : there's nothing that can't be fixed by writing a few thousand pages about it. Abuse is so complex, after 1000 pages you realize you still don't understand what happened. But you already feel better.
>>84742370Oops, meant to reply to >>84742351I guess we agreed, actually.
>>84742397It never happened to me but I heard it : some women love to read books for their bf (or Master). When that guys leaves them, their whole world collapses, because he was the one who opened the world (of culture) for them.
>>84742405>Sorry to hear that, thanks for sharing Anon.No worries, anon. It was awhile ago now, most of it happened before my teens. I don't really mind talking about it at this point so long as it isn't jerk fuel for some freak.>Abuse is so complex, after 1000 pages you realize you still don't understand what happened. But you already feel better.I have written a lot, and talked a lot. Women especially are surprisingly caring and empathetic while also without judgement so long as they are interested in you. These kinds of things can be difficult to speak about with guys. I generally do okay, its just in things like this where I have like visceral responses that I find very difficult to overcome. How do you diffuse what is a physical response of disgust? Should I even really want to? It seems better at times to just remove myself from that market.>>84742346This has been the case for women from:Every part of the USEuropeSEAAustraliaSouth AmericaAt least for me, so far.
>>84742079v1:>They don't care if I'm a one-way mirror>They're not frightened by my cold exteriorv2:>They don't care about my inclinations>They're not frightened by my revelationsWe get it.
>>84742079I am straight, but I don't have any extreme kinks and no paraphilias. I'm probably too old and ugly for most anons to be interested in though so it doesn't really matter.
>>84742079>wanting to get beat in the face, choked, and raped by someone (technically CNC).if someone asked me to slap them I'd just do it if I felt like it I don't see what's the big deal>>84742146you say that when it's men who get the weirdest most unheard of fetishes off the internet, in contrast women are pretty consistent Being masochistic and bdsm is basically just a pipeline from the submissiveness women are naturally born with. Nobody gets influenced enough to enjoy 50 shades of grey if it wasn't in their nature already, i haven't read that but it's probably what it's about.lolis dont make men into pedos
>>84742536>if someone asked me to slap them We're not talking about that tier of anon, though really i don't want to do that either. We're talking, knifes and guns, we're talking borderline rape set ups. >you say that when it's men who get the weirdest most unheard of fetishes off the internet, in contrast women are pretty consistent I would rather a woman be basically anything other than that. Footfag, scent fetishist, you name it. Let's not make this a gender war thread though, was not my intention when making it.>>84742517>I don't have any extreme kinks and no paraphiliasWhat do you have?
>>84742079This is about me isn't it ;-;
>>84742574Probably not, I don't think this person even knows what r9k is. I guess you can tell me your race and if its the same then that would make it a lot more likely. This isn't a rare experience, regardless.
>>84742574>ummmm is this about meeeeee? :)Average cocksleeve moment.
>>84742563>What do you have?Tbh nothing really. Only vanilla sex is appealing to me, not weird clown people sex with crazy doohickeys and hurting each other
Are these terminally online women you're encountering on the Internet? All online women are mentally diseased. Normal, non degenerate women exist, but they're not interacting with strangers through niche websites.
>>84742633God bless you nona, honestly I don't think its that strange to pick up a thing or two that is strange that you end up finding hot. It's just this extreme desire to be harmed that I have to be accessory to that I really dislike.>>84742641Unfortunately a very good point, but I live in a shitty place and even if I didn't, obviously I am a shut-in. I have been approached once or twice IRL but like I said, I am a mentalcel. What can you do.
>>84742671So those are all online interactions?? ones you've had from here or similar?anon...
>>84742704What else do you expect from me? I've been posting here for over a decade, I'd be long gone by now if I were capable of making it happen IRL. You meet plenty of non-mindraped men online, sure they are the minority, but regardless you do. Where are the women?Do not detract from my suffering due to the nature of it, anon.
>>84742671Thanks. I probably won't have sex again. I got into a relationship years ago with a guy i met off 4chan and that was that. I think I'm too weird and cold to show any men that I do have a warm inside and I am interested in sex if we connect. I definitely won't be dating anyone off 4chan again though. It's worked for some people and I'm happy for them but it was a major life lesson for me
>>84742079CNC doesnt mean you want to be slapped or hurt physically or called nasty names. Bdsm doesnt have to be crazy shit.You don't have to have vanilla plain intimacy, though that can be cool and romantic too.You the fuck do you want to have the same narrative during intimacy?Wouldn't it be hot if you tied her down?Maybe the next time she ties you down?After that maybe regular loving sex.And maybe you are on top of her after that.And then she's on top of you.You give her head. She gives you head.Sex doesnt have to look one certain way bruh. So long it isnt too crazy and is safe.And good communication too.Cnc can be done safely, and it can be really fun. Sorry for wanting to have fun with my parter.
>>84742811Aren't you a virgin? How would you possibly know this for certain
>>84742828I dont. Its all speculative. Just like the thought of intimacy is niceBut I dont actually want sex.Well see when I get that far. If I get that far.But my principles still stands. Its between wife and husband.
>>84742764Couldn't fault you for that, the closest I found to an exception of this was also the first person I ever was interested in and I met them here. Didn't work out though.>>84742811It's not like this though, I do literally mean that they want it far worse than this. You are basically talking about Vanilla+, nothing compared to what this individual or many others i've met were in to.
>>84742079Just rape da woman. Wtf is wrong with u
