My first ever deep thought/realization was when I was in the third grade and realized I will never be satisfied even if I changed everything about myself >Sam is really pretty and funny I wish I was like her>Her parents are divorced >She a very bad student>Realize I want to be (Sam - the bad stuff) + my good stuff>Also realize that Sam probably fantasies about being someone else >I was Sam I'll still want to be someone else What was yours?