The hell's the point of living after that? I wasted my prime years, now its going dooooowwwnhilllll forever
>>84745488You're right, it's over at 20. Might as well end it all now.
Are you retarded. The 20s are fine and the early 20s are identical to being a teen and obviously part of your prime. No culture in human history has thought of 20 as part your prime.
>>84745513*past your primesigh
>>84745488did you just turned 19 recently?
>>84745505My thoughts exactly>>84745513No, cause early twenties isn't teens. I will have to move out, which I can't afford. Every year I stay with my parents past 20 is sad. Being a virgin as a teen is fine, in your 20s is weird. I have to get a job, but the job market's fucked. I'll have to go to Uni, but I don't know what I wanna do. None of this was a problem, like, a year ago. Plus, I'll probably start to get fat or something
If you have done fuck all you've not seen your prime years
>>84745541>Plus I'll start to get fatSo... you're retarded? In what universe does weight gain become common at all at age 20? You know metabolism doesn't slow down enough to make weight gain inevitable at any age, right? My grandmother died at 90 and wasn't overweight a day in her life.
>>84745488You're supposed to find a husband and have kids before you're 25. If that doesn't appeal to you just start doing fentanyl or something.
>>84745536Yeah, last month>>84745545>If you have done fuck all you've not seen your prime yearsThe hell do you do in your 20s??? There's nothing to do but get a job, move out, and become a wageslave, get married, then die. Thats IT. That's your 20s.>>84745560>In what universe does weight gain become common at all at age 20?Idkkk what if I do tho? That's like, the only thing I've got going for me, that I'm not fat. Now imagine I get fat in my 20s. Might as well kms. >>84745572>You're supposed to find a husband and have kids before you're 25That's what I'm saying !! Life is over now. That's all there is to do in your 20s and it blows>If that doesn't appeal to you just start doing fentanyl or something.Good call. I might
I'm in my 30s and I can say it gets much worse
>>84745488You have like two more years of being treated like a psuedo-child. Use it or don't. You also have like five years to sort your life out. It ain't over yet, but you are on that final countdown. Yes, it only gets worse. Welcome to life. Best years of our lives was being four years old and it only goes downhill. This shit is nothing new/
>>84745541>>84745596Is there anything you are remotely interested in as a potential career? Barring that, are you cute? Could you do onlyfans? I am being genuine, you need to start considering all options.
>>84745488Same here. I don't want to get into my 20s yet... I feel like it's still too early. I need to kiss someone before it's too late...>>84745984you're not helping tbdesu
>>84745984>I'm in my 30s and I can say it gets much worseThat's real encouraging, thanks !! But yeah, 30s sounds awful. Gonna keep going till 28 at MOST, then end it. >>84746011>You also have like five years to sort your life outThat is NOT a lot of time at all !! >but you are on that final countdownAfter next year, the next "big birthday" is 25. Then 30. Then NO MORE "big birthdays" till I'm like, ninety. Can you imagine??? I've two more important birthdays left. That's it.>>84746021>remotely interested in as a potential career?Nothing that could make me any money.>Could you do onlyfans?No, my dad loves me too much. Otherwise I might consider.>>84746045>I don't want to get into my 20s yet... I feel like it's still too early.Exactly !! 20s is like...like 9 to 5 grown ass adults. People get married and have kids in their 20s, that's insane. I can barely cook noodles.
>>84745488im in my 20s and youre correct about everything youve said in this thread thus far
>>84746085>No, my dad loves me too much. Otherwise I might consider.You're gonna regret in a few years not living your truth and freedom because of your parents. It's literally the "waiting until my parents die to do one thing that makes me happy" meme. I'm sure your dad is a good guy, but look at you. You are unsure, and unhappy, and browsing r9k. Don't hold him as a god. He is just a lost soul on this planet like you, clueless and fragile. He will age and die before your very eyes. Do not restrict your decisions based on what your parents think. You are in the crucial time of discovering your agency. It is imperative that you do. I know what the alternative is.
>>84746115Oh, great. Awesome. Future's looking grim. Hang in there tho>>84746123>You're gonna regret in a few years not living your truth and freedom because of your parents...posting naked pictures on the internet would NOT be my truth and freedom, it would be a way to pay my rent. Its more like a last resort, nothing else worked out kinda thing. Rock bottom. I'll try to get a shitty dead end job first like everyone else. Also don't talk about my dad dying?? He's not that old, he's good. Barely above middle age AND immortal, actually
>>84746085In your 20s it becomes weird to be a virgin, people will treat you less kindly than when you were a teen and your mistakes are going to have more consequences. Nothing good comes with it.>People get married and have kids in their 20s, that's insaneI don't have words to describe how weird that is.But the worse thing is... After your 20s comes your 30s. The passing of years will be like a guillotine that slowly draws closer.
Niggas under 25 shouldn't be allowed on this board. Or maybe even this website. Or internet at all in fact.
>>84746189When you become 40 you will be saying the same thing but towards 30yo people.
>>84746149Go be a miserable wagehog, bro. That seems like your future. Because you have no career ambitions- what do you think your life will be? There are only a few good paths in this world. One is a vocation, a career that takes a lot of work and time to get into but pays well. The other is to be born into a wealthy, asset owning class of family. That's it. But one way or the other you WILL have to pay rent. The fact that you even consider OF tells me that you are probably cute enough to pull it off. There's a whole load of people out there right now coasting on that shit, never having to wageslave in their lives. Just saying, it's an option if you are cute enough. Get ten years down the line, either be a broke NEET still reliant on your dad, or a wageslave dead to the world because every ounce of energy goes towards your shitty job. Idk. You haven't realised the full force of this world yet. You haven't internalised it. This is a bleak, godless, pitiless world. Most people are miserable. Most people are poor. There are very few paths for those of us not born into some stratum of the elite.And your dad isn't immortal and he will die. Good thing if he's young I guess, you probably have a long time before confronting that particular shitty aspect of this worthless thing we call life.
>>84746165>I don't have words to describe how weird that is.Right?? My friend whose a year older than me is talking about getting MARRIED. We used to copy each other's homework and have sleepovers and shit, like, just a year or two ago. All of this is so fucking weird, like I missed a system update or something.>>84746189Okay, unc>>84746247At some point I'll be old or fat or both, and then OnlyFans won't make me any money either. Or imagine I have kids someday or something. They'll get bullied. There's a bunch of reasons not to do OF. And yeah, wageslavery sounds miserable, but so does online prostitution. There are no good options.>>84746259I'm not baptized :/
>>84745488I turned 27 today, yeah I've been suicidal all day
>>84746291Why would you ever want kids? You are literally acknowledging how bad life is and that there are no good options and yet still you want to drag more souls into this bullshit? I don't get the thought process.Perfect zogslave. Get a wagie job, go fuck some whore, bring more slaves into the system. You do you blud. Life looking bleak for you.
>>84745488>dooooowwwnhilllllwrong. The only benefit of wasting your prime years is that you can go uphill forever.
>>84746294Happy birthday, anon. Get yourself a cake or something. Also don't kill yourself. You have almost outlived Kurt Cobain >>84746322I don't want kids now, but I don't know what I'll be thinking five years from now. >>84746343How??
>>84746291If I at least had the years that covid made me lose, maybe I could at least feel like my life had been bigger.>Okay, uncSomeone is going to say that to you in tue future too, anon. Be nice.>>84746294Did you drink today? It can do wonders for you.>>84746322Natural instincts, anon, it's hard to beat biology. I'm an antinatalist nihilistic person but I would have 5 children with my wife if I wasn't an incel.
>>84746351>Happy birthday, anon. Get yourself a cake or something. Also don't kill yourself.thanks, I think I'll get myself a chocholate bar or something, not a fan of cake>>84746357>Did you drink today? It can do wonders for you.I've never drank alcohol in my life, maybe I should start doing it, I mean what do I have to lose?
>>84746351Unless your life gets spontaneously better, which it won't do unless you figure shit out, I doubt you will want kids.>>84746357You are not antinatalist or nihilistic if you envision having five kids, bro. Please do not misappropriate those words. I am a staunch AN and nihilist and even if I found the perfect wife I would never have kids. If it was a dealbreaker for the relationship, I'd break it off. Do not call yourself antinatalist if you aren't really about that shit. No hate towards you, but please don't water down these terms.
>>84746351>How??by improoving yourself and making youth your "rock bottom" to start from
>>84746377Wow, that's unexpected for your age. Why don't you have a drink today? It would be good to at least have some fun memory of your birthday which makes you feel so bad. If you feel like it, do so and come back to tell us what you're feeling. >>84746395What I mean is that I view this world as something evil and that I understand and agree with every logical reason of why people shouldn't be making new lives in this hell. It's just that I don't care, if bringing new people to this world would make me happy, then I want to do it. I'm just selfish.
>>84746532>Wow, that's unexpected for your age.everybody says this to me.if I do decide to drink something, what do you recommend?
>>84746571>what do you recommend?I'm not a professional myself and I think beer brands varies a lot from country to country (I only drink beer). But if there's something you need to know about alcohol is that the cheaper shits generally give you stronger hangovers, so be careful.
>>84746608Oh, and don't mix different types of drinks, even if the only thing difference between them is the brand. I've heard that it can be bad for you too.
>>84746642>even if the only thing differenceIf the only difference*
>>84746608>>84746642sound scary
>>84746532Understandable view. I am also selfish. I guess as an AN I am blessed with also having the natural compunction of avulsion to the very idea of having children. Unfortunately your ideation and desire are not so aligned. I won't blame you for that, but I do wonder how someone so pragmatic and seemingly blackpilled would even want such a burden. The endless crying, the draining of resources, the potential of marriage breakdown? Subject yourself to what you will, I suppose.>>84746377No point drinking unless it's social. I'm a sad alcoholic drinking alone in my room, but at least when I started it was in pubs or with some friends. I'm a blackpilled incel but even I wouldn't START my alcoholic journey alone, it just ended up that way.
>>84746571Don't do it. You'll kill some perfectly good brain cells with nothing but a half-baked experience to show for it.
Just out of curiosity are you 18 or 19 OP?
>>84746395>thanks, I think I'll get myself a chocholate bar or something, not a fan of cakeSounds good !! Treat yourself>>84746395>Unless your life gets spontaneously better, which it won't do unless you figure shit out, I doubt you will want kids.>Unless your life gets spontaneously better, which it won't do unless you figure shit out, I doubt you will want kids.See, that's what I think now, but that's what my mom said when she was my age too, and here we are. Shit happens. You never know>>84746425>by improoving yourself and making youth your "rock bottom" to start fromAnd go where? I have no real ambitions besides moving out and affording life.>>84746571>if I do decide to drink something, what do you recommend?Not the anon, but just from personal experience, don't drink if you're alone, especially not if you're new to it. I did that one time and legit thought I was dying. Its not fun if there's no one to check on you. >>84746715I'm 19 now. Turning 20 next year
>>84746679>>84746702>>84746746I guess it's not a good idea to start drinking then...
>>84746668>>84746783It's worth it. Just stop drinking once you realize you're already drunk and you probably won't have any problems.>>84746679I think there are a lot of reasons why I'm like this. Some part of me just wants to be normal and the biggest sign of normiehood is having children, having the so called "american dream", the "good ending" that people expect to get since the beginning. We spend our entire lives hearing about the phases that living beings go through: being born, growing up, reproducing and dying. This is already too deep in my head at this point.
>>84746799>It's worth it. Just stop drinking once you realize you're already drunk and you probably won't have any problems.hmm maybe some other dayalso... holy shit!!! a fellow bubblegum crisis fan!!
>>84746854I-I stole it from another anon... Sorry for the disappointment.
>>84746085>I can barely cook noodlesMe too anon, I don't even know some of the basics for cooking :c ....I don't know how people already get married or have kids already at that age ...btw I'm also 19
Wow, we really have a lot of people from 2007 on r9k
>>84746882aw :(you know what, that was probably me, I was posting screenshots a few months ago.btw you should check out bubblegum crisis, it's awesome
>>84747014It's been on my watchlist for some years already, but I'm an ADHD doomer who got really angry recently because I was starting a lot of anime and dropping almost every one just to pick new animes to watch. I must have like 50 animes dropped on MAL. So I'm having a time, for now I'm just watching re:zero. There are animes that I started to watch in 2023 which I still didn't finish to this very day.
>>84745596Getting your own money, getting that independence, is like being born again
>>84747044this one is not very long it's like 8 episodes I think and it's really good
>>84747201If you say so then I will give it a try tomorrow.
>>84747231yay! :Dand when you finish it watch ad police files, it's the same universe, that one is only 3 episodes (and the manga but you don't have read it if you don't want to, it's not necessary but it's still pretty cool)
>>84745488I'm not going to say your life is great having wasted your prime years, but at the same time, you don't have to dwell on that, you can focus on making the future better. Life can't be perfect but you can try your best to get the most out of it regardless. The little happy things in life are worth living for.
