>physically, emotionally, verbally, financially abusive parents>misogynist household, never allowed to go out, always had to do chores, always told that it's because I am a woman, always told women are naturally dumber than men, always told no man will want me if I dont cook and clean, told that if I dont obey my husband he will beat me or leave me and nobody wants a divorced ran through woman.>deadbeat father who pressured me to give him money. Stole from me all the time and lies>neurotic mother who never liked me, hospitalised me. >always hated my mom, recently came to hate my father because I realised he was a deadbeat, especially to my siblingsI genuinely dont believe love exists. I genuinely dont see why id pursue a man romantically. Most men in my life er genuinely evil. My aunts husband beats her. My brother was an addict. My other brother is manipulative. My father is an actual deadbeat. Other uncle tried to kill my mom. My father married women behind my mother's back.Only two good men I know is my oldest brother, and my uncle. Sure good men exist but you know what I am just tired of everything. I generally believe i WILL be betrayed at some point.Fuck this evil nonsensical world. But I will remain kind and just regardless.
>>84746202Does being an addict make you a bad person?
>>84746202See how all thid guys could get a girl while genuinely good men can't. >inb4 this men were not like this from thr startThen the women turned them into this. Just Die alone you sound so broken no man should waste his time fixing you. I tried that once she left me to fuck chad at her uni.
>>84746216Being a dealer who stole over 10000 dollars in money and was sent to jail 20+ times makes you a bad person.I didnt want to write allat
>>84746202I am the same as you but with the gender dynamics reversed. Sorry that happened to you and it distorted your view of the world but at least you had a view good men in your life you can see as counterexamples, I wish I could say the same for the women in my life.Stay kind and resist your delusions. Otherwise you're spitting in the face and devaluing of your brother and uncle the people who exist to prove you wrong. Or don't, its not like anyone will notice.
>>84746229My brother is good but he is a doormat. Such a doormat it angers and disgusts me. He is such a kind person placed in the hands of evil people who used him for money and services. This guy could have had saved 100 000$+ had it not been for the financial abuse. But he doesnt have the spine to say noMy uncle though he's just a good fucking man alright, got NOTHING to say about him he really is just a ball of joy.>Stay kind and resist your delusionsWhat delusions? Its all so fucking tiresome. If I had kids they would have shit grandparents.>>84746226I am a well adjusted person despite this desu. I am in no need to be "fixed". Its all just tiresome and I dont even know if I want to bother with a finding the rigight guy and having to sift through all that.
>>84746271>the right guyAgain kys chad won't come and scoop you up and finances your life. I am done with women they all treated me so so badly over and over again my kidnes was only seen as weakness and got abused over and over again. Only looks and money max to pump and dump nothing more.
>>84746339Bruh. This has nothing to do with my original post. Stop projecting.
>>84746394You sound already so insufferable over text after a few posts I hope you suffer forver and die alone and old. Carbon copy of every single woman nothing more.
>>84746414Bad attempt at ragebait.Please, this is funny.
>>84746271>My brother is good but he is a doormat. Such a doormat it angers and disgusts me. He is such a kind person placed in the hands of evil people who used him for money and services. This guy could have had saved 100 000$+ had it not been for the financial abuse. But he doesnt have the spine to say noSo much anger and venom dripping out of you, I find it shocking to hear such anger towards someone you love, but I don't blame you I'm not too different anyways surviving that kind of childhood kind of requires to you eschew every emotion that isn't anger.Still, be kinder to your brother. You should be happy that he's such a 'doormat' because most self-respecting guys would rightly spit in your face for talking about them with such contempt. Try to see the good parts in people.
>>84746431Id never tell him these things. But this is an anonymous board, where I can actually express it. It angers me because he knows he is being used, but he allows for it to happen, and when I tell him he brushes it off. It has set him back immensely, I am first of all angry at my parents for using their son, their absolute kindest child, most helpful innocent child out of all of us, and running him barren. I genuinely cannot understand them, but evil is not understandable, its absurd.I am not angry or disgusted because I hate him, but because I love him and seeing him let others sabotage him and justifying it fills me with intense anger and rage.Id never tell him this. I love him and id probably be mentally ill if it wasn't for the fact that he stepped up in the father role for me . Id I could id give him the world, and if that meant sacrificing my life I would. But seing people you love destroy themselves is not light. I would never be happy that he is a doormat, because every day I see how hard it has set him back. I wish for him to grow a spine.I'm by no means an angry individual. I never scream or hurt or threaten people. If im angry, or sad, I keep it to myself. Id never express these feelings. But they are there and it's for a reason. I tell you, I see the good in people, and there are few people I believe are, by nature, pure. He is the only one of those I know.Again, he is a pure person who is being abused by retarded evil people. But letting people trample over you isnt kind, its unjust. Injustice is vile, and justifying it is vile, allowing for it to happen is vile, giving room for it is vile. Sadly, he does all of these things, but he is the victim.
