i really want to die at this point. everyday is a reminder of the torturous life i live. it wont ever get better because its all etched into the fabric of the universe. its like a curse but its somehow not a curse. everything constituting it, together are the prime examples of a curse yet its not a curse. maybe the decadence of society will finally catchup. few yearn to live forever and most just want to start over - start over with different parameters
>>84749198I think things getting better for you isn't impossible. How do you think the universe reminds you
>>84749205unless i can be genetically altered, there's no hope
>>84749212I'm sorry you feel trapped by your genes anon. I just want you to know you are a strong person for making it this far and I probably wouldn't survive a day in your shoes. I respect you because of the suffering you have endured
>>84749198Write a soliloquy mang, make us feel a pang in our souls
Offing yourself isn't as easy as it sounds. I've heard.
Join me anonLet's go and kill the demiurge
>>84749198>i really want to die at this point.same. I hope i die in my sleep
Take vitamin D and B12
>>84749198I kind of agree honestly. Feels like everythinf is designed to be impossible
Car exhaust co
