Sometimes when I'm a bit bored I begin to zone out and my thoughts begin to take a life of their own, and a scenario or mini-dream begins to play in front of meSome of you migh say that this is just day-dreaming but this is different as in the former I usually have complete control over what I'm seeing and can start or stop it voluntarily but in this case It's basically like seeing a movie and have no idea what's going to happen, and can still hear and see other things while I'm having it. Sometimes I even suddenly log out of this thing frightened over it appearing unwillingly.Not sure how long I've had it but hasn't always been like this.Does this phenomenon have a name? do you also have it anons?
>>84750379All the time. Usually the scenario is me arguing with someone, which is strange because generally I never argue with anyone. It gets so vivid sometimes I start sweating and cursing silently. I think I'm just legitimately mentally ill, all of these pseudo-visions are negative, I have literally never once had a positive one.
>>84750379Mostly when I'm tired and usually its some mundane shit I didn't even register I rememberedLike suddenly I remember something I did that made my class lash out laughing but in a positive wayBut I finished school some 9 years ago
>>84750453Are you pent up while talking with those people IRL or those scenarios are actually random?
>>84750453>Usually the scenario is me arguing with someone, which is strange because generally I never argue with anyoneIt's probably the reason>all of these pseudo-visions are negative, I have literally never once had a positive oneyou're missing out, half my visions are sexual
>>84750379I liked this so I made it in to a pfpyour predicament sounds like maladaptive daydreaming or dissociation desu oregano
>>84750632Yeah it is always someone I am generally tense around and who I want to argue with but can't due to life circumstances, like my boss and coworkers or some of my family. The visions are borderline hallucinations sometimes and I completely zone out and am unable to respond to the real world, and they often become violent. Sometimes it is a stranger in the vision but they are some kind of antagonistic force like a random mugger or someone my brain conjured up to harass or assault me for seemingly no reason. My heartrate will absolutely explode and I can feel adrenaline start pumping as if I'm being hunted down during most of these hallucinations.
>>84751465Also you guys probably don't believe how intense these things are, you probably think I'm exaggerating but I'm honestly and truly not. They seem to come in waves and I'll have some really bad weeks followed by some weeks with very few of these episodes. I have never told a doctor because I have had some negative experiences with SSRIs in the past and I don't want to go through that again.
