I am a sensitive little faggot and keep getting played by people and women. I'm always sucked out of my emotions until I am then dumped.I don't want to live like this. I want to be like them. Enjoy life without "What do they think of me" "They'll like this" "I don't want to offend them" "I'm gonna give them a second chance, everyone deserves one" "They surely would do the same for me".Friends, romantic interests. All the same - my genuine aura invites these demons into my life. Yet no matter how badly I end up hurt I'm still this hopeful fucking nigger. Is there a trick to dehumanize others so I could feed off them like they do to me? I'm tired of being like this. I'm not built for this society.
>>84750607Evilness is born in the heart. Pursuing ruin of self, others, or environment for any reason. You must want it to be evil. Follow your dreams and wicked acts will come naturally
>>84750607I'm one of those types and you kind of just wake up one day and start doing it. its not like it will ease your suffering much either, people will try to get back at you so you either live a very lonely isolated life to avoid retaliation and take advantage of naive people, or you play tiring politics constantly and make many enemies that will scheme against you. I would recommend not putting so much stock in other people's opinions/actions towards you and just live a simple life, ride the hope you have out. you cant really choose to be evil, evil chooses to be you.
>>84750655>make many enemies that will scheme against youFor reasons like this, being evil is self defeating when taken too far. This is why most people are not evil, just selfish. One of the truths of reality holding society together ever so slightly.
>>84750655>you either live a very lonely isolated life to avoid retaliation and take advantage of naive people, or you play tiring politics constantly and make many enemies that will scheme against youHAHAHAHAHAHA this is my life rn, tfw XD
>>84750607>I'm always sucked out of my emotions until I am then dumped.been there>Enjoy life without "What do they think of me" "They'll like this" "I don't want to offend them" "I'm gonna give them a second chance, everyone deserves one" "They surely would do the same for me".they feel these things, they are just more selfish so they choose not to act on them and then feel bad about it randomly 2 weeks later before moving on with their life.>Is there a trick to dehumanize others so I could feed off them like they do to me?you have to learn your lesson, anon. you don't want to be evil, as another anon said, you want to be SELFISH. let me explain it to you like this in an example.>meet girl>as with EVERYONE, good points and bad points>consider REALISTICALLY about how likely it is to work out given everything you know about the modern woman as a whole and then what you learn about this individual>instead of what you can do for them or for both of you, consider what you can do for yourself so you get the most out of this interaction.>put yourself first, always. everytime your mind drifts to them, think about yourself instead. >this specific scenario, the usual end result is getting is getting sexual gratification somehow and then leaving before they decide to bounce on you, given that will likely happen because you are someone who posts on this board.
>>84750607anyway, it might take you awhile but being able to achieve >>84751709 this, while still acting the same way you do now is the key to the castle for being abusechad-lite. instead of being prey for evil women and otherwise BPDemons, you are the predator. you''ll probably feel bad about it for awhile but eventually you'll realize that if you weren't getting what you want and leaving, you would get chewed up and spat out in their place. it is a bit zero sum in this way.
if you're autistic why aren't you using your pattern recognition to figure out to avoid these peoplephysiognomy and energy is realI can tell when somebody is a shitter in a few seconds and compartmentalize them accordingly
>>84750607I am sorry you have the issue. I can't relate, girls are easy for me in person. Sun