>grandma died today >92 years old >All family is devastated, my father is beyond broken and my sister has yet to stop crying >Can't even shed a tear for her and all I'm thinking about is my upcoming finals and what should I watch next I'm afraid this is beyond autism, I'm on r9k for god's sake and I'm afraid I will feel the same when one of my parents died.
That's so cool and sad, your family is lucky she lived so long. That's great for you too because it means you have good genes. Also I barely cared when both of my grandmas died you can't grieve a person you barely had a relationship with. You're normal
>>84750975>a 92 year old woman dies>family is devastatedwtf, mourning for a day is alright and all, but who tf is devastated when someone in their 90s dies lmao
>>8475097592 years is a very very long life. i get being sad but by the time grandma is at age 80 surely you're kind of mentally preparing for her passing any day now? i dont blame you anyways. especially if you werent even that close. i wasnt very close with any of my grandparents and when they all passed i felt sadder for my own parents than i did myselff desu
>>84750975When my grandma died I played dota 2 chaos knight the entire day, I didn't feel anything either.I do kinda miss her now that I'm older, she was so mean that it was funny. Rip to your grandma, you might grow to miss her one day too anon.
>>84750992Thanks, I needed to hear that, I've had close ish former friends that died young but only when we drifted apart after middle school so I never experienced a real close person dying, I can't stop viewing it from a logical way, 92 years is a lot of time and she sadly got sick in the last two years, she saw her children grow and even her grandchildren I'm on the younger side and I'm 21.>>84750996It feels odd I know but she was the reason my family see each other every year, whenever she's with someone all my uncles visit her and so on.
>>84751000May your grandma rest in eternal Bliss and peace, I see what you say about feeling bad for my parents especially dad, he's from a different generation and he had a parental complex where he was trying so hard to get some sort of closure or acknowledgment from her(dropped out very early to work and support his parents). He never got, he legit used to take us on 3 hours car rides to see her once in the past.It feels like he's more devastated that he will never hear "thank you son" more than her presence.>>84751008Rip your grams too, I hope but like the anons said I was surprised that it took this long for me to experience a family member death, we had a 2 months old cousin death few years ago but that was tragic rather than sad.
>>84750975look at this summer underage normie thread
>>84750975I felt the same when my grandpa died. I had the exact same worries about uni grades at the time. I started drinking more, cutting myself, and any other vice I could indulge in just to not go crazy over my grades. What happened was I did feel sad over the death of my grandpa, but I couldn't express it to myself, so it got bottled together with my fear for bad grades. Just because you don't show doesn't mean you don't feel. Most feelings happen somewhere else where consciousness can't look inside. It's deep in the dark parts of you that you don't understand, and only looking backwards you will find out things you did feel or say were affected by your feelings without consciousness knowing, this pesky modern invention of the body, the so-called "self".>>84751119Adults get tests too, in a place called university, you would know if you wheren't a NEET.first post on the catalog that isn't about "bwa bwah I don't eat pussy" or "bwa bwa I don't have a pussy" and you robotniggas complain about it. This is why this board is dead.
>>84751204caring about your family and going to uni is normie shit faggot i'll shoot my grandma in the god damn head
if you're a legitimate psychopath, that doesn't make you cool or anything. you're a horrible person. inb4>i don't CARE that you care i'm a horrible person! >:)k. but you'll have a hard time in life. you're missing a basic human feature.
>>84751204I appreciate your post anon, may your grandfather rest in eternal bliss and peace, and have a great week.>>84751214What's stopping you? Prisonmaxxing could be the answer anon
>>84751119You are trying way too hard to fit in. All claiming "summer is here" doesn't work anymore man. Like nobody under fucking 20 probably knows what 4chan even is.
>>84751217Psychopath and sociopath just get thrown out a lot, I just feel bad because I know and understand I'm supposed to feel sad but I'm simply unable, which is the opposite of psychopath because they are narcissists that only care about themselves.My biggest fear is that I'll feel the same if someone actually important died one day like my mother.
>>84750975When my grandpa died in 2018, I also didn't give a shit. He was mostly absent from my life and was legit a piece of shit human being, who argued a lot and always feared my grandma was cheating on him. A toxic conservative relligitard, basically. Split from my grandma when he was 30 and spent the next 63yrs getting no pussy at all, despite trying.My grandma is now 93. Amazing woman, one of the few sane woman I've met in my life. Had an active role in my childhood. I used to eat at her place after school. I will be devastated when she goes.I think it depends on how present your grandma was in your life. If she was like my grandpa, it's totally understandable that you don't give a damn. If she was like my grandma then yea, you might be a psycho.
>>84751214Yeah, despite being a total loser who wasted my life on this site, I still managed to get a degree, have sex, a decent job, and am loved and love my family. I'm just like any other robot, but I managed to get out. Most of you don't want to know you could make your life better, so you make up the excuse that you are biologically flawed. You aren't; you just lack the will or ability to save yourself.>>84751223Gr8 weekend 4 u too, and may your grandma rest in peace and your grades be enough.
>>84751214damn nigga thats gangsta
