Life is weird, so weird.
It gets even weirder. When you get old you realize your life has taken you in a direction soooooo far away from home there is absolutely zero hope of ever returning. It's like imagine in real life crawling down into a rabbit hole until you get stuck, but you can't back out so you just have to keep digging further and further into it getting more lost and stuck. What a fucked up thing
yes i understand, all of society is laid out to distract you from this fact, and if that doesnt work you drink or do drugs. We are all conciousness trapped in this short span of time no-one knows where we come from and were we go, we can be oly sure that we have this for 80 years with luck or even less, accidents,illness and so one would be tough enough but we fellow sufferes even harass and hurt each other, we should try to console each other. But im preaching water and drink wine. Im not better, im a cynic spiteful man. But i try, do you try anon? Whats your favorite copes? Me personally im fond of opiates
I can't stop smoking weed and getting drunk on my days off instead pursuing my longterm creative goals. How do I break this evil vicious cycle. I feel like I'm trapped in prison
>>84751151At least you're not gooning yourself to death like me.
Just don't bring anymore poor souls into it and you're basically an angel compared to normalfag scum
>>84751151if you can't stop using substances at least start using the substances as a motivator as in only drink or smoke after you have done something productive
