i've been together with my first bf for 2 years and have hinted to him that i didn't have the best childhood, but i've never told him i was actually bullied by a boy in school. never got bullied by girs, they just ignored me. it wasn't physical, but it was pretty humiliating, for example loudly cussing me out in front of the whole class if he had to sit next to me or something like that, or grabbing things from my hands. teachers conveniently never noticed, and i was too passive/broken to want to talk about it to anyone or admit what was happening. i just waited until it was over and essentially did the "grey rock" method, never reacting. it happened every day for 2 years, and then he just stopped one day and started ignoring me like everyone else finally.he has been open to me about getting bullied as a kid (he was bullied by other boys when really young for short time), but i feel like he will see me as a lower tier woman if i ever talk to him about it. only mega ugly girls get bullied by boys, this seems like common cultural knowledge and he would apply it to me in his mind. if he ever asks me directly i'm going to say i was bullied by other girls since that's usually happens if you're attractive at all i think.
