My parents are forcing me to intern at this place for summer. I don't want to do it. I just wanna stay at home and racebait on Twitter all day. The thought of fucking going outside and fucking dealing with people makes me unstable and anxious. I cannot enjoy anything when I am reminded of this. Fuck this.
Too bad so sad buddy
>>84753011It will be good to get out of the house and who knows you could have some fun
>>84754037Nope. Everyone hates me, and I hate everyone. Life is suffering. I'd rather be in peace alone.
>>84754064Why do you think everyone hate you
>>84754090I spent too much time on the internet and saw too much hate. I feel disillusioned with the amount of hate in this world.
If you kill your parents, the government will take care of you. You'd never have to go outside again.
>>84753011i have no clue why people think NEETing and never going outside are similar in any wayi havent worked or been in education and i still have 20 or so friends and go out pretty frequentlythe more you have a nihilistic and hateful mindset the more people will hate youliterally just go out and do interesting things and you might eventually find work to not even be that scary
>>84754317I live in a third world country, saar.
>>84753011>racebait on Twitteryou won't be able to get a job with this iq level
>>84754318>the more you have a nihilistic and hateful mindset the more people will hate youYou're putting the cart before the horse. People like that became monsters because people shunned them. And now after dragging them through the dirt you people pick them up dust them off, and say that their own misfortune is their own fault. You people are sick.
>>84754365I don't think there has been a "meme" btter at identifying retards than saar
>>84754399obviously thats the cause, yes. people usually get bullied for thinking out of the box or being unconventional. instead of naturally growing up to fit in, they end up despising life. im speaking from experience. i was bullied horribly for my autism and decided at some point to just be the bigger person and mask, be a positive force, and people were instantly more accepting. if you become horrible from being mistreated, why stay horrible? why not attempt to improve? a herd mentality means people who are out of the box will always be discarded. its horrible but it is natural. people will not deal with anothers baggage if you dont know them, and you should NEVER expect to be fixed. put in effort and stop being childish
>>84754463Because it'll just be more of the same. You can't change the herd.
>>84754485so what is your issue with a herd mentality? it is entirely natural to expect your community to follow the same general social rules. ill ask you this. what traits are most of these people outcast for? what are the things theyre doing that are frowned upon?
Working is stupid. Early retirement is the goal. But everything you need for early retirement can be done without money. It's a convoluted path, but the logical endpoint of not wanting to work is offgrid larpstead. If your only cost is agricultural land taxes living becomes very cheap, and the 25x or 4% rule from trinity study looks a lot more realistic. The financial model of money exists for middlemen to skim off the top everytime something changes hands. Native transactions like plant seed eat tomato is direct and can't be skimmed as easily.
>>84754516You'll never know why because you're a hylic.
>>84754598thats rlly just an alternative way of calling me an NPCi have an extensive post history here about how much I despised normies. but this is the typical self hatred cycle, calling anyone who made it someone who was just like the others all along. a failed normie that turned into a normie or whatever. the truth is there is an issue with allowing extreme diversity in behaviour. attention seeking people will mix with controlling, demanding autists who speak out of turn, and shy quiet people are in the same group as people who dont care about others. if everyone had a general social baseline then your community functions better. you can still have an incredibly unique personality but interrupting people with interests nobody learns is selfish. why are you willingly opting to be selfish? common sense says you take interest in what they have to say and join in on their hobbies, and mask behaviour that is irritating. an entire point of a social interaction is to be fulfilled and happy, not irritated and tensewhy are you so angry at the idea maybe you need to be the one changing and not them?
>>84754292There's more to life than hating. It feels good to feel happy and not focus on negativity
>>84753011Well as someone who can't work because of being on disability due to severe mental illness, i can tell you that at some point if you love your family, you will be dependant on them and you will start feeling shit for being that.But i guess what you could try is go to a psychiatrist and have the prescribe you some Alprazolam. I take very big doses of it, but if you just got small ones like 0.25 or 0.5mg, they could help you a lot with anxiety and instability. Or maybe a diffarent medication, but it should be able to help. I'm on a lot of meds and i imagine i would be a lot more unstable if i wasn't taking them.
>>84753011are you a pajeet incel?
>>84754810No, I am a self-hating, delusional loner who has only ever lost at life. So a tad bit better than an incel, I'd say.
